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About Me

I was listed on the UNOS heart transplant list on August 12, 2004. I was transplanted on October 23,2004. That day changed my entire life forever. That was the day when I came face to face with death. I didn't know how close, but I did come VERY close. It was also the day that a 23 year old female named Laura died from being in a tragic car accident. It has been two years since my transplant and her death. Her heart came from Michigan. She came from Romania. I was given a heart from Laura a 23 year old young Romanian woman working in Michigan as a nanny. My surgeon is my hero. Dr. Chuck Huddleston. I freaking love his guts!! He is the best on the planet and he saved my stinky butt, so I mean I think he's the best!! LOL. I am a fun loving person, yet beyond serious. I love to laugh, but know when to keep my mouth shut and be serious. I am brilliant. I know more than I look like I would!! I love anything that has to do with psychology and cardiology!! I hope to use my gift from Laura and become a psychologist and work in St. Louis, Missouri where I had my own heart transplant. It takes a special person to go through any type of transplant!! Anyone willing to add me as a friend who is waiting or had any type or has a CHD or is living with a disease that will someday require a potential organ transplant. I love hearts. Like the shape, not the real thing!! Although, the heart is probably the COOLEST ORGAN IN THE BODY!! I love really pretty boys with AMAZING big blue eyes!! I love my friends they are pretty much AMAZING EVER! Cree is my very favorite of my transplant friends!! My little transplant sister I guess you can call her!! Myka is the BEST EVER!! I have two younger sisters. That scares a lot of people because I come off as an only child!! But whatever. I have an infectious personality, everyone seems to be either really happy with me or just hate me for who I am. To all "those" people out there remember I am better than you will EVER be!! I tell it like it is; which gets me into trouble sometimes! But I would rather educate and learn from something someone has said to me than to lie bold face to you and not even care!!! This is my organ donation page. It is donated in loving memory to Adrianna Denise Anderson. She will be loved and missed. 19 people in the US die waiting on an organ transplant every day. She was one of the 19 who died on October 3, 2006. I miss her so much! Life is not the same without her. But she got the ultimate healing by God, instead of just a second chance. I'm glad for that. R♥I♥P♥ Adrianna & Laura ♥
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ashlea
Birthday: 12-9-85
Birthplace: Stillwater Oklahoma GAG Me!!
Current Location: In bed!!
Eye Color: Hazel blue green an unsual color i know!!
Hair Color: dark chocolate brown, almost black by now!!
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: ambidexturous
Your Heritage: My last name is the the Smith of America in France LOL!! But I have a Romanian heart
The Shoes You Wore Today: My Shox
Your Weakness: Cuddly babies (preferably Noah), really cute dark haired blue eyed boys *sigh* and I really wish I could have a tattoo....but I'm working REALLY hard on that!! LOL!!
Your Fears: going into heart rejection after working for 2 years to keep it from happening
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni with LOTS of cheese!! YUMMY!!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting back into school...i miss it!!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL!!
Thoughts First Waking Up: ugh...already
Your Best Physical Feature: my hair it's awesome be jealous!!!
Your Bedtime: whenever i want i'm a grown up and a big girl
Your Most Missed Memory: STL!! and bugging Huddleston every day instead of through emails LOL!!!
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Both can't pass up a good burger, we can all thank Laura for that one!!
Single or Group Dates: Single as long as it is with someone i trust
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton with LOTS of splenda
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate by far is WAY better than vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: both! YUMMY!!
Do you Smoke: NO!! I had a heart transplant I don't want a lung one either!! seriously
Do you Swear: I shouldn't but I do sometimes, I say hell more than anything which is good there could be worse!!
Do you Sing: Not unless I'm alone!!
Do you Shower Daily: Yes I try unless for some medical reason I can't that is pretty much the ONLY reason!!
Have you Been in Love: only with myself, and yes I am still quite obsessive about myself!! LOL!!
Do you want to go to College: Yes...
Do you want to get Married: Um....to someone who is highly successful, who looks good and makes lots of money!! if not don't be hitting on me because it is a waste of your time, and mine!!
Do you belive in yourself: Very much so, I can do ANYTHING I have proven that to myself as well as everyone else!!
Do you get Motion Sickness: I have a whole lot since my transplant!!!
Do you think you are Attractive: YES i am pretty much obsessed with myself
Are you a Health Freak: YES!! jeeze I don't even eat enough to gain weight because I'm scared I'll clog up the clean arteries I recieved in 2004!!
Do you get along with your Parents: NOPE
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes, i love to hear rain on the window
Do you play an Instrument: used to play the piano but then i got lots of drugs for 3 months and it is GONE!!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: not in the past month, but i have before!!
In the past month have you Smoked: NOPE don't smoke it is bad for you
In the past month have you been on Drugs:
In the past month have you gone on a Date: NOPE!!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes, spent over a hundred dollars on a pair of designer boots that i absolutely love!!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: OMG I LOVE OREOS! THEY"LL FOR SURE MAKE ME FAT SOME DAY!!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: NO!! EWW!!
In the past month have you been on Stage: NO!!!
In the past month have you been Dumped: Umm...NO!! Luckily LOL JK!!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: umm..no it is January LOL!! little too cold for that!!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Not from like a store, I think i stole sucker from Haden and told him I'd give it back LOL!!
Ever been Drunk: not drunk but tipsy and started giving the dog the rest. you should try that sometime it is highly funny!!
Ever been called a Tease: BY A FEW GOOD MALES YES!!
Ever been Beaten up: only by two famous surgeons, and that is saying a lot!!! it is probably why i don't pick fights!!
Ever Shoplifted: NOPE
How do you want to Die: in a coma, it was great when i almost did, for me anyway, not my family!!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: define grown up! i know a 55 year old who still isn't there yet!! LOL!!
What country would you most like to Visit: England!!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: dark brown
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: 5'9"-6'
Weight: average, I don't do overweight people, you have to be fit, i work hard to keep skinny!!
Best Clothing Style: sophisticated/casual and YES there is such a thing!!
Number of Drugs I have taken: Cyclosporine, Imuran, Ursidol. That's all for today, check back tomorrow, maybe we'll add to that!!!
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings: BAD SUBJECT SOMEONE SAID NO!!!
Number of Tattoos: OMG ANOTHER BAD SUBJECT
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My Interests

