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Fabled Disgrace

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About Me

.......I'm not concerned with impressing anyone. I only want to be acknowledged, accepted and appreciated for the person I am, just as I believe we all do. We are mere humans, no one person is better than any other, and we are all in this boat together. I wish we could all be kinder to one another and... though I am imperfect and occasionally falter... I truly do try to 'do unto others as I would have done unto me.'
Yes, I recently celebrated my 50th birthday. I have had an unusually full, colourful, tho oft-dark, half-century. As my younger (though not by much) sister, Deb, so succinctly put it... "I didn't think either one of us would live this long!" Hah! I know I certainly didn't think I would! I am looking forward now to, and making BIG plans for, my 100th. My greatest desire is that I have my two sisters with me for the celebration!Hello, there....................................................... .................................!My name is Linda Carroll, though I answer to Elle Cee (that's the initials of my first and middle names.) I have, for the most part, gone by Elle here on myspace. There are a couple of photos of me in my slideshow, but I don't much care for most photos taken, so they're rather rare........I'm a somewhat-shy, completely Native Texan (from the DFW - mostly FW - metroplex) and I'm so far away from home right now. I am certainly enjoying the wide-open, unbelievably star-filled night skies here in Queen Creek, though. I admit I do miss having someone with whom to share them... but that makes them no less beautiful. I enjoy the simple things life has to offer... I don't really need so much to make me happy. My own roof over my head, the freedom to do with my home what I want to do with it, and getting the bills paid every month. I try to make my job enjoyable, even though I sometimes wish I had more time to myself. Maybe some day... =) ...... I have two younger sisters (Deb and Peg) and I love them tremendously, even when we are arguing (we ARE sisters, after all). They are so far away, being back in Texas. Jaz has three grandbabies (Alexis, Gavin and spanking-new Aiden) and Debbie's first and, so far, only G-baby will be a year old on July 20th. (Gracie is her name and she was 10 lbs, 1 oz at birth! Impressive... no?) I am currently staying with my daughter, Bekkah, and her husband, Aaron. No G-babies... yet. I am looking forward to making my own place here in AZ. I am enjoying meeting all the friendly and interesting people at my job... customers and co-workers alike. . I absolutely LOVE cool, dark, rainy weather with raging winds, booming thunder and bolts of lightning (and the snuggling upon which such weather seems to insist); God; His Infinite Wisdom and Endless Mercy; acceptance; afternoon naps; amethyst; ambrosia; animals; antique keys; artful analogies; astronomy; babies; baby birds' twittering in the morning; banana pudding and cherry cobbler like Grandma Poore used to make; beauty; being employed; being right; being a woman; being in love; being loved; being told that someone has said something really nice about me to the boss; birthday presents; bluebonnets; Blue Spruce; bubble baths; buckle-polishing boot scooting; bubble wrap; butterscotch; Calvin and Hobbes; candles; carousels; castles; cheese fondue; chicken-fried steak with country gravy; chivalry; the colors burgundy and emerald; clouds; Christmas decorations; Christmas kisses; Christmas lights; Christmas music; Christmas presents; Christmas trees; creativity; compliments; compromises; coming up on the guy who had just moments before blown my doors off as he's being handed a speeding ticket; compassion; cooking rockin’ meals that noone can get enough of; clover; creative analogies; crosswords; crystals; cuddling; days off; dessert; dignity; dreams that wake me up laughing; espresso; even numbers; efficiency; e-mails from my friends; emotional stability; encouragement; encouraging others; espresso; faeries; fantasy; fair play; fellowship; fresh laundry; friendly people; friends; freedom; Fall; free stuff; FW Zoo; finding money; fireworks; flaming Sambucas with coffee beans; fond memories; the feeling