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About Me

I'm a mother of one(he's gorgeous!).. and lucky enough to be a stay at home mom. I'm hoping to play an active role in my child's development and upbringing. I swear he's already a genius.. he's way ahead of the curve developmentally(the doctors say so..I'm not just bragging so shut your face) and he's in the 90th percentile. I enjoy music, art, photography, and poetry.. and philosophical things.. though I keep it under wraps usually. I love animals. SPAY AND NEUTER YOURS! Over the years I've become somewhat of a hermit..but I'm ok with that. Friends aren't worth having if they aren't active in your life. In a nutshell.. through all of the judgments and all of the issues I've experienced in my life.. I've found myself. People look at me funny(though I could care less..because I look funny ha..ha.) like I'm different.. but really.. I'm alot like everyone else.. I have a normal home life just like other people.. and I take damn good care of my kid. I don't fit into many categories people try to put me in. I like myself.. I like being myself.. even though at times I can be harsh and speak my bi polar mind. Sometimes I lack a mute button. Life's been pretty crazy for me thus far..not many ups but lots of downs.. But, it was all a part of the bigger plan/picture. I've accepted my life for what it is..what it was..and what it will be. I'm lucky enough to found love.. and lucky enough for it to be the real thing this time. I love my husband. He brings the smiles and the laughter that I need to my life. Even when we're down and going through hard times, he can always make me smile..even if it's out of frustration LOL I've waited a long time for a love like this.. one that's grounded.. one without bounds.. He supports me, loves me, and gives me the strength I need to get through any and every thing. He is my protector.. my lover.. and my friend. Scott.. I love you.. and I'm so glad I picked you to spend the rest of my life with. You've given me a far greater gift than just a relationship/a friendship.. you've given me a family that I can call my own.. that's priceless and precious. Even though we're both super busy all the time now that we've started our own little family.. I promise to always try to take time out just for you when I can. Marriage and family life isn't always easy.. but we'll always dig deep and be there for eachother out of love! ..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I don't really care about meeting anyone new anymore.. unless I have more kids lol I don't get out much like I used to. I used to love meeting and interacting with new people.. now.. just meh.

My Blog

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Posted by on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 11:00:00 GMT

another blogspot thingy

..> Your Birthdate: July 28 You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame.You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems.Failur...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 15:54:00 GMT

poems and such

So, I did randomly write along this grieving process.. just never shared. I was reading through my notebook and figured I'd post some of it..   I have an ache that I cant change nor replace. The ...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 15:41:00 GMT

ugh..

what the fuck do I do with myself? seriously?   I just wonder around trying not to be sad.. trying to do something with myself.. make something of myself... when I dont know what to make of mysel...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 06:21:00 GMT

in a weird place in my head..

I look at people... guess you can all say I'm a people watcher. For those of you who do know me and have been to the bar with me.. you know I'm a people watcher.. But, now that I look at the world dif...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 19:45:00 GMT

Hay..

Well, things are coming along smoothly. I've missed the hell out of my sister as you all know, so it's nice to be here with her. I took her to a show last night(at Plan B)... the guitarists were good ...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 19:05:00 GMT

wow

I'm bored..   I miss my buddies, and being so spoiled as to just go down the street to visit my buds.. just having all that so close.. now its all so far. I dunno what to do with myself.
Posted by on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 17:03:00 GMT

Inside The Room To My Soul.. Blogspot thingy

What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination an...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 11:29:00 GMT

pretty fucked in the head right now..

I just got home... both Ness and I didnt feel right tonight. I had a beer and a half..thats it. However, I did buy a few beers for tommorow..cuz I thought I'd want them..so I figured I'd be prepared. ...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 22:37:00 GMT

A: where I am of sorts...

So.. I went to the viewing today.. Jess' mom looked absolutely beautiful. Jess is hangin in pretty well..I'm so proud of her. When I first showed up she says " Now I feel like you feel" and I reply wi...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 19:41:00 GMT