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I'M SWARTHY!!!!!! I'm Bi-polar but i don't take my medication (cause i'm awesome. I'M IN A BAND THAT DOESN'T EXIST. WE ARE CALLED *CELEBRATORY GUNFIRE*. ( YEAH WE PLAY AIR GUITAR AND AIR EVERYTHING ELSE, WE JAM IN SILENCE) "I wish that i believed In Fate i Wish i Didn't Sleep so Late". i dont like to be alone, i dont like sleeping by myself, i am usually depressed so i enjoy people that make me laugh alot. i guess i'm not so much depressed as i am just me, it is all i have ever been. i got most pessimistic in my high school year book, but i still get by, people love me or they hate me or they pretend to love me and then hate me shortly there after. I WANT WHATEVER IT IS I DONT HAVE UNTIL I HAVE IT. I'M THE WORST GIRLFRIEND YOU COULD EVER HAVE OR ATLEAST THAT IS WHAT I HEARD.i have a 3 year max on relationships and then i apparently expire. i also have a problem getting over these relationships, i tend to keep my ex's close, which leads to much confusion, most people don't understand it. so how does one, share everything with someone, be their best friend and then forget about them when the "couple" "relationship" thing doesn't work. if you know how to do this let me know. i love GUINNESS, but will also drink miller high life and pbr, ok who am i kidding i will drink anything. i have some how become a smoker. i like to smoke in the tub. my house is nice but usually kinda messy.while driving i like to sing at the top of my lungs and dance like a fraggle, i also drive with my left leg and foot up on the seat, which i have heard is rare? i wear uncomfortable shoes, i hardly ever dress for the weather, i wear flip flops in the snow. i'm 27, have a 5 year old daughter that rocks. i use to go to school for art, but started flunking and most the time i just slept in, getting out of bed is the hardest thing for me to do. i work in a bar, like to support the local art and music scene. I'm crazy, i talk too much, i say too much, i scare people away, i am blunt, i'd probably fuck your boyfriend, ( and maybe your girlfriend) i say what i feel, i try not to lie, but do you really want to know the truth? i want to be loved, i want to have fun i want to do new things. i want to live. i wear my heart on my sleeve so i now cut all my sleeves off my fuckin shirts. i like to say the word fuck. i scratch my head alot esp. when i am nervous, and tired. i also bite my nails, it's gross i know. i make a fool of myself on a regular bases. i can't spell, i hate math.CUNT is one of my favorite words. i have been driving for 5 years and have wrecked my car THREE, scratch that it's been more like 6 or 7. times and gottin' a dui, yeah i rock i live life on the edge, i drive in the fast lane. watch out! I like adding to my profile, but never really erasing anything from it. i am now and will always be me, just constantly adding to myself. i spend much time fucking with the t.v so that i can clearly see one of its 2 to 4 channels.its a good night if i get the t.v to let me watch the simpsons, sex in the city and family feud. im me @ goodnightmoe ( if you know me that is) i like to text. 513 833 7364 <---that would be me.