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MICHAEL XXX©

We justify what we cannot reason . . .

About Me


Blake : Let me have your attention for a moment. 'Cause you're talking about what? You're talking about-- bitchin about that sale you shot, some son of a bitch don't want to buy land, somebody don't want what you're selling, some broad you're trying to screw, so forth. Let's talk about something important. Are they all here?
John: All but one.
Blake: Well, I'm going anyway. Let's talk about something important. Put that coffee down! Coffee's for closers only. You think I'm fucking with you? I am not fucking with you. I'm here from downtown. I'm here from Mitch and Murray. And I'm here on a mission of mercy. Your name's Levene?
Shelley: Yeah.
Blake: You call yourself a salesman, you son of a bitch?
Dave: I don't got to listen to this shit.
Blake: You certainly don't, pal, 'cause the good news is, you're fired. The bad news is you've got-- all of you've got-- just one week to regain your jobs, starting with tonight-- starting with tonight's sit. Oh, have I got your attention now? Good.
As you heard, end of the month, top salesman on the board gets the Eldorado. Next man down gets the—set of steak knives .
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An elder Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, "A fight is going on inside me...It is a terrible fight, and it is between two wolves. One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, pride and superiority. The other wolf stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. This same fight is going on inside of you and every other person too."They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?"The old Cherokee simply replied...
"The one I feed."
[The true meaning of life] "we are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that death will tremble to take us" - charles bukowski
To laugh is to risk appearing the fool To weep is to risk appearing sentimental, To reach out for another is to risk involvement, To expose feelings is to risk exposing yourself, To place your ideas, your dreams, before the crowd is to risk their loss, To love is to risk not being loved in return, To live is to risk dying, To hope is to risk despair, To try is to risk failure. But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. The person who risks nothing does nothing, has nothing and is nothing. He may avoid suffering and sorrow but he simply cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love or live. Chained by his or her own fears, he's a slave. He has forfeited freedom. Only a person who risks is free.......
"Nothing in the world can take the place of persistance. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistance and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan "Press on" has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race."
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I once had a sparrow alight upon my shoulder for a moment, while I was hoeing in a village garden, and I felt that I was more distinguished by that circumstance that I should have been by any epaulet I could have worn.
Still we live meanly, like ants; though the fable tells us that we were long ago changed into men; like pygmies we fight with cranes; it is error upon error, and clout upon clout, and our best virtue has for its occasion a superfluous and inevitable wretchedness. Our life is frittered away by detail.--Henry David Thoreau
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"Well," said Pooh, "what I like best," and then he had to stop and think. Because although Eating Honey was a very good thing to do, there was a moment just before you began to eat it which was better than when you were, but he didn't know what it was called. ~A.A. Milne

My Interests



"It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena; whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows the triumph of high achievement; and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who knew niether victory nor defeat." -- Theodore Roosevelt

"To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children, to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends, to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch... to know even ONE life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded! -Emerson


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I'd like to meet:



BONNIE AND CLYDE

ALSO: soulmates of all sizes, shapes, colors, and viewpoints.................................................. ............................................................ ...

Go placidly among the noise and the haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter;for there will always be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals;and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. Your are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars;you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you concieve him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its sham,drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy.

WHERE IT ALL COMES FROM:

Music:



"...after silence, that which comes closest to expressing the inexpressible, is music."




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Movies:

The latest in my current round of speeding tickets:

Books:

Books are the carriers of civilization. Without books, history is silent, literature dumb, science crippled, thought and speculation at a standstill. I think that there is nothing, not even crime, more opposed to poetry, to philosophy, ay, to life itself than this incessant business.
I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so dear; nor did I wish to practise resignation, unless it was quite necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life, to live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all that was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave close, to drive life into a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms, and, if it proved to be mean, why then to get the whole and genuine meanness of it, and publish its meanness to the world; or if it were sublime, to know it by experience, and be able to give a true account of it in my next excursion. For most men, it appears to me, are in a strange uncertainty about it, whether it is of the devil or of God, and have somewhat hastily concluded that it is the chief end of man here to "glorify God and enjoy him forever."Henry David Thoreau
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Heroes:



The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. NO HEROES.


My Blog

LOS FELIZ

LOS FELIZI saw a falling star last night and thought of youIt was when we were fightingAnd I stepped out onto the balcony to smoke a cigaretteAnd remember how I said just last night howI hadn't seen t...
Posted by MICHAEL XXX© on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 06:51:00 PST

UNTETHERED

UNTETHEREDWhen I see wedding ringsOn the hands of the Sunday songbirdloveOf elderly menAnd their winter bridesUntethered yet still holding onTo what has kept them risingTill this setting sunI wonderAn...
Posted by MICHAEL XXX© on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 04:09:00 PST

HEARTSHAPEDWORLD

HEARTSHAPEDWORLDThere will always be someone waiting for me to rise aboveTo fall belowTo teeter off this pedastool so kindly I have been placed uponAnd all the while the mirror cracksThe bullwhip snap...
Posted by MICHAEL XXX© on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 11:14:00 PST

THE BULLY

THE BULLYI wasn't the toughest kid on my blockStanding on concrete cornersAndCardboard reasoningsThe toughest ones were at the end of the streetAnd to get to the canyon you had to pass themAnd to pass...
Posted by MICHAEL XXX© on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 10:48:00 PST

d a r k ;

DARKGo awayTurn aroundYou are not welcome hereThis place is mineCarved out of necessity to feelHalf aliveMostly humanIn control andSafely buried as I should be:I am hobbledHalf dead andDarker than you...
Posted by MICHAEL XXX© on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 06:20:00 PST

NEW YORK

NEW YORKI long for the wire workedWrought iron loveI once sat inFor hours at a timeWaitingFor someoneTo fill theSpace across the tableAndReplace the viewOfGreen and grayCentral parkSundays.michaelxavi...
Posted by MICHAEL XXX© on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 09:19:00 PST

LULLABY

LULLABYThis is the first thing I see every morningThis streetRunning east to west on the northwest corner of my blockThe children call it crack-alleyIt holds the world record for breeding argumentsA m...
Posted by MICHAEL XXX© on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 11:07:00 PST

WAYWARD

WAYWARDI don't want to play this game anymoreIt's getting dark out And I hear your mother calling me homeWind swept waywardI ran to this hiding placeOnly to find it had already been taken byYour hateS...
Posted by MICHAEL XXX© on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 06:58:00 PST

B A C K :

BACKOn my back againMy loveTwistedTeasing The bitch can't be trustedWith anything made of menAnd the way she devoursIs like the way we wishThe springtime hurriedAnd all the whileThe winter lion has it...
Posted by MICHAEL XXX© on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 04:39:00 PST

S A I L O N

SAIL ONSail on sweet sisterDreamWhile demons dance acrossYour pillow pluckingFinely tuned strings ofRegretLaying down thickPuddled puzzlesPromising providence againAndSo it goes onForeverThis tribute ...
Posted by MICHAEL XXX© on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:43:00 PST