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Wendy Darling

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About Me

i live in como. im working on going to pharmacy school right now at MU. i work at the days inn. attention squirrelsi love to go out and have a good time when i can. i have a beautiful daughter and i love her to death. she was my lifesaver, litterally. before her i was doing just about everything in the book except prostitution. i have changed greatly since then. but i still love to get drunk when i can to forget about everything in my life that i cant fix.i have a high anxiety level, and stress over the smallest things. and sometimes i cant take it. i want to crawl under a fucking rock and hide. but my friends and god help me when i need them the most.i dont take shit from anyone. however i am a very nice person. just fucking respect me. i am not a slut, and i am not a peice of ass so dont treat me like it.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jamie Smith
Birthday: June 10, 1987
Birthplace: COMO
Current Location: COMO
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: mostly german, a little irish and dutch i think
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops
Your Weakness: love
Your Fears: love
Your Perfect Pizza: sausage and mushrooms
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get through school with a 3.0
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: stfu
Thoughts First Waking Up: coffee
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes? ass?
Your Bedtime: pretty late, whenever i can fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: high school
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
McDonalds or Burger King: i like bk, but i eat mcd's more often
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton extra sweet!
Chocolate or Vanilla: i dont eat ice cream much...but probably choc
Cappuccino or Coffee: capp
Do you Smoke: ...yes
Do you Swear: fuck yea
Do you Sing: love to
Do you Shower Daily: um, yea..and i hope you do too
Have you Been in Love: unfortunately
Do you want to go to College: currently
Do you want to get Married: someday
Do you belive in yourself: ...sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: i can...flute...no ive never been to band camp.......pervert
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: too much probably
In the past month have you Smoked:
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: cali rolls count? mm...brady commons has some fire ass cali rolls
In the past month have you been on Stage: no, never have, but id like to try it mabey
In the past month have you been Dumped: sorta
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: HELL YEA
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: see above
Ever been called a Tease: not to my face
Ever been Beaten up: once
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: i dont
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: pharmacist
What country would you most like to Visit: Dubai
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: couple inches
Height: few inches taller than i
Weight: 160
Best Clothing Style: no missmatching...clean
Number of Drugs I have taken: too many
Number of CDs I own: mixed...too many...albums...about 4
Number of Piercings: 5
Number of Tattoos: 1
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too much...i miss you abe...
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My Interests

i love music, everything in the book pretty much. depending on my mood is what i listen to. my daugher i my main priority. i love gymnastics. i used to be one for...8 years...then drugs fucked it all up for me. but i still love it and watch it when i can.

I'd like to meet:

nelson mandela hippies all overSOMEONE WHO DOESNT DO THIS TO MY HEART...

Music:

aerosmith, The Beatles, Bob Dylan, Boston, Bright Eyes, Bush, CCR, Cream, Def Leppard, The Doors, Eagles, Fleetwood Mac, Janis Joplin, Jefferson Airplane, Jimmi Hendrix, John Lennon, Johnny Cash, Led Zeppelin, lynyrd skynyrd, ozzy osbourne, pink floyd, portishead, rush, and tesla.also 3 doors down, alicia keys, alkaline trio, amy winehouse, barn owl, bright eyes, bush, cat power, deftones, dream warriors, emilie simon, eminem, fiona apple, flaming lips, gorillaz, incubus, ingrid joydrop, linkin park, mk ultra, mazzy star, muse, nine inch nails, nirvana, no doubt, POD, the paper chase, a perfect circle, pilot inspecotor, queen, radiohead, red hot chili peppers, regina spektor, staind, stone temple pilots, system of a down, tool, some tori amos, and winter took his life.and even a little 2 pac, 50 cent, bone thugs, ludacris, nas, T.I, timbaland, and twista.

Movies:

dont really have time to watch many, but i love tim burton movies...pulp fiction...conspiracy theory...the fifth element...requiem for a dream...donnie darko...sicko (thanks J&M)

Television:

rots your fucking brain!

Books:



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Heroes:

my daughter, God

My Blog

my life sucks....cont.

So this is where my life left off last time you all heard from me.  I was going to MU full time for pre-pharmacy; I was taking care of my daughter, and living with my parents.  All was well,...
Posted by Wendy Darling on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 07:09:00 PST

poetry epiphany

sitting with serenity breathing peace endorphines make me flutter off into oblivion reality check Shaniqua's pushing her kid looking for a fix hobo alcoholics seeking hooch before sustinance Uncle Sam...
Posted by Wendy Darling on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 08:32:00 PST

NEW BLOG: The Joys of Parenting

So, CREEP suggested that I write about my daughter.  I thought this was a very good idea, because it will give me a chance to explain how much she has changed my life.  I will also be able t...
Posted by Wendy Darling on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 12:48:00 PST

blog topic suggestions

my mind is drawing a blank right now...but i want to blog about something worth reading, so i turn to you.  my fellow bloggers, i need suggestions on topics.  everyone comment.
Posted by Wendy Darling on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 10:16:00 PST

yes i know...i need to blog...

i will work on one here soon.  sorry ive been really busy with school n shit.  but anyone who actually gives a fuck already knows that.
Posted by Wendy Darling on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 08:04:00 PST

LOLLAPALOOZA 2007!!!!

So I'm back from Lollapalooza...still in one peice. That had to have been one of the greatest experiences of my life. It is almost beyond words how great it was. Maya and I left Saturday morning at 5...
Posted by Wendy Darling on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 09:32:00 PST

what the fuck are we hiding?

you know, i dont understand motherfuckers here who hide their profiles.  isnt that the whole reason of having a blog, so people can read it?  it really aggravates me when i go to read someon...
Posted by Wendy Darling on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 10:33:00 PST

what a fucking night...

well, my saturday was fun while it lasted.  went to shattered (was supposed to go to eastside...but it was probably best that i didnt go).  got shitfaced.  geezus i had like two shots o...
Posted by Wendy Darling on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 07:09:00 PST

feel like shit, dont wanna go to class

so i had to go to the ER on saturday night.  at first i thought it was something to do with my lung or my rib or something, because the pain was right under my right rib in the back.  it was...
Posted by Wendy Darling on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 05:19:00 PST

last one for now

slowly it falls dripping down my skin leaving a trail of where its been thinking of it burns me deep leaving a scar that ill always keep another one falls another painful thought through all of this i...
Posted by Wendy Darling on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 07:46:00 PST