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Sleep with or without clothes on? ON!!!!
Prefer black or blue pens? LOL!! Last night!!!
Dress up on Halloween? Haven..'t in a few years, i..'m too old now
Like to travel? Oh Yes!!
Like Someone? Hmm....NO!!!
Do they know? they did!!
Who sleeps with you every night? My super dog, or it..'s just me
Think you're attractive? Yes very much so I have an obsession with myself
Want to get married? someday
To: whoever is right for me!! DUH!!
Are you a good student? I..'d like to hope so!!!
Are you currently happy? I could be happier but I..'m not like .."I hate myself.." right now
Have you ever cheated?? Been cheated on? I have never cheated, and I hope I was never cheated on
Birthplace? Stillwater Oklahoma
Christmas or Halloween? Christmas
Colored or black-and-white photo? Black and whites are so fun to take!!
Do long distance relationships work? i think they can if you are dedicated
Do you believe in astrology? I do to a certain degree
Do you believe in love at first sight? I used to now, screw love all together!!!
Do you consider yourself the life of the party? Nope
Do you drink? Sometimes I..'m not going to lie but I have never been close to being drunk!!
Do you make fun of people? I only do it with one person about one person that we both know....and you don..'t know them so it doesn..'t matter!!
Do you think dreams eventually come true? I don..'t know they say dreams are wishes our hearts make. I..'ve had two!! And two completely different types of dreams!!! UH OH!!
Favorite fictional character? Ummm......who knows?
Go to the movies or rent? Movies of course!! As long as it isn..'t scary or gorry YUCK!!
Have you ever moved? Yes lots of times
Have you ever stolen anything? NO
How's the weather right now? not as cold as it has been
Last time you cut your hair? about 4 months ago!! and it..'s already almost a foot longer than it was before!!
Last person you talked to on the phone? my sister
Last time you showered? yesterday
Loud or soft music? LOUD!! DUH!!
Mcdonalds or Burger King? both i very rarely pass up a burger LOL
Night or day? night
Number of pillows? 4
Piano or guitar? piano personally
Future job? psychologist
Current job? none i can..'t work yet
Current love? myself!!
Current longing? STL!!! HATE IT HERE!!
Current disappointment? Being here, and last night events and I WONDER why they had to come up!!
Current annoyance?
Last thing you ate? sandwhich and chips it was nasty food is just gross
Last thing you bought? umm....i bought my sister and i arby..'s last night
Most recent thing you are looking forward to? leaving for the weekend
What are you hearing right now? silence and the fan on my laptop working to keep it cool!!
Plans for the weekend? none yet
What did you do today? nothing yet probably won..'t do too much, may go out to dinner
Pick a lyric, any lyric or song? .."She..'s a maneater she..'ll make you work hard, make you spend hard, make you wish you never met her at all.." LOL!!
Pick a movie quote? Napolean-.."Can you bring me my chapstick?.." Kip-.."No I..'m busy in the chatroom, get some from the school nurse I know she has like infinity of them.." Napolean-.."I..'m not going to use some of hers you sicko.." LMAO!!!
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I'd like to meet:

My donor Laura's parents. I'd travel to Romania any day to meet them and learn about her. And some sexy piece of man meat to rock my world for a really long time!! I seem to be screwed in that area lately!! LOL!!

