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~Tbubui~ Nymphetamine-G

~... Bared on your tomb / I am a prayer for your loneliness / And would you ever soon / Come above u

About Me


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"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law"
...... About me... about me. That's a good question, heh... Uhm well, let's just say I live life like there is no tomorrow. Past is history, future hasn't come yet, so the only thing we have is today. Guess it doesn't mean dreams and hopes are not fine with me, BUT they're only worth if I can work on them in the present. I hate wasting time, and I believe we build our own happiness, so needless to say I think we should work HARD on it. Art drives me crazy, Museums and Libraries are part of my favorites places in the world and a good restaurant always reminds me of how awesome life can be sometimes :p Ancient History is one of my drugs, Egypt amazes me - yes, I am ALMOST done with my Master on Egyptology! I am good at Reiki and I am lost inbetween Dani Filth and Peter Steele
If you ask me about a "generic hero", I choose a Valkyrie. If you ask me about Gods, I'm devoted to Sekhmet and Ra. And if I had to choose between being safe or sorry, I choose sorry with no fear. Life's to short and our time is uncertain!.... More? Fine :D Waiting for something without doing anything (wow, that was English??) gets on my nerves, shallow people bore me to death and even usually patient, my patience has a limit. I can't stand those who think "no" means "yes" and "get lost" means "take me, I'm yours". So if you're one of "those" who came here just looking for a "hot chick", go bothering another (pssst, myspace is full of cheap whores btw) or go watch some porn to relieve yourself - but you better don't make me waste my time on you :) Uhm... more. I admire people able to keep the inner child alive, but cannot stand those who are 30 and still act like 13 (specially women, but don't ask me why *shudders*). Right or wrong, being passionate is the virtue I cherish the most, and hypocrisy makes me sick. Since it's all or nothing, I could give my life for you or just could hate you to death... and in fact, I can reach one state or another in just a few seconds - ehhhh yes, with no turning back. :) I hate liars - specially wolves dressed in sheep’s clothing, or those who try to make you think they are "someone" they could never be! *siiiiiighs*. Mediocrity is disgusting, little things are important and (usually) I think nothing lasts forever - except certain memories of those we loved and lost. Winter is my favorite season - usually, because right now I'm missing the summer -, I love the snow and riding a horse under a storm makes me feel good. I think a wolf howling to the moon is the most haunting sound ever - "Listen to them / The Children of the Wight / What sweet music they make...", BUT the White Tiger is my animal, though kitties are fine too :p
I'm not afraid of Darkness but it doesn't mean I cannot enjoy Light, and I finally learnt it takes both rain and sunshine to make a rainbow :) I believe true love is possible - and beyond life and death. About friends, I think they show who we really are, so I'm very careful about the people I accept and keep on my friend list - here and out in the real world. Guess it explains why I regularly delete some of those so called "friends"; first, because fake people give me a headache. Second, because I hate wasting my time when there are so many interesting things to do. HELPING those who need to be helped, for instance!!
Because they are suffering... because they are sad.Because they don't live... they just survive.Because EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON... and right now you are reading these words, so it should mean something to you.Because we can choose... but they have no option.Because you are my friends and I trust you guys, I ask you please... help me to help them!Because there's only one thing worse than being poor... and it is not helping them to reach a better world.It's in our hands if we work together.
To close and for all of you who stand, thank you for being the way you are. ... I'm really proud of all you, so thank you for your friendship, love and support. You guys are genuine, and I'm glad to have met you. It's been a real slice! And for all those who still don't understand... maybe you should start thinking about it:
~Ankh, udja, seneb~
~~~~ "Love is the Law, Love under Will" ~~~~ And the word of the law is THELEMA ~~~~a:hover, a:hover font, a:active, a.navbar:hover, a.navbar:active, a.man:hover, a.man:active, a.man:hover font, a.searchlinkSmall:hover, a.searchlinkSmall:active, a.redlink:hover, a.redlink:hover{ color:rgb(153,153,153); font-weight:normal; font-style:italic; text-decoration:none; text-transform:none; font-family:verdana,sans-serif;

My Interests



The Moon...

ART (Monsieur Monet, oh I idolize him!), in every possible way or expression.
Art. Which kind...? I don't lie if I say ALL, since the first pictures drawn in caves 15.000 years ago to the ultimate expresions. I love Classical Art (Egyptian, Mesopotamic, Greek and Roman), I enjoy the Romanic, Gothic, Renaissance, Neo-classical and Baroque art.... but If there's something able to keep me in another world for hours is the Impressionism. I love Renoir, but Monet is my "god", and this "Beneath the Lilacs" is my favorite painting ever. Then we have Dali, the Mistery Man; his paintings are fascinating. It's like being inside a dream or something, you know... There's truth but no logic. Just like life itself :D..... Then there's this Edvard Munch's "The Scream" (also "The Cry"), one of the most amazing paintings I have ever seen... it touches my very heart, I swear it...Besides Art, I'm actually very deep into Literature. Belly dancing is another of my hobbies. Quantic physic intrigues me, order within chaos sounds like music to my ears. Politeist religions are one of my favorite subjects to study.... I can read and translate old Egyptian Hieroglyphs, though must admit some Shakespeare's poems are more difficult for me to translate than the Rosetta Stone itself :( ... Travelling all over the world is one of those "goals to achieve soon". And to close.... well, I adore red roses, white chocolate, sushi and champagne.... lotus is my favorite smell, dusk my "moment of the day" and I simply couldn't live far away from the Sea - though I just like going to the beach at night. My favorite landscape is a snowed forest surrounded by high mountains, I believe in fairies (said "fairies", no "tales") and I hate dealing with numbers (I swear they give me headache, and those who really know me can tell it's truth.. hehe). Could say I'm interested in Witchcraft, but since it's a gift I didn't choose, I just accept it like something normal. I hate Magic in theory, since It only works in practice. I admire Aleister Crowley and his "Do what Thou Wilt shall be the whole of the Law", but I admire even more those who are able to understand the meaning. Demons and angels, dark or light creatures have no interest for me since their actions are too easy to predict, but walking the edge between Light and Shadow is a temptation I cannot resist... Ahhhh yes yes, ok, sorry I forgot... not really an "interest" but yes, wanted to mention here Mr. Ozzy Osbourne ("... El castillo esta en la noche, y la noche es oscura...") just for showing me - okay, once upon a (loooong) time - there's not only black and white but also RED in the other side of the mirror... ;) ... Huh fine, nevermind, I know what I mean :p ...... Erm.... more?? Fine!Then a secret... one of the things that amazes me the most since I was a lil child are MONKEYS, sooo smart they are...! :p Whoa I just can't help it!Ok, now I see I wrote too much! So like King Diamond's Grandma would suggest... "I think it's time for a cup of tea...!" :p

I'd like to meet:



My everlasting lover... my beloved, my immortal fallen angel, ~Gonzalo~ ... who I shall always remember. May he wait for me wherever he is, until we can be reunited again - und fur immer... Rest in peace upon the Sands of Time.

....Then of course my true friends (uhm hasn't it been said, "myspace is a place for friends...? :p ). Proud I am specially about my Magical Family, Mother and Brothers in Spirit, and all those from the Old Golden Age, my dear Timeless Ones... you know who you are :) All my pagan friends, and especially THOSE WHO FIGHT TO MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE... Of course my "new" friends who have showed me Friendship MATTERS... Honestly I dont feel like adding more people or meeting new ones.... fine, except a few bands I actually ENJOY. Okay, guess I've become actually selective lately, can't you tell??? ;) ------ oh well and btw, let's dream and say King Ramesses the Great would be cool too.... ehhh actually awesome. Gah not my fault! Guess I can resist everything.... everything except brave and smart people... OKAY, Cradle of Filth too! :p

/Hatshepsut - lest We forget the past...

My beloved Senmut... forever.

Ahhotep, The Liberty Queen...
The Scorpion King, for becoming a legend amongst mortal men
......... Then that woman, Tbubui, who makes Cleopatra look just like a simple novice........... Sekhmet, She Who Is Powerful, Goddess in my Heart since forever and who I am devoted to.
Oh fine, Imhotep too!
HOUSE/FAMILY - CHYLDREN OF THE BLACK MIST ------------------~Live free, chylde of the mist, -- and with respect to knowledge we are all chyldren of the mist. -Thoreau ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FAMILY CODE: PRIDE, HONOR, LOVE, LOYALTY, RESPECT! Have PRIDE in who and what you are. HONOR yourself, and your family. LOVE like there is no tomorrow. Be LOYAL to your family, the ones you love, and who truly love you. Always be RESPECTFUL.
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Music:

.... "somehow, somewhere... sometime"....

METAL in most of its manifestations :O ...Black, gothic and epic fit me the most, though I still keep the classical "old gods" in my heart :p . So start with the old Metallica ("Kill 'em All" / "Ride the Lightning" for instance.... though MASTER OF PUPPETS is my favorite album ever, and that solo guitar in "Master of Puppets" (the song) still touches my soul beyond words... and no, I'm not actually a "sensitive" person, so guess that's why it amazes me the most). So tribute to them from here, and may Cliff Burton rest in peace...
Now have I already said I adore CoF...? ;)

..... Then Ozzy Osbourne (impossible to name just one, guess Diary of a Madman and Blizzard of Ozz... besides Bark at the Moon - yeah the "unveiled" RED stuff I talked about before and all), let's say kind of... erm, special to me)... Mercyful Fate and King Diamond (I enjoy all this killer drama about grandmas and mummifieds Abigails, but the purity of "Melissa" or "Don't break the Oath" seduce me to death :) . Then get into the dark poetry realm of Cradle of Filth ("Dusk And Her Embrace" I guess my favorite album ever, though it is actually hard to pick just one... I just love them all...)~

... and to the electrifying voice of Type O's Peter Steele ("Bloody Kisses", always). So here we go with my particular drug............ SECRECY ("Art in Motion" - wew, "The Fear to Feel" still makes me cry... , "Raging Romance"), My Dying Bride ("A kiss to Remember" sends chills to my spine), Paradise Lost (Draconian Times), Dead Can Dance, Sonata Arctica, Dimmu Borgir, Tiamat, The Gathering ("Leaves".....), Rhapsody, Stream of Passion ("Out in the Real World", "Calliopeia"), Therion, Bloody 6, Yngwie Malmsteen, Steve Bay, Moonspell, TENEbRAE, Within Temptation... old Gary Moore is cool too ("Wild Frontier" makes me feel like a soldier), and same goes for Whitesnake: those "Crying in the rain" and "Bad boys" were actually awesome), and Iron Maiden I guess ("Rhyme of the Ancient Mariner" still makes me dream of haunted ships). Have to mention Depeche Mode too (ahhh, how I "Enjoyed the Silence"...!) and also Heroes del Silencio ("Heroe de Leyenda" 4ever...) Then Classical music makes me get in a sweet trance.... Beethoven, Mozart, Liszt, Albinoni, Wagner, Bach, Schubert, Berlioz, Strauss, Paganini, Verdi... and yes, Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata is my favorite piece ever. Well, hand to hand with Albinoni's Adagio! Though Metal and Classical are my "music" per excellence, I can appreciate a good voice in spite of whatever is the "style". I mean, I have no problem in saying I admire Belinda Carlisle's voice, and same with Enya or Rufus Wainwrigt (that "Hallelujah" is GREAT). Add to this.... oriental music (yeah I could be belly dancing for hours, man!), celtic and specially traditional Irish songs (I'm in love with "I'll Take You Home Again, Kathleen". Curiously, starting to sing that song is the sign who shows I'm getting more than just a little tipsy, which means time to change champagne for water!). Dancing a good reel is one of the coolest things in the world - specially while you hold a huge glass of black beer in your hand ;). So in the end, paradise for me could be "Going to an Irish Party in third class" tonight... (lol. I guess "Titanic" impressed me too much) :p ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Oh and btw... HAVE I ALREADY SAID I LOVE CoF??? :p

Well sure I'm forgetting a lot of bands, but for now, is all I can remember. And hell, I need another break...

Movies:


... clear enough? Well ok, "The Crow" (and just "The Crow", not any stupid sequel) is my favorite movie... due to a lot of reasons which btw I don't think should be explained here. "Gone with the Wind" and "Casablanca" move me inside (most of my fantasies start at the "Rick's Cafe", lol). "Rebecca" is also special for some reason, and I really enjoyed "Charade" and "The African Queen". Then "Titanic" because of... well trust me, again I have my own reasons. "Dracula" is kind of artistic, though Winona Ryder makes me tend to fall asleep *yawns*), "Interview with the Vampire" & "Queen of the Damned" remind me of the sweet old times of bloody.... ehhhh, "mary" ;) I love Cary Grant, Audrey Hepburn, Humphrey Bogart, Vivien Leigh and Clark Gable. I think Mel Gibson is an interesting one too, I liked "Signs" and I must say, was impressed by "The Passion of the Christ". So guess I can say "The Patriot" is, btw, one of the GREATEST movies ever... heh yeah, in the end I think Mel Gibson is my favorite actor ever :p... "The Exorcist" is a good one, the old "The Omen" too. "Matrix" intrigued me (well just for a while, since I only watched the first), "Rosemary's Baby" is a great work and yes, I actually enjoyed "The Lord of the Rings". Then Mulan and The Little Mermaid , yes! Same for "the Princess Bride" (as you wish...), "The Goonies" (oooh pirates) and "The Never Ending Story" ("Never give up, and good luck will always find you")... And then RUNAWAY BRIDE, just because... well, guess could tell it's the story of my life *shudders*. Oh well... And don't forget about "Thumbelina", one of my favorite fairy tales... *siiiiighs again*...Honestly I'm not very much into films, because at some point I usually get bored and start to think about doing other things instead :p

Television:

Uhm. No TV, usually. OK, though I used to be haunted by "Charmed". Maybe because I can freeze people with a look, make them fly and crash against a wall just moving one hand and, sometimes, have "visions" about the future just touching someone.... Now just working on being in two places at the same time. But I guess "Ghost Whisperer" is my true drug anyway... "can you see them"? ;)
Cradle of Filth - Temptation
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Books:

Crowley's ~ The Book of the Law ~ ~ Moonchild ~ ~ Confessions ~ ~ 777 ~ ~ The book of Lies~ ...

Oops! It would take an hour or so to list them. I am addicted to books. Ok, maybe will try again in a while :p For now let's say at least "The Scroll of Saqqara"... huh guys, you could NEVER imagine how this book has influenced me... :p

Heroes:


Brandon Lee ...... www.brandonleemovement.com
.... and those who understand that love conquers all... because uhm... "... buildings burn, people die... but real LOVE is forever"
Of course, Those who understand words matter - and are able to express themselves with words. There wouldn't be Magic without the Word. And in the end, what's life without magic?? ;) "Words only mean nothing when you have nothing worth saying". And then... always and forever... my friends Gonzalo, Javi and Carlos... (I fucking miss you guys... and just hoping you rest in peace... until we meet again). ..... ~~ "The luckiest man who walks upon this earth is the one who finds... True love" ~~
~ In the two centuries of their known existence, the Knights Templar served under twenty-three Grand Masters. It is JACQUES DeMOLAY the twenty-third and the last Grand Master... the Last Knight Templar. See, when other girls dreamt of being princesses, I dreamt of being a Lady Templar because of the legend of this great man... So my eternal love and devotion to you, Jacques. "Non nobis, Domine, non nobis..." ~
~~~~ Come back to me, my love... within a gentle touch / There is so much that we can see, just the two of us; / alone placed high upon a mountain / drinking from life’s youthful fountain... / Come to me, my friend… / for I alone cannot defend a heart / that without you can mend; / a stent of sorrow and struggling cries / a child to sing sweet lullabies... ~~~

My Blog

~Love like Blood~ (A night to Remember)

Intro~ (I could write, for instance and to introduce this story,"The night was moonless and so was my heart"&Or could write, let's say to try, "The roses he gave me started bleeding in my...
Posted by ~Tbubui~ Nymphetamine-G on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 05:13:00 PST

To My darling One ;-)

In awe of My beloved I am,and for him I long tonight&.  No wine, no blood, no rosesCan even soothe this need inside..Midnight! So in flames I touch the silenceTo play with these shadow...
Posted by ~Tbubui~ Nymphetamine-G on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 12:00:00 PST

"~Love Song for a Vampire~"

~Love Song For A Vampire~ Come into these arms again and lay your body down The rhythm of this trembling heart is beating like a drum It bea...
Posted by ~Tbubui~ Nymphetamine-G on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 05:01:00 PST

To My Friends of the Old Age (Neferu, Senmut, Eric...)

.... yes....  Senmut, Neferu, Kameni, Merit-re and those who belong with Me to the Old Times (you already know who you are),  please go to my other profile    ~ http://www.myspace....
Posted by ~Tbubui~ Nymphetamine-G on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 05:38:00 PST

Madly in love I am

I was 9 the summer my life changed forever and I fell madly in love. The year before, when I was 8, I had almost decided I was gonna become a famous astrophysic. But the next summer I changed my mind ...
Posted by ~Tbubui~ Nymphetamine-G on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 05:25:00 PST

STOP this fucking madness!!

We must be blind, or we REALLY have no heart AT ALL...How the hell is possible to justify a genocide... a massacre? What's the point of torturing innocents to death? Which is the fucking sense of a w...
Posted by ~Tbubui~ Nymphetamine-G on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 05:40:00 PST

It is time...

... to make a change.Because they are suffering... because they are sad. Because they don't live... they just survive - and die.Because nothing happens by chance... and right now you are reading these...
Posted by ~Tbubui~ Nymphetamine-G on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 03:56:00 PST

"Im always gonna love You..."

I'd want this voice, Grandpa, to sing the world my sorrow in just one second. But you carried my voice away,  sweeping it through the trail of your new light: a shooting star... I'd want not to w...
Posted by ~Tbubui~ Nymphetamine-G on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 03:19:00 PST

Religions...

There are many religions in the world. Religious or not, one cannot deny, from the earliest known evidence of human religion by Neanderthalensis around 100,000 years ago, religion continues to ...
Posted by ~Tbubui~ Nymphetamine-G on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 05:00:00 PST

Remembrance ( or "the persistence of memory")

Once upon a time you knew me. You knew me even before knowing me, with the ageless wisdom of the children. And because you knew me, once I let you sail the ocean of my secret grounds... Once you kn...
Posted by ~Tbubui~ Nymphetamine-G on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 05:22:00 PST