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psychik fascism

sometimes beer feels like love

About Me

spiel: I'm one of those rains - the type you can only begin to imagine. A microscopic view of an endless cycle, blown up into a powerpoint presentation. In my wake of sobriety the neurons slow and quicken, and the chilling spreads throughout; a pleasant kind of chill that makes the warm psychedelic technicolor breeze over 101 dimensions. blah blah bleah. ok damn i think i filled out way too many of these in my lifetime. happy days peoples!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: jean.
Birthday: 12.feb
Birthplace: singapore
Current Location: melbourne
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: black
Height: 165
Right Handed or Left Handed: R.
Your Heritage: mottled oriental. half caste citizen & PR-less
The Shoes You Wore Today: brown d ring suede leather boots
Your Weakness: emotional baggage
Your Fears: that there are regrets
Your Perfect Pizza: semi dried tomatoes/ fetta / spinach or belgian choc wif mascapone cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to move on from someone and restructure my head
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: oink
Thoughts First Waking Up: i made it through the nite
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: 12 1 2 3 4 5 6am
Your Most Missed Memory: so many; i'm sentimental
Pepsi or Coke: ah, the implications of coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or Group Dates: can do either.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: choc
Cappuccino or Coffee: kopi
Do you Smoke: on a mission to cut down
Do you Swear: fuk yeh
Do you Sing: disgraced at public humiliation
Do you Shower Daily: wash me
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: been there done that got the tshirt
Do you want to get Married: its just a piece of paper
Do you belive in yourself: of course. tho ever so often i need reminding
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes. if i'm not steering
Do you think you are Attractive: in a timeless sorta way
Are you a Health Freak: quasi partial. to retain it the trick is to replace what you deplete (sleep dep is hard to make up tho)
Do you get along with your Parents: we get on famously but i still blame them
Do you like Thunderstorms: luv 'em
Do you play an Instrument: d piano & drums
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: drinking rite now
In the past month have you Smoked: smoking rite now
In the past month have you been on Drugs: mm. yes and recovery time gets longer as you get older
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope. i hate commercial franchise enclosures
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes! & i love the brown rice tuna variety
In the past month have you been on Stage: i've got stage fright
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: does snow count? (stil water no?)
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: um. some pint glasses
Ever been Drunk: only cuz i'm a cheap drunk (thank my dad for the genes)
Ever been called a Tease: only lovingly
Ever been Beaten up: no. make love not war
Ever Shoplifted: closet klepto for big corporations in my hey day
How do you want to Die: base jumping off a scandanavian cliff
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: beautifully evolved
What country would you most like to Visit: tibet
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: open to suggestion
Favourite Hair Color: open to suggestion
Short or Long Hair: only skinhead or long
Height: tall
Weight: i don't do stick figures
Best Clothing Style: motley crue of styles pinned together
Number of Drugs I have taken: too many (what kind of q is this??)
Number of CDs I own: proud parent of a kick ass collection
Number of Piercings: 6 open 2 sealed 2 stretched
Number of Tattoos: 3 & ongoing
Number of things in my Past I Regret: having once been a neurotic bitch to someone i loved

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Hm. Altho... there is NO word limit on this textbox. Only the vain & the bored will go nuts in this section. gime a sketchpad & an expensive inky pen & lots os space & i can dribble rubbish for hours. so here goes: First off. i fit with misfits & oddballs. We have common understanding with other obscure black sheeps (of the family) I'm a yippie who keeps crossing the yuppy hippie lifestyle boundaries. whoever dropped me at birth did a fukken good job of creating an oxymoron of a child. I'm all aquarian with this deep affinity for the year 1973. Weird or what? I duno. Would have made more sense if it were the flowa powa 60's. i'm ridiculously good @ making chai tea (& that shitzblitz they call chai latte at starbucks or coffee bean watchmacallit is not the genuine stuff). when i'm not poring over some sort of screen or mosing around a market, you can find me frolicking in a park doing some airy fairy thing with my cowrat dog and frisbee where i teach him to climb trees. honest to gawd, i got it on video. one day i'm guna swap my integra for a bicycle and a vintage 1984 toyota landcruiser clad with a bull bar and drive on pavements. Get that fitted out with a bed and kitchenette, perch on a cliff, and sleep with the stars. In my "hard earned" leisure time (ha ha) my truest passions is to chase topless beaches and fresh powder on the snow and peruse the sins of the nomadic life. Anyone who wants an alpine lodge or tropicana timber hut built complete with self sustainable properties cum look fer me! I tend to think in random logical progression bordering on talking in circles and full of useless bits of trivia. i like the edges of a parallel universe so to cut it short: the concept of oxymorons work for me bcos within it we got ourselves balance. (harhar self justification)
And in my nex life i want to be the new breed of tri- sexual deviants so i can get me a masters in hedonism and reinvent the kamasutra without shame. XoXX
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my aztec astrological murmurings: Find urs here

