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Jen.

Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdepend

About Me


Things I like: All things Tolkien, Monty Python and Dream Theater. Massage therapy, making soaps, aromatherapy, CANDLES, the color purple, long walks, star gazing... Ink - LOVE tats. The smell of rain, sand between my toes and staring out into the endless ocean.Dislikes: Hair on bar soap, bad teeth, bad breath, cheaters, liars, people who don't know how to communicate, people who have no sense of humor, disrespect, prejudice, ignorance, manipulation, arrogance, selfishness, tomatoes and pickles. People who TyPe LiKe ThIs...how long does it take you to actually do tHaT?? I hate crumbs of toast in my butter dish.. that really pisses me off.I enjoy glass eating, chemical mixing, hijacking, and poking grizzly bears with sticks and calling them “jerkface.” I'm a passionate person and love family, friends, significant others, etc... with my whole heart, not half.I know what unconditional love means.Constantly underestimated.I will be the first to admit when I'm wrong.When I'm going through emotional pains of some sort I tend to seclude myself and not talk. Please do not take this as a personal attack upon yourself. I will always return when my mind is clear and capable of having an enjoyable conversation with you.If You Can Handle Me At My Worst,
Then You Deserve Me At My Best.

I respect your beliefs, views and thought proccesses and expect the same in return.I agree to disagree.I will NOT tolerate dishonesty and your poker hand of lies.I understand that everyone gets "emo", "aggro" and whatever else...just please don't make it an every day occurance.I'm real and expect you to be the same. Screw you fakers. This is something that I simply will never understand. If you're that unhappy with yourself that you need to make a "fake" persona...learn to love yourself, then come talk to me.There's no such thing as perfection. How boring life would be. I love people for who they are as much as who they aren't.I can take on A LOT of crraaaap, but there will come a time that I have reached my limit and you will be without me.I NEVER say "I love you" without meaning it.Contrary to popular belief...your poo poo DOES stink.
Rise above the storm
and you will find the sunshine


Random Things:
I love ink and sport a few of my own.
I've seen a man die.
You can't sweet talk me.
It's rare that I read instructions, I figure it out on my own.
I'm a contradiction of sorts.
I'm afraid of spiders.
Sometimes people mistake my being quiet for being rude.
I can change my mood within seconds.
I'd rather talk to people online than on the phone.
I won't trust you until you prove me that you are worthy of being trusted.
I'm impatient.
I have a 13 year old daughter...who ROCKS!!
I don't like having attention drawn to me.
I don't take compliments well.
I've signed a petition for a man that I personally know, to die.
I LOVE cats.
Music is like my oxygen.
People always think I'm younger than I am.
I don't hate, I strongly dislike.
I don't like the word "cute".
I'm content doing nothing, but I can't stand being bored.
I sleep best when it's cold in the room..
It annoys me when people force their opinions on others.
Rude people annoy me.
Stupid people annoy me.
One of my best friends was murdered.
I don't like when I can't see over people's heads at a concert.
I don't like when people tell me who I should like. (I have my own brain and intuition and it works better than yours)
I don't like when people try to convince me to do things I don't want to do. (I'm a bull...duh!)
I won't be broken ever again.

Life's to short
to let things get to you

So feel free to laugh at whatever you want to. Fall in love w/that one boy that makes you laugh & smile like no other . Never let your best friends slip away & most importantly Never let anyone change the real you...
Things to think about:

⊕ Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often.⊕ Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.⊕ If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before.⊕ Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.⊕A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.⊕ Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it.⊕ There is always one more imbecile than you counted on.⊕ Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.⊕ Someone who thinks logically provides a nice contrast to the real world.⊕ It ain't the jeans that make your butt look fat.⊕ The most destructive force in the universe is gossip.⊕ Your friends love you anyway.⊕Never lick a steak knife.⊕ Don't play leapfrog with a unicorn.⊕ Never eat a burrito with a spoon.⊕Plant your corn early next year.⊕ Make love not war, destroy power not people.⊕ Don't love someone because of who they are, but because of who you are when you're with them.⊕ No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.⊕ Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.⊕A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. ⊕ The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.⊕Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.⊕To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.⊕Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. ⊕Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. ⊕There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.⊕Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.⊕Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.⊕ REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON The Paradox
of Our Time

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side. Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all, mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.Give time to love, give time to speak, and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind. Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.*Dr. Bob Moorehead*
I'll do my thing and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations. And you are not here to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's Beautiful

My Interests


I'd like to meet:

