xoCindyx0: LTD[ ]Cyber Angel

Once upon a time they used to call me Unicorn Lover, because I LOVE them, I have finally found one that I like I can use for My Space.....
Free Comments & GraphicsPLEASE SCROLL DOWN AND TURN THE MUSIC OFF BEFORE WATCHING THE VIDEOS: I wanted to add this video to MY space because I feel like it makes a VERY BOLD statement, about how our world needs a HERO, someone to start making a change, someone who will make a statement and mean what they say..I am sooo tired of all the promises made but never kept, all the abuse in the world, everyone living paycheck to paycheck and only just getting by, only being one paycheck from being homeless. So Thank YOU and KUDOS to Pink for making this video..... ..
I suffer from many chronic illnesses, and Fibromyalgia is just one amongst the list, here are a few banners and videos on my page so that the public can be more aware of the pain we suffer, most times in silence!
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THE CELEBRATION OF KAYLA'S LIFE.....Please watch..and BELIEVE!!! Thank you to Julie/Jason for allowing us to be apart of Kayla's life/celebration of life!Hello Everyone, My name is Cindy. I live in Indiana w my 3 children and 1 grandson.I have 1 son that has flown the coop, he is 21 and he lives w his gf and my grand daughter. Oh and I also live w my 5 birds, 1 dog sadly enough my doggie passed away this week, and several outside cats.I have several health issues that made me have to retire from working. However the flip side of that is, I am a very poor single parent, awaiting the end results of my disability case that I have filed 9 years ago, and have appealed all the way to Federal Court. If that doesnt come through I dont know what I will do. And right now if you would ask me what is good in life, I would probably laugh at you or cry.I am also going through divorce number 2. And WOW what a lesson this one has taught me!I have recently started attending church again, I felt the need to become closer to GOD, and I felt my spiritual side calling to me. I am really glad that I have went back!I am a very shy person when you first meet me but when you know me sometimes you will wish that I would just SHUT up! LOL Yes I talk alot. But if you become my friend you will be my friend to the end, unless you decide different.I have a GREAT BIG warm heart, and it usually gets me hurt on most occasions.However I have to trust that there is someone that can love me for who I am flaws and all. Afterall noone is perfect, not even me! LOL =D I am also ready to begin my life again, willing to take that chance that there is someone out there for me, whom will love me, flaws and all. I really have alot to offer the right person! I am however not looking to meet anyone that is already attached, or commited, I am looking for someone that is single and has nothing else in the fire. I want someone to cherish me as much as I will cherish you. I am NOT into playing head games, say what you mean, mean what you say. If you dont want to be in a relationship, I can honor that, cause I will definately be very cautious. In other words I am looking to date, become friends, and see where things go from there, I am not looking to get married again anytime soon, but I wont say never, I want to find someone to spend my life with, whom wants to share theirs with me as well.I am very very passionate about ABUSE, all types of abuse. As you can see that is pretty much my platform.I find that this world has absoultely gone MAD! I was abused as a child into adulthood, in different forms. I am currently back in therapy trying to work through all the stuff that has been very toxic to me for many years plus all the current things going on.Anyway, This is me, like it or love it, take it or leave it, this is ME.I just wanted to put up a few videos here so you can get alittle bit of an idea of what kind of life I have...and of course to try to raise awarness....I have Fibromyalgia,and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, if you have these so call syndromes, you will agree with me that they are better called dieases, or as I refer to them nightmares, trials of life,if you know what it is like, you will understand these videos. Life is pure hell most days when you live with this diease!,there is NO cure for this.I am a chronic pain patient as well, having had 3 failed, badly, back surgeries!Here is one patient that lives with Fibromyalgia and what her daily life is like..Fibromyalgia comes in many different degrees, some patients it doesnt hardly bother, to others that cant hardly get out of bed...Here is another patient, that I can relate to, you will see that she will sit and rock, I do this too when the pain is so bad that I cant tolerate it, even with pain meds sometimes the pain just wont go away, it is most miserable. I have compared it to cancer, but the difference is that it feels like a death sentence too, you just dont know when you will die, alot of cancer patients usually are given so much time to live, but with Fibromyalgia, you dont die, well some do, they commit suicide because they can not bare to continue to live their lives this way, and it is also one of those wax and wanes dieases. Cancer patients you can usually look at and tell they have problems ie hair loss, but with Fibromyalgia "you dont look sick" how can it be so bad.....there are times when you feel like you are going insane because of the pain...not to mention the cogintive problems you have that make you feel like you have lost your mind!One last video and I think I will be done. This one is about Invisible Illness' Awareness. Fibromyalgia would be in this catagory, because you usually can not see that a person is in pain...and they call it an invisible illness.Thank you for taking the time to watch these videos, this too is another facet of who I am.:
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