I am trying to figure out what the hell is going on and I don't know if I will ever know. It seems the more you search the more you find but the less you know. Life is just very circular. I am enjoying being a adult. I like to clean and stuff now and that's new. I decided to settle down and take a deeper look at the world. I will not be attending my 10 year reunion. No need. Highschool was weird. I love my daddy and my phinneaus pants. I got a cell phone and that's new. Part of growing up I guess. I love my R.V. and five petal flowers. I am about to have to re-learn who I am. Just like siddhartha I find myself changing but constantly flowing all at the same time. Pretty precious. I love my friends. They are the most amazing friends in the whole world. I am a shitty pen pal. That sucks. I am very patient and forgiving. I only get mad twice a year but I get pouty a little more often. I don't have any enemies and I like that. I have a deep deep fascination for the divine. It is my favorite part about myself. I just feel it. Can't talk about it. Words are a little one dimensional. Even these here. There is more to moreness than we could every imagine with 3-4% of our brains. I am just as excited to live as I am to die. I hope to be a part of a huge community where me and my family of friends can all live and take part in a worth-while life. I try to focus on that everyday and someday obviously it will work. We all want it and that's why we have all been pooled together in this crazy ship ride. I love austin texas. No matter how hard I try I may never really get away. What's the point of running when your heart stays in one place. Someday I am going to start a band. Really. A band with funky strings. I've hung that in my future basket. If you are reading this I think your great and thanks for all the shining. It helps. Remember the first way to become disappointed is to have expectations. I can never live up to them. What fun would that be anyway. We really are here now. That's a wonderful thing. It's a little balanced, though. Not really always exciting unless that's here now. Well enough is enough and that's all folks.
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