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Darling Tesssa

As the moment draws near to the past once forgotten...all things that came to pass then will be once

About Me

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"THE ILLUSION IS THE MUNDANE LIFE"
"HOW CAN YOU ACHIEVE BALANCE IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU ONLY ACCEPT PART OF WHO YOU ARE...EMBRACE THE DARKNESS" - "I AM FOR MY DARK ANGEL."
"THERE IS A HIGH PRICE TO PAY FOR ENLIGHTENMENT. IF YOU COULD...AND NOT ALL CAN...WOULD YOU BE WILLING TO PAY?"
"WALK WITH THE SHEEP AND YOU WILL BE HERDED *The multitude of common people regarded as a mass: It is the luxurious and dissipated (DISSIPATE = To use up, especially recklessly; exhaust: dissipated their energy), who set the fashions which the herd so diligently follow (Henry David Thoreau).FOLLOW YOUR OWN PATH."
Oh but my heart is not sweet...how wicked the soul."
"Be very careful of what you seek...sometimes the seeker is being SOUGHT!" Inspired by a dominate mundane male and the one.
"We are so secluded being what we are that we live in solitary confinement. And through technology we find others that we may never have previously found. We sit at our desks and contemplate our solitary existence, and hope for community... do we find it here? Can we live it with out touch... in our great attempts to feel from so far away."
"HOLIDAY"
Have you ever been bombarded...in a room full of people. And as you search the eyes of all who exist in that space... Space is all you find.
Warm moist bodies... Seemingly interested, Quoting each other in their circle of sense. Liquid spills over like lies from their lips.
A cloud lies evening now. Across the crowded room... In a fog at eye level.
Suffocating.
Thundar... And roaring intoxication.
Then silence.
I still stand alone.
Written December 1995.
NOTHING WRITTEN, NOTHING STATED, NOTHING VALUED, NOTHING PRESENTED IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN WHAT YOU...WRITE, STATE, VALUE, AND PRESENT TO YOURSELF. 11-10-2005 (Contessa)
"THE PAST OFFERS MORE ANSWERS TO THE PRESENT."
" Do we truly feel love, or pretend to know what it feels like?"
"Some will remain out of control ~ in an attempt to control you."
"When one is a venturous enough spirit to become a chylde, they will remain immortal ~ Those who close themselves off will fade away."
"In the night he comes, an essence felt with out a physical form."
"We need only know a small part of a persons spirit ~ sometimes that part reaches out to us in the most inconversant ways, touching our souls, guiding us, teaching us, comforting our being with their own...love...let it flow..."
"Those that walk blindly in the light, will be fed upon by those in the dark."
"True Love...Is when you love one enough to recognize the beauty in the love others give to the one you love."
All My Love, -Contessa ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"We should always be careful to not allow the truth of THIS sovereign life to become any part of an illusion...for that belongs to the mundane."
(Inspired by my Chylde, Sammur)
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My Interests

I am an Ascendant of my Clan. I am an Unorthodox Starets, and the Founder and Mother to the Chyldren of the Black Mist. The Black Countess~

"My precious Chyldren are of what legends are made...almost visible, you FEEL their touch before you see them. They will capture your spirit with a gentle, non-intrusive essence...a discreet dimness and obscurity...light in appearance...yet dark; a realm of twilight...not of a dense precipitation, nor the absence of it ...The Black Mist." ~~

We are LOYAL to our Family Code: Pride, Honor, Love, Loyalty & Respect!

"Live free, chylde of the mist -- and with respect to knowledge we are all chyldren of the mist." -Thoreau

Personally...I am in love with the theatre, writing, all forms of art, Egyptian history, music, romance, fine red wines, castle ruins, quiet moments in meditation, far away places, getting lost in something or someone, all things poetic, feeling my way in the dark - "beauty need not be rainbows and butterflies my dear" ~I adore "Little Sally Jackson" I Love Chydren...and those who are LOYAL are the most beautiful creatures~ I respect those who have a great love and respect for nature, and all things unique. I am in love with the sound of my daughter playing the violin for me, my sons inspiration, and the tonal vibrations of all. I adore, and highly admire my mentors; I remain loyal to their teachings...always...and now it is my "time" although I know...
"Time Is Conflict And An Illusion." -Lord Toph
Namaste~

"When a soul recovers it's name it once again becomes whole."