→ Intelligent people who make me think and want to grow.
→ People with sarcasm, wit, humor, babble, dribble, dabble and play with hairdryers in large amounts of water.
→ I have zero tolerance and time for liars, fakers and players ~ Game Over.
All my life I've been searching for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, can't live without each other love. And I found that...with you. You've restored my faith, hope, and trust. Our relationship has been a rollercoaster of ups and downs, but in the end - it's always you and I. We still face many obstacles and challenges ahead, but I know that what we share will get us through anything. Soon. Finally, after years of struggling...of questions...of mistakes...of communication flaws, we'll be everything we've dreamed, talked about and know. You're my twin flame, my soulmate and my destiny. ♥♥♥ Life can finally begin again. ♥♥♥

Music:



Dream Theater, Jane's Addiction, The Darkness, Karnivool, Army of Anyone, Live, Cold, Zakk Wylde (solo, BLS and Pride and Glory), Vivaldi, INXS, Skinny Puppy, Queensryche, Fear Factory, Deftones, Taproot, Van Halen, Rush, Alice in Chains, Joe Satriani, Eric Johnson, Godsmack, Steve Vai, Crowded House, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Blackmores Night, Natalie Merchant, 10000 Maniacs, REM, Yes, Seether, Boston, Led Zepplin, Jewel, Smile Empty Soul, Faith No More, Peeping Tom, Tonic, Chopin, Shawn Colvin, Lacuna Coil, Default, Type O Negative, The Scorpions, Fuel, Tori Amos, Filter, Heart, Beethoven, The Donnas, Celine Dion, In Flames, Bjork, Air, Killswitch Engage, Dido,Whitesnake, Faith Hill, old Metallica, Natasha Bedingfield, Dave Matthews, AC/DC, Iron Maiden, Sting, Mad Season, Bauhaus, The Eagles, Don Henley, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Joy Division, Judas Priest, Silverchair, Neil Zaza, Nickelback, Damageplan, NIN, Foreigner, Journey, REO, Ozzy, A Perfect Circle, Shadows Fall, Mudvayne, Rob Zombie, Soil, Ra, Sarah McLachlan, Echo and the Bunnymen, Flesh For Lulu, The Lemonheads, Government Mule, The Sugarcubes, Dead or Alive, Gene Loves Jezebel, The Cure, Saigon Kick, Soilwork, Midnight Oil, CCR, Saliva, STP, Symphony X, Mozart, Enya, Velvet Revolver, UFO, UPO, The Cult, Three Doors Down, Three Days Grace, Alter Bridge, Crossfade, Submersed, Magnitude 9 and lots lots lots more....
Bands I've seen live:David Lee Roth (twice), Van Halen, Sammy Hagar, Journey (twice), Foreigner, John Hiatt, Peter Frampton, Alice in Chains, Heart, Iron Maiden, Mudvayne, Soilwork, As I Lay Dying, Styx, Shadows Fall, Black Sabbath, Black Label Society, In Flames, ZZ Top, Aerosmith, John Fogerty, Metallica, Screaming Trees, Jerry Cantrell, Rush (twice), Primus, Queensryche (twice), Dream Theater, Soundgarden, Devo, Type O Negative, Live, Fates Warning, PJ Harvey, Veruca Salt, Fuel, Poison, Slaughter, Dokken, Cinderella, The Scorpions, Motley Crue, REO Speedwagon, Rob Zombie, Killswitch Engage, Ted Nugent, Alter Bridge, Submersed, Crossfade, Black Happy

Movies:

All Monty Python, LOTR, What Dreams May Come, Better Off Dead, Grosse Point Blank, (anything with John Cusack), Talladega Nights, Dodgeball, True Romance, Goodfellas, National Treasure, The Jacket, Saw, The Departed, Bad Santa, etc.

Television: Mindfreak, Robot Chicken!, Extreme Home Makeover, Orange County Choppers, Miami Ink, Monster Garage, ER, Sid & Marty Kroft shows, Looney Tunes, Law & Order, Forensic Files, The Banana Splits, The New Detectives, Scrubs, The Muppet Show!!!

Television:



Books:

Stephen King, J.R.R. Tolkien, Ann Rule, Shel Silverstein, Dr Seuss

Life... without purpose is misery, even if you are surrounded with every material comfort and pleasure imaginable. Life with purpose is sweet and fulfilling, even when there is much difficulty and challenge.

Heroes:

♥ My Mother ♥♥ My Daughter ♥♥ My Friends ♥