of being needed; fidelity; Fresca; feeding the ducks; fresh clove; fried green tomatoes; full moons; funny birthday cards; furtive glances; feeling that ‘connection’; finding out that someone I had been worried about is actually doing just fine; gallantry; garden tubs; geckoes; true gentlemen; getting a good idea and then making it happen; getting comments from my myspace family; gnomes; good-hair days; good news; great gas mileage; hammocks; happy endings; harmony; Harvest Moons; hearing from long-lost friends; high water pressure in my showers; hugs just because; honesty; horses; hot toddies; hurricane lanterns; IKEA's Swedish meatballs; independence; innocence; inspiration; integrity; intelligence; interior decorating; justice; my king-sized bed; kittens; kitty cat kisses; knowing that I've done a job well; Tapioca pudding; labyrinths; lavender; laughing so hard that I cry; over-stuffed La-Z-Boys; lazy afternoons; life; lightning bugs; loyalty; magic; making babies laugh; making new friends; making the sulky customer smile; making up; Mandarin collars; M.C. Escher; men in uniform; Merlin; moderation; modesty; morning dew; mutual respect; my inner child; my '95 Cougar; my sanity; my sense of humor; my sisters; mystery; my stick-to-it-tiveness; that new-car smell; 900 thread-count Egyptian cotton sheets; new shower liners; odd numbers; the ocean; (You just know he's barking his fool head off at the waves!) opportunities; orchids; paying bills on time; PEACE; pinot grigio; porch swings; potpourri; presents for no apparent reason; profundity; puppy breath; raises; reading good books; rebates; roadtrips; romance; romantic dinners; rainbows; rolling fog on the mountaintops; relaxing at home; salvation; Santa Claus; satisfaction; screened-in/wrap-around porches; seascapes; Sean Patrick Flanery; serendippity; sharing; silver linings; snowfall; spinach pizza; star-gazing; Stetsons and the cowboys under them; Swedish massages; St. Augustine grass; Spring; subtlety; soft music; sincerity; the smell of fresh-mown grass; 'smoothiness'; sweet tea; Texas; tiramisu with port wine; tax refunds; tranquility; truth; tatted lace; over-sized umbrellas; van Gogh; funny valentines; waking up and realizing I still have several hours before I need to get out of bed; watching toddlers run; windchimes; Winter; wishing on a falling star; warm hugs; watching squirrels play; warm fuzzies; waterfalls; weeping willows; whales; whimsy; windchimes; window treatments; winning; the words 'vichyssoise', 'ensorcell', 'defenestration' and 'poot'; yardwork and (with all my heart) Dogs. .................
I completely detest vulgarity, even (and perhaps especially when) in jest; abuse; anger; apathy; arguing; arrogance; backstabbers; bad breath; being afraid; being alone; being broke; being late (for anything); being misunderstood; bigotry; blemishes; blisters; body odor; bores; brown-nosers; bullies; bureaucrats; BS; cheap toilet paper; cheaters; comb-overs; condescension; cramps; deceit; disappointment; discord; dishonesty; disinformation; double standards; drama; droughts; duplicity; unruly facial hair (especially my own); failure (again, especially my own); feminine hygiene commercials; fleas; frizzies; gas prices; gluttony; gnats; gore; gossip; greed; green teeth; hackers; hangnails; hate; hate-mongering; headaches; humidity; humor at another's expense; hyperbole; hypocrisy; idiocy; ignorance; illiteracy; inconsistency; indecency; indifference; ineptitude; infidelity; ingrown anything; insensitivity; insomnia; jealousy; laziness; liars; litterbugs; low water pressure; meanies; micromanagers; misogyny; mosquitoes; my left eyebrow; narcissism; opportunists; over-sleeping; pain; paper cuts; pedantry; partisan politics; phishers; polluters; pollution; poverty; prejudice; presumptuousness; pretense; procrastination; puns; rashes; red light runners; red tape; redundancy; rejection; roadhogs in the passing lane; rudeness; Rush Limbaugh; selfishness; self-righteousness; self-centeredness; sexual innuendo; shallowness; skanks; slobbishness; sloth; smart-asses; soap scum; sour pusses; spam; stupidity; subtitles; superficiality; tailgaters; terrorism; thievery; thoughtlessness; traffic jams; troublemakers; two-timers; vandalism; wishful thinking; wastefulness; waterbugs.