Music:

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Movies:

Anything funny. I don't care who you are Napolean Dynamite was funny!!!

Television:

GREY'S ANATOMY, DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES, DAYBREAK, UGLY BETTY, ANNNNDD....probably there is nothing better than watching a heart surgery in person!! Can't wait to get to do that!! Yay!! Love my Dr. he is FREAKING AWESOME!!

Books:

The day will come when my body will lie upon a white sheet neatly tucked under four corners of a mattress located in a hospital busily occupied with the living and the dying. At a certain moment a doctor will determine that my brain has ceased to function and that, for all intents and purposes, my life has stopped. When that happens, do not attempt to instill artificial life into my body by the use of a machine. And don't call this my deathbed. Let it be called the Bed of Life, and let my body be taken from it to help others lead fuller lives. Give my sight to the man who has never seen a sunrise, a baby's face or love in the eyes of a woman. Give my heart to a person whose own heart has caused nothing but endless days of pain. Give my blood to the teenager who was pulled from the wreckage of his car, so that he might live to see his grandchildren play. Give my kidneys to one who depends on a machine to exist from week to week. Take my bones, every muscle, every fiber and nerve in my body and find a way to make a crippled child walk. Explore every corner of my brain. Take my cells, if necessary, and let them grow so that someday, a speechless boy will shout at the crack of a bat and a deaf girl will hear the sound of rain against her window. Burn what is left of me and scatter the ashes to the winds to help the flowers grow. If you must bury something, let it be my faults, my weaknesses and all prejudice against my fellow man. Give my sins to the devil. Give my soul to God. If, by chance, you wish to remember me, do it with a kind deed or word to someone who needs you. If you do all I have asked, I will live forever.

Heroes:



My favorite lung tx pal!! My Cree Pea Monkey Butt!!! My CHD sister Erin!! I ♥ you!!! Adrianna my angel who constantly watches over me. I ♥ you so much and miss you beyond anything you can imagine. My amazing Earthly Guardian Angel!! Dr. Huddleston!! I ♥ him!! Huddleston's dog Rusty!! Soooo cute!!

My Blog

Yeah so....

I just found out my cousin is having a baby. We are really close in age. She is a little under a year younger than I am. We didn't exactly grow up together...but we are a lot closer than we have ever ...
Posted by Queen of ♥'s on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 09:56:00 PST

Dear God,

I know I don't pray enough, and I know I haven't been the best person lately. But I am trying to be a better person and Christian. I am working my hardest to use the gift you gave me an amazing life, ...
Posted by Queen of ♥'s on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 08:44:00 PST

Things that make me sad, and things that bother me.

What would I have to do for people to let their children, and family members donate their organs? One of my bestfriends' little girls will be three this weekend. But she didn't live to see hardly past...
Posted by Queen of ♥'s on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 10:48:00 PST

This is for You!!!

Okay...SO!!! A lot of people on here are CHD peep's or their kids have one, or someone in their fam. have one!! This is for YOU!! EVERYONE!!! We all realize that when we have a CHD when we get older,...
Posted by Queen of ♥'s on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 08:24:00 PST

Merry Christmas Laura

I started this blog as writing a letter to my donor. Yeah, it seems weird to some people, but I mean I couldn't do it. I'm not ready to deal with that right now. I read one of my lung tx friends' blo...
Posted by Queen of ♥'s on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 06:07:00 PST

Okay well....moving on!

I'd just rather have NOT said anything. Because yesterday I told Becki how insane I was waiting on him to reply!! And she's said she'd tell him if she saw him!! OMG!! WTF are these people thinking. I ...
Posted by Queen of ♥'s on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 07:35:00 PST

Hmm...yeah interesting!!

My hair is growing in rapid timing. Don't be a smart ass and tell me it's the prednisone!! I'm off that!! What a relief!! Grandparents are coming soon to celebrate 21 years of my life. Ugh!! Wha...
Posted by Queen of ♥'s on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 12:27:00 PST

No longer bitter

I've come to the conclusion I am so sick of being bitter about everything. You can only be pissed off about how shitty your life is for just so long. And you know what? I'm sooo sick of it! I'm not s...
Posted by Queen of ♥'s on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 03:26:00 PST