I've partied hard. I've lived dangerously and recklessly. I am looking to restore the balance in my life. I break rules but i don't step over people. i am brutally honest unless i am protecting an aspect of commitment. i don't put other people down for the benefit of magnifying my own sense of security. my friends are my family. i would take a criminal charge for any one of them. those in my sancuary do not pose compromises or sacrifices to me. what i do for them is second nature to me. i fight my fears and insecurities by mind expansion. i despise arrogance and ignorance. i have a fear of being alone, but i don't let people near me. i am an environmentalist. i am religious about the intended purpose of words. i say what i mean and i do what i say. i expect the same in return. my heart will allways belong to one person and i do not believe that any one can replace her. so enter commitment with me at your own risk. the only thing pure i've ever had in my life - is my daughter. she is the sunrise and the sunset of every day that i choose to live.in my own words: "i have been through the motions. i have prevailed over all of them. i have pushed friends around in wheelchairs.and i have buried friends.i have lost my daughter once, and i have fought for her to see what's mine. i have seen people's backs when i was depleating, and i have seen their returns when i was on the rise. i have walked over tyrany and opression. many mother fuckers have attempted to make me fall, and all have fallen in the interim. i have remained silent for all those that put my name under the microscope, and i have spoken for all those that continue to be silent about me. i've seen the inside of jail cells, and i have remained a step ahead of them. i've searched for a culture to belong to. i've looked for someone to raise me, and i have risen above those that wouldn't. i have been reckless and i have lived dangerously. but i left a legacy where i went, i have been magnetic, i have made magic."