My Interests

I really love making my home as comfortable and welcoming as I possibly can, while making the most of what I already have. My tastes run very much to the eclectic and I enjoy decorating, whether for special occasions or simply for the aesthetics. Dining out, be it at a fancy 4-star restaurant with a classy/romantic atmosphere or a family 'joint' with lots of festivity, is one of my most-favorite things to do.I haven't the patience for genealogy, but my youngest sister, Peggy, does and she is an awesome researcher! We have learned so much more about our families than we were ever told about by them... and I mean relatively RECENT family things that have been kept swept under the rug; at least til Peg hit the scene! Can't keep anything from HER prying eyes! She has gone back quite a ways, but the only 'famous' relative that I am recalling at the moment is Pocahontas, Powhattan Indian Princess. About the time she discovered this fact, we were studying that general period of history in my college class... so it was even more interesting than it normally would have been. Any help was appreciated! lollunar phases..:Something To Seriously Ponder:.. ....ZERO POPULATION GROWTH.... (NOT zero population... but zero population GROWTH) Zero population growth occurs when there is neither a net growth nor a net decline in population, but rather a steady state in which the numbers added by annual births and immigration exactly balance the numbers who die and emigrate each year. Zero population growth is the ideal to which nations (and the world as a whole) should aspire in the interests of achieving long-term environmental sustainability.Contrary to the apparent belief of a large segment of our current population, the earth's natural resources are not infinite, and it is the responsibility of each and every one of us to do our part to preserve, as much as is humanly possible, the integrity of our wonderful planet for the accommodation of future generations. This is what I believe.

I'd like to meet:

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I love meeting new people, especially (but not ONLY) those who think and feel as I do about life, love and other things integral, but certainly not limited, to happiness and peace of mind.I would love to meet and get to know a true gentleman... one who knows how to make the woman in his life feel that she is the most important person in his world, just as I want the man in my life to know and feel he is the most important person in mine; a man who will understand that I'm not always going to be strong and who will hold me when I need to be held; a man who will allow me to be his safe haven, as well; a man who doesn't lie, keep secrets or play stupid, wasteful mind games; who knows how to be a gentleman in mixed company; and who can appreciate what the woman who loves him has to offer and is willing/able to accept it without suspicion of ulterior motives; who is capable of recognizing and enjoying other just-as-important-as-he-is-and-sometimes-possibly-moreso things around him; who is open to and willing/able to accept ideas different from his own; a man unafraid of admitting when he has made a mistake or is just flat-out wrong... and who loves dogs at least as much as I do.

Music:

I enjoy music and I would have to say that is my favorite feature of myspace... the easy access and the ability to surf comfortably from one artist to the next. It's so amazingly easy to do here! So, come enjoy some wonderfully invigorating music with me... I know they won't mind my bringing along a friend or two! =)
I think I'd enjoy just listing a few of my preferences here: All-American Rejects; Alyth; America; Argent; Bare-naked Ladies; BTO; Garth Brooks; Dave Brubeck; The Beatles; Blind Melon; Blue October; Boney James; Bon Jovi; Boston; Kenny Chesney; Charlotte Church; Joe Cocker; Collective Soul; The cranberries; The Cure; Phil Collins; Deep Purple; Dido; Dire Straits; Duran Duran; The Eagles; Electric Light Orchestra; Danny Elfman; Enigma; Enya; Melissa Etheridge; Everlast; Fergie; The Fray; Peter Gabriel; Marvin Gaye; Genesis; Josh Groban; Guess Who; Arlo Guthrie; INXS; Elton John; Jethro Tull; Kansas; Kaskade; Toby Keith; King Crimson; Cyndi Lauper; Led Zeppelin; John Lennon; Chuck Mangione; Bob Marley; Ziggy Marley; Maroon 5; Dean Martin; Massive Attack; Matchbox Twenty; Dave Matthews Band; Bette Midler; The Steve Miller Band; Loreena McKennitt; Moby; The Monkees; Van Morrison; Modest Mouse; Moody Blues; Anna Nalick; Nazareth; Johann Pachelbel; The Partridge Family; Pink Floyd; The Police; Elvis Presley; Queen; Queensryche; Rascal Flatts; R.E.M.; Leon Russell; Santana; Savatage (with the Trans-Siberian Orchestra); Seal; Snow Patrol; REO Speedwagon; Bruce Springsteen; Sting; George Strait; Barbra Streisand; Styx; Supertramp; Tears For Fears; Ten Years After; Three Dog Night; Robin Trower; Michael Turney (my long-time friend, who happens to be the best guitar player in the DFW metroplex AND a Texas Tornado! I know he'd love for you to check out his music... simply click on his icon in my friends' group); Carrie Underwood; U2; Stevie Ray Vaughan; The Verve; Whitesnake; The Who; Don Williams; Lucinda Williams; and Steve Winwood, just for starters.

