Manifold

...Then when you wake up one day at about 40 years old you say, "My god! I've arrived! I'm there!", and you don't feel very different from what you always felt, and there's a slight let down because you feel there's a hoax, and there was a hoax - a dreadful hoax. They made you miss everything. We thought that life by analogy was a journey with a pilgrimage which had a serious purpose at the end, and the thing was to get to that end -success, or whatever it is, or maybe heaven after you're dead. But we missed the point the whole way along. It was a musical thing and you were supposed to sing or dance as the music was being played.