My Interests

oxymorons. latex art. snowboarding. fat succulents. cultures. architecture. sustainable design and enviro issues. layers. the headless chicken circus. hoarding junk. the art of displacement. furniture decon. DIY. building things (?). traversing the earth. tibet. david bollt. sitting in the sun. irony. having a boogie. organic farm produce. trying to figure out fractals. vintage acquisitions. oysters. gay pride. beer. greenland. tatts. subversive films & photography. shabu shabu. rummaging recycling bins. wood fired ovens. post-its. dali portraits. bmxes. corsetry. objectivism. feminists. big ass markets/street festivals. fractals. chicks on speed!. corp suit bashing. fondues. sandalwood. sleep dep. aged wood. psy art. community living. tree-huggers. psychedelics. philosophy. doofs. bush. (not in order) tree houses. durians. mosaic. shiatsu. adopting party paraphenalia. realdolls. textures. handmade instruments. crystals. Also ebay slut.

I'd like to meet:

chicks who exude unique strength; ppl who give it @ point blank; other festival chasers; sentimentalists; holocaust survivors; crossbred tri-nationals with several passports, the more mixbag the better. nothing better than belonging to several cultures @ in one existance. no bigots, bastards, politicians, muscle marys, racist wankers or fuckin yahoos. anybody else is ok. cheerz. :p

Music:

psy/goa trance (aka underwater basket weaving musik), reggae, progressive tribedelic dark hard dirty beats, deep basslines, ambient, elektro, tek funk, classical overtures and cheesy oldies. p.s rock never died. in no chronological order - salmonella dub (live!). the beatles. Bob Marley. jack johnson. ms kitten (live!). klute. david bowie. suede (live!). ltj bukem. jim morrison. infected mushroom (not so good live). james zabiela. franz ferdinand. sesto sento. blondie. lemon jelly. sun project. zero 7. the orb. moloko (live!). siouxsie and the banshees. depeche mode. shpongle. dr lektroluv. john cage. underworld (live!). air. dj funk. laurent garnier (live!). edith piaf. juno reactor. morcheeba. mylo. adult. lou reed. ben sims. Amethystium. digital witchcraft. thievery corp. skazi. µ-ziq. cold cut. leftfield. pizzicato five. norah jones. tangerine dream. toad the wet sprocket. duran duran. dj shadow. global comm. b(if)tek. i just don't touch country or death metal with a barge pole.

Movies:

black cinema. foreign films : samsara, amelie, Y tu mamá también, il mare, fantastic planet, OR really good & dark mindfuck shows with a good spinoff (cube, requiem for a dream, vanilla sky, human traffic, fight club, cube. happiness) OR grossly underrated philip glass movies like baraka, koyaanisquatsi, fritz lang works. classic favs: metropolis, brazil, labyrinth, dark crystal & dirty dancing always a sore spot for me. fritz the cat. tweaker flicks: Spun, salton seas. New mind rockers: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, butterfly effect, Lemony Snickets: A Series of Unfortunate Events, I heart huckabees. Watch shaun of the dead THEN dawn of the dead then catch the original in that sequence for a true zombie-esque exp.

Television:

i dare to watch bloody mundane shit. comes with being over diverse aquarius with too many interests. however it is easier wif ad-free teevee. bleach. robot chicken (if you secretly fetishise barbie iconography) the oblongs (who doesn't relate to family dysfunction?). oblivious. dharma & greg. the man show. DIY shows and the general consensus may scoff changing rooms (screw u, i luvit). natgeo. fuel. shows with a wok. rockstar inxs (the only reality tv i can b fucked to watch). MADtv. will and grace. in living colour. jack & jill (it has real ppl n plots).

Books:

Anything Ayn Rand, The alchemist, What you think of me is none of my business, my trusty cacti and succulent bible... but really - i've grown too scatty in the head to focus on reading. gime pretty coffee table books. what i'm reading now: The dharma bums

Heroes:

bruce sterling, bill hicks, ppl who survived the arki industry, hoegaarden pty ltd, rudolf steiner, lebbeus woods & ma jolie.

My Blog

->* RIP my love

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Posted by psychik fascism on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 09:29:00 PST

-> barefoot running reincarnated

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Posted by psychik fascism on Fri, 02 Sep 2005 11:11:00 PST

-> ants in my pants

yowsa. i'm feeling a wave of demented behaviour coming on. with less than 12 hrs to go till a major presentation on eco feminism and i'm a raging blank state (its possible) with jammed up writer's b...
Posted by psychik fascism on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 06:16:00 PST

-> acute methodology

been riding the rollercoaster today. i've had a luverly 2 hrs with a kickass cult classic and enjoyed it up till the point the credits rolled. not sure whether it's due to overextended driving to st a...
Posted by psychik fascism on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 09:25:00 PST

-> i declare

There are things your heart wants, and there are things your heart can't have. They aren't always beautiful, they have a raw and unhinged mind all their own, taking from where you don't want them. I...
Posted by psychik fascism on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST