I have too many to name.
the daring, the adventurous, the dreamers, the creative who make and can't stop.
.Love me.
Cap ou pas cap?
(From "The Velvet Goldmine")
Only the melodies that plague my dreams in their attemps to escape.
Kama.Debulae ---click that.
Amadeus
The City of Lost Children
Peter Pan
Love Me if You Dare
Pirates of the Carribbean
L'Ultimo Bacio
Original Sin
Immortal Beloved
Amelie
The 5th Element
The Bride
DUNE (David Lynch version)
Mirror Mask
Serenity
Hedwig and the Angry Inch
The Velvet Goldmine
Spirited Away
Chocolat
Edward Scissorhands
The Adventures of Baron Munchausen
&
Ethnic Notions (a documentary that changed my life.)
Rarely. Unless it's
Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends
and
The Daily Show
"The 13 Clocks"
by James Thurber
"The Little Prince"
by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
"Letters to a Young Poet"
by Rainer Maria Rilke
"'Repent Harlequin!', Said the Tick-Tock Man"
by Harlan Ellison
My ancestors, Dr. Seuss, Amma, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Snoopy, Mrs. Augustine, Mr. Hirsch, Grandma, Mr. Tafuri, Mrs. Navoa, Pinhead, Mr. Elhari, Peter Pan, Oona, Mom, Dawn, Chris Bonaros, Tori Amos, Loki, Styfire, Lou Damelio, DiChu, Taso, Chris and Michelle, Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman, Milan Kundera, Bobby Fischer, Pearl Jam, Rainer Maria Rilke, Mikhail Bulgakov, Alex Malfunction, Paw Lee, Dmitriy Gunick, his Mom, and Roman, Justin Wagner, Vladlen, The Baroness, Octavia Butler, Ms. Hardin, Mr. Pearson, Master Steelow, Ken Feet, My Vlad, Scott Weiland, Big Bruce, The Cherokee, Remy Zero, U2, U-68, Weird Al, Forbidden Planet, The Musketeers, Ororo Monroe, The Dread Pirate Roberts, The Brothers Grimm, Jim Hanley's Universe, Thayne Knop, Mike Sieben, Chuck Acquisto, Massimo Biolcati, JP, Atreyu and Falcor, Raistlin, Fischerspooner, Marvel's heroes and villains, Living Colour (the band), TOOL, The Baron Munchausen, Captain Jack Sparrow, Father Vincent and Jade, Bjork, children, Venus ShootingStars and Mame China, Veda Simmons, Cyber Force and Mother-May-Eye, Aaron Parks, Ro' and Pat, Thom Yorke, The Glasgow Four, The Golux, Dr. Strange, Marie Laveau, Kurt Wagner a.k.a. Nightcrawler, ShapeShifter Megan, Spiral, Sami Genstein, Lionel Loueke, Holly Morrison, Patrick Ober, Andy Franks, Josh Mintzer, Erin McGrath, Gary Rubin, Chasing Gray, Big Bad VooDoo Daddy, St. Barbara, H. R. Geiger, Sparky Dreamer, Herself the Elf, Logan, Morgan, Curt and his family, Decompression NYC, Lythande, Vlad, Sky, LuLu, and Diesel, Ted-E, Daichi Kawano, Flambeaux, JJ, Dracos, Satana and Bonez, Aerik Von, Kenard Poon, Jeff Buckley, Daisy Chainsaw, Jean Grey, Eunice Kim, Cardo Garrett, Alban Nelson and his family, The Smashing Pumpkins, Neil Gaiman, Syren D'mandz, Jason and Katherine, Edson, Kathy, Reed, and Gordon Kennedy, Uncle David, Uncle Donald, Aunt Celia, Jai Sada, The Troy Sisters, Alex and Allyson Grey, Rachael - Keeper of young coconuts and avocados, Dave- Keeper of Singing Bowls, Shiva, Krishna, Ganesh, Hanuman, Zaika, D'Drennan, the buffalo roaming the plains, Kurt Andreas, Jerry Deon, Heartworm, Alex Malfunction, Aaron Spectre, Aaron Beatty, Burgess and Rona, ATR, Richie, Kristian, John, Ron, & Ralfie, Kristian's Mom, Madame Chao, Kidd Video, Nickelodeon, MSI, DeadPool, Peanut, Barbie, Burning Man, Six and Seven O'Brian, Snotty, Fil, Dave Kaminsky, John Monahan, Jessica Fuckin' Pell, Josh Mosh, Yosh Shanks, Elijah, My Ryan Hollitz, Dennis and Stella Kim, Vulgaras, and my soulmate:
"When you
decide
That your life
is a prize:
Renew, revive...
It's alright, honey...
It's alright."
~ The Smashing Pumpkins ~
Favorite Lyrics:
~ Bjork ~
"With Cupid have often I quarreled
but never taken such a blow
he aimed his arrows at me
and it was I who fell
Yes, love owns my thoughts and I am tied up
because it was I who fell"
"But now things are different
I go dancing merrily at night
and they call me 'Forget-me-not' "
"THE LITTLE MUSICIAN
Are you awake my mama?
I want to come close to you
It would be so fun to be grown up
then I would conduct
both an orchestra and choir
You are lovely, my mama
I like coming closer to you
Oh, but Mama
earlier I dreamt a dream of you
I fell out of bed - and it upset me so
You were a queen in a tall palace
a band of elves, men and trolls
played for you and sang
you were so magnificent
The trolls they pounded the drums
flower-elves played the flutes
the violins, by human beings
on mandolin, me
All of us gazed up at you
just like flowers when the sun shines
and from your embrace
gifts flew everywhere
Most easily caught theirs
gladly I quickly reached mine
but the chair on which I perched
tipped over, so it fell
You are lovely, my mama
I like coming close to you
It would be so fun to be grown up"
~ The Smashing Pumpkins ~
"... and this feeling
shivers down your spine
Love comes in colors I can't deny
All that matters is love,
love, your love.
You're sleeping in your bed
Just rest your weary head
Maybe you shouldn't care
Throw away those dreams and dare..."
"Hot, my eyes darkly gaze and wonder
Do not enter
Why?
I was born whole
Fractured, divided,
shattered into a billion fragments,
A million piece puzzle..."
"Cupid De Locke
Cupid hath pulled back his sweetheart's bow
To cast divine arrows into her soul
To grab her attention swift and quick
Or morrow the marrow of her bones be thick
With turpentine kisses and mistaken blows
See the devil may do as the devil may care
He loves none sweeter as sweeter the dare
Her mouth the mischief he doth seek
Her heart the captive of which he speaks
So note all ye lovers in love with the sound
Your world be shattered with nary a note
Of one cupids arrow under your coat
And in the land of star crossed lovers
And barren hearted wanderers
Forever lost
in forsaken missives and satan's pull
We seek the unseekable
and we speak the unspeakable
Our hopes dead gathering dust to dust
In faith, in compassion,
and in love
~ Radiohead ~
"Subterranean Homesick Alien
The breath of the morning
I keep forgetting.
The smell of the warm summer air.
I live in a town
where you can't smell a thing,
you watch your feet
for cracks in the pavement.
Up above
aliens hover
making home movies
for the folks back home,
of all these weird creatures
who lock up their spirits,
drill holes in themselves
and live for their secrets.
They're all
uptight, uptight,
uptight, uptight..
I wish that they'd sweep down
in a country lane,
late at night when I'm driving.
Take me on board their beautiful ship,
show me the world as I'd love to see it.
I'd tell all my friends,
but they'd never believe me,
They'd think that I'd finally
lost it completely.
I'd show them the stars
and the meaning of life...
They'd shut me away,
But I'd be alright.
... alright..."
~ Bjork ~
"If you leave it alone
it might just happen
anyway."