Movies:

I love most anything with Robert Downey, Jr., with the movies Restoration, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang and Heart and Souls being three of my very favorites. I enjoy watching ALL the Abbott and Costello movies... with my favorite being the one about Horatio (Costello), the ghost that lived in the well (I'm having trouble recalling the title at the moment.) It's hard not to love these guys! Why don't we have movies like THOSE anymore?!................I also love watching David Duchovny (Evolution; Kalifornia; The X-Files Movie; Playing God; Red Shoe Diaries; et al). Bruce Willis, in all the Die Hards, The Sixth Sense, Unbreakable... I am also really fond of Drew Barrymore and I adore her in virtually everything I have seen her in. One of my very favorites with Drew is 'Boys On The Side'... check it out! A few of my other favorites: The Abyss; American Beauty; A River Runs Through It; Boondock Saints; Braveheart; The Breakfast Club; A Christmas Story; Close Encounters of the Third Kind; Dragonheart (and several other films with the luscious and inimitable Sean Connery); Earth Women Are Easy; Ella Enchanted; Enemy Mine; Ever After; Executive Decision; 50 First Dates; Fight Club; Fried Green Tomatoes; The Game; Goodbye, Charlie; The Green Mile; All the Harry Potter films; Harvey; The Incredible Mr. Limpet, The Reluctant Astronaut, The Ghost and Mr. Chicken, How To Frame A Figg (... who doesn't love the fabulously funny Don Knotts?); Independence Day; The Last Castle; The Last Starfighter; Legend; Legends of the Fall; Meet Joe Black; Memento; Men In Black; Michael; Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil; The Mothman Prophecies; The Negotiator; On a Clear Day; Phenomenon; Pirates of the Caribbean; Powder; Shawshank Redemption; Some Like It Hot; Stargate; Topper; The Usual Suspects; The Way We Were; The Whole Nine Yards... to name a few.

Television:

Angel; Bones; Charmed; Cold Case; The Dead Zone; Firefly;
(Elle tested and she is most like Derrial Book ) Derrial Book (Shepherd) 95% Kaylee Frye (Ship Mechanic) 90% Malcolm Reynolds (Captain) 70% Zoe Washburne (Second-in-command) 70% Dr. Simon Tam (Ship Medic) 60% River (Stowaway) 60% Alliance 50% Inara Serra (Companion) 45% Wash (Ship Pilot) 40% Jayne Cobb (Mercenary) 15% A Reaver (Cannibal) 10% Even though you are holy
you have a mysterious past.
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The 4400; House; Law and Order(X3); M*A*S*H; Meerkat Manor; Monk; The Monkees; NCIS; NYPD Blue; Psych; Stargate Atlantis; Stargate Sg-1; Without a Trace; The X-Files

Books:

I have just finished reading 'Lamb' (The Gospel According to Biff, Christ's Childhood Friend), a novel by Christopher Moore; an incredibly fun book by an incredibly imaginative and gifted author. It is a humourous story about the 'missing' years of Jesus Christ, as told by His best friend Biff. Mr. Moore did an outstanding job in his research for this book, as even I was able to see where parallels were drawn between imagination and apparent circumstance, and what we have learned from the Bible. It is easy to imagine that this could be the story of Joshua and Biff... and Jesus Christ is brought even closer to earth; making Him even more 'one of us' than before. Treat yourself to a great laugh-out-loud and thought-provoking story... Read Lamb, by Christopher Moore. My favorite book to date easily is Ender's Game (and running a close second are so many other fine and related stories by the amazing Orson Scott Card); A Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy; In Search of Maggie Ward (Andrew M. Greeley); One Hundred Selected Poems (e. e. cummings); The Rabbit series (John Updike); The Last Unicorn, A Fine and Private Place (Peter S. Beagle); The Left Behind series (Tim LaHayes); Les Miserables (Victor Hugo); Tulips and Chimneys (e. e. cummings); The Hobbit and many related stories by J.R.R. Tolkien My favorite e. e. cummings poem: *************************one winter afternoon (at the magical hour when is becomes if) a bespangled clown standing on eighth street handed me a flower.Nobody, it's safe to say, observed him but myself; and why? because without any doubt he was whatever (first and last) most people fear most: a mystery for which i've no word except alive--that is, completely alert and miraculously whole; with not merely a mind and a heart but unquestionably a soul-- by no means funereally hilarious(or otherwise democratic) but essentially poetic or ethereally serious: a fine not a coarse clown (no mob, but a person)and while never saying a word who was anything but dumb; since the silence of him self sang like a bird.Mostpeople have been heard screaming for international measures that render hell rational --i thank heaven somebody's crazy enough to give me a daisy- e.e. cummings i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite new a thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like its hows. i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you, i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric furr, and what-is-it comes over parting flesh....And eyes big love-crumbs,and possibly i like the thrillof under me you so quite new..........from '&' (1925) E.E. Cummings *************************

Heroes:

First and foremost, my Great-Grandmother, Rexie Poore. The woman was a hard-working, God-loving force-to-be-reckoned-with and I miss her tremendously. Right alongside her is Mom MacKay, who awoke in me values I had only bumped into before getting to know her. She was another tireless and God-loving force... another to be reckoned with, for sure! =) She is thought of and missed everyday, as well. A hero to me is anyone who goes above and beyond without hesitation, who puts their life on the line for the security, safety and freedoms of others with no expectation of acknowledgement or reward. I know that our fighting men and women fit that description in spades. Thank an Armed Forces member and their spouse today!

My Blog

Lifes Little Instructions

Sing in the shower.Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated.Watch a sunrise at least once a year.Leave the toilet seat in the down position.Never refuse homemade brownies.Strive for excel...
Posted by Fabled Disgrace on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 09:37:00 PST

Mark Twain...

It’s spring fever. That is what the name of it is. And when you’ve got it, you want - oh, you don’t quite know what it is you do want, but it just fairly makes your heart ach...
Posted by Fabled Disgrace on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 10:27:00 PST

Song of the Canterbury Bell Fairy

Bells that ring from ancient towers      Canterbury Bells- Give their name to summer flowers      Canterbury Bells! Do the flower-fairies, playing, Kno...
Posted by Fabled Disgrace on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 10:45:00 PST

Similes and Metaphors

I love these. Every year, English teachers from across the country can submit their collections of actual similes and metaphors found in high school essays. These excerpts are published each year...
Posted by Fabled Disgrace on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 09:26:00 PST

Forgotten Language

Once I spoke the language of the flowers.Once I understood each word the caterpillar said.Once I smiled in secret at the gossip of the starlings,And shared a conversation with the housefly in my bed...
Posted by Fabled Disgrace on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 10:41:00 PST

..:Ralph Waldo Emerson:..

Thanks, Tajan, for sharing these words. I certainly needed the reminder...  and I'd hazard a guess that I'm far from being alone. Life is too short...   What I must do is all that concer...
Posted by Fabled Disgrace on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 09:39:00 PST

Beauty

A soul that sees beauty may sometimes walk alone. ~Johann von Goeth~  A man should hear a little music, read a little poetry, and see a fine picture every day of his life, in order that wo...
Posted by Fabled Disgrace on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 11:57:00 PST

Decisions, Decisions...

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Posted by Fabled Disgrace on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 02:24:00 PST

Home Sweet Earth

We have GOT to pay attention, people