A Beautiful Decay

Gimme Some Love!!
I can be jealous and dramatic, it's a part of me as well as it's a part of you.I'm human, i breathe and sleep and shit and work, i have skin and veins. i have FEELINGs! i can be sensitive and unhappy, i can be your best freind or your worst fucking nightmare , you decide! i can be loud and humorous, only because i love to smile and laugh. Projecting positive energy feels better than being a bItch.But i admit i do LOVE fucking with all the little girls on this site. lol i talk shit just to see the same reaction all the time. c'mon girls, show me something interestin!! I am intrigued by humans and the way you can always learn something new or admire a new quality someone posesses. I love interacting (I'm always the social butterfly) and just getting to know people. Someone will always have a new outlook on life that makes you think as well. We were all put here for a reason. We all have different views on life. Let me learn some of them If i think your interesting you will know. if not. oh well! --- you fuck with me ill hit you back 10x harder. Yeah i can be a snot but most prefer to call me sassy. I'll say what i want when i think is appropriate. i have the balls to speak up and tell you what im thinking. I have a Sass mouth.. I find it attractive... most men do. They all want what they can't have i love being loved. my looks do not define my personality* i dont give one fuck what you think i should look like.. this is me. take it or leave it! im not a size 2 waist..and i can accept that! dont expect me to be skin and bones, it will never happen. I promsise..i have a ghetto booty,thick thighs and little love handles.I admit i have curves, but know for damn sure i can wear them well! so if your looking for miss perfect with bony everything, she doesn't exisist under this profile.. move along i have my flaws, just like any other human that walks this earth. No one is perfect. In my opinion, our flaws are what make each of us unique. If your going to knock em' oh well, i see how you are and you are a waste of my fucking time! i am quite opinionated and will have no problem stating what i belive to be true. im honest to your face. i may seem blunt and bitchy, but i assure you i have a lot of respect for people and go out of my way to be a good person. I know what i want and i know how to defend who i am and all that i stand for... Hoekaye.. I have been on this site going on 3 fucking years now. A handful of you regs know me, and the majority [see: 99.94f this site] of you do not. Even so, many of my casual friends don't know much about yours truly, so I have decided to bite the proverbial bullet and actually say something about myself.Enjoy.It's obviously nowhere near possible to describe one's self in a fucking box full of text, however, I will try my best. I'm abrasive, somewhat complicated, loyal, and sarcastic. I'm an Industrial/EBM junkie who is politically incorrect, opinionated, selfless, grounded, hyperactive, bold, and unfortunately, quite often intimidating. I love fake hair and stompy boots, big fluffy false lashes and bad ass makeup. I love My Little Ponies and Todd McFarlane toys. I'm random. I loathe hard drugs. I'm lushy but I barely drink. I despise weak people, insecurity, and attention whores- you know, the kind who will burst into tears over nothing in particular or call you just to tell you about the $847 dollar Armani fucking purse they just scored. Shut up. My best friend is a beautiful, homophobic, bitchy queer. My birthday is not September 11th, and I'm a camera slut who takes pictures of herself more often than some people take a shit. I'm randomly and extremely fucking mean. Why yes, I certainly do have piercings and tattoos. Don't fucking ask me about them. I name my houseplants. My favorite piercings on a guy are lip rings and a septum- those = sex. I named my cat after Rudy Ratzinger. Suicide pisses me off. Were you traumatized? Abused? Fucked in the noggin due to your experience overseas? GET HELP. Don't whine and bitch about hating yourself; either fix it or leave the planet. Thanks in advance. I'm easy to understand, but trying to categorize me into a "stereotype" or "scene" will only give you a headache. How many Industrial-esque people do you know who will dance like a fiend to Sean Paul's "Temperature"? That's right.. move along, people. I'm roughly 80/20 in favour of men. Which means, yes, I am bisexual. I will fuck your brains out if you're a hot fucking female, but I will not date you. Ever. I despise organized religion and people who take advantage of my country. I use YIM [yahoo, for you dimwits] pretty much every day, but I can almost guarantee you I will not give you my username. Vulgar is my middle name, despite the fact that I am a total and complete sweetheart underneath. I have had a livejournal for nearly 4 years and I still write in it at least twice a week. I'm an artist. I sing in my kitchen and I clean my house in my underwear. I'm not materialistic in any sense of the word. Stupidity and arrogance piss me off- especially when a person maintains both of those qualities. I sleep with a stuffed bunny named Frank. I have 4 Bettas: Jihad, Obsidian, Cocaine, and Gertrude. I'm addicted to Raspberry Vodka and the internet. My 2 year old brother is my blood and my only sibling. Fuck with him and I shall remove your innards with a rust-tarnished kitchen utensil. I have a morbid fascination with WW2 and Nazi Germany. I love guns and have a Rape fetish. There is no such thing as bad luck- I've smashed many a mirror simply for the sake of using the glass shards in my art pieces. I love the ocean but I have not stepped foot in it in about 8 years. Games like Final Fantasy, Resident Evil, and GTA: San Andreas are my anti-drug. Blowing up SWAT Helicopters and cutting a hooker's throat is so win because I can get away with it in Video Game Land. I have a Vintage plush "Firefly" My Little Pony from 1984. I love her. My best friend child-locks my passenger window when we're out together because I yell obscenities at various people in the street, yet I will sit and play dollies with her daughter in the park like I'm a fucking Saint. All in all I'm really not all that different than most.And for the record; I am not a fucking "goth"