Akhenaten

Not only are some "gods" said to be "hidden, " a name may also be "hidden, "and a form may be "unknown, " and eternal... ~Amon~

Aa-Maa-Nah Ka-Mah-Naa

Valley of the Kings

I'd like to meet:

Those beautiful affinities...come forth~

Music:

Compositions, piano and violin by my Nocturna. The music of my Love, my Sire, and my Chyldren. Any thought-provoking, emotive, ambient, classical, rock, alternative, folk, goth, jazz, lounge, blues that takes me away to another place~
"There are things known and there are things unknown, and in between are the doors" -Jim Morrison

Don't threaten me with love, baby. Let's just go walking in the rain - Billie Holiday

Movies:


Some carry "this" aspect deep within...yet it cannot truly be buried so its purity emanates...can you feel it?

The Sexiest Male Alive ~ Look deeper...beauty need not be rainbows and butterflies my dear...

Valentino

Television:

"The Social Evils Of Society Should Not Be Confused With The Pursuit Of True Beauty."

Books:

"CHILDREN OF THE NIGHT" By Dan Simmons. A "story" that takes place in Bucharest Romania involving an American Hematologist, the Strigoi, and Vlad Tepes. *Thanks to Dan Simmons, his research team, and the scholars who worked with him on this well written book. It was an amazing adventure in Romania! -Contessa "All of the memories I ascribe to Vlad Dracula in this book, with the "possible" exception to the sacrament, are true. -Dan Simmons

Heroes:

MY CHILDREN, MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS, THE TROUBLED TEEN, THE LOST CHILD, THE ONES WITH THE COURAGE TO GO ON, THE ONES WHO ARE NOT AFRAID TO BE THEMSELVES, THE ONES WHO EXPLORE DIVERSITY, THE ONES WHO DO NOT GIVE IN TO CONFORMITY, THE ONES WHO ADOPT THOSE IN NEED, THE ONES WHO EXPLORE OTHER LIFE POSSIBILITIES, THE HOMELESS.

My Blog

Fade to Blue~ For Layne

My heart aches for poor, beautiful Layne...gone now since 2002...but still travels to my soul~http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1470138/20030225/alice _in_chains.jhtml-Contessa...
Posted by Darling Tesssa on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 12:52:00 PST

Once Upon A Time...

Once Upon A Time~...there was a beautiful family of crystal creatures...made of the most sublime essence there ever was...They lived majestically, heads held high to the embracing sun and wind, in the...
Posted by Darling Tesssa on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 12:05:00 PST

For You Brother~

"On a whirling darkened street hesits, alone, but not ever...Conversation flowing like thekhemetic liquid pouring...white...gray...black!Always busy, even in a state,never of an illusion...he is...tru...
Posted by Darling Tesssa on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 12:16:00 PST

Envy~

To be envious is to possess a feeling of discontent or covetousness with regard to another's advantages, "success", "possessions", Heightened Spirituality, etc...Be careful that envy doesn't haunt you...
Posted by Darling Tesssa on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 12:14:00 PST

A Reply to Jiva~

It is intriguing to me that you are on a parallel wave-length right now...no...not just living a similar life...on a similar path...rather caught in the same vibration in the same moment.These things...
Posted by Darling Tesssa on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 01:18:00 PST

....

There are moments of late that I wonder...what does the next life have in store...
Posted by Darling Tesssa on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 12:16:00 PST

By What Consanguinity...

"When I ask for a garment of a particular form, my tailoress tells me gravely, "They do not make them so now," not emphasizing the "they" at all, as if she quoted some authority as impersonal as the ...
Posted by Darling Tesssa on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 01:55:00 PST

There is no failure

I did not know Sri Chinmoy personally, however I had sat in one of his peace-filled dining areas in Queens NY a couple of times...viewing the sacred space his followers had saved to honor him when he ...
Posted by Darling Tesssa on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 01:13:00 PST

Why We Dance~

"Feed me the presence I demand!" ...No 'mote it be' - 'my will be done' -- no need for colorful lyrics that seduce the masses...yet...the dance is quite delightful...no?!Just the thought creates the ...
Posted by Darling Tesssa on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 11:52:00 PST

In recognition of my Sire, and a lesson to my Chyldren

"Immortality lies in the heart of a chylde, and so I remain." -Contessa
Posted by Darling Tesssa on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 03:22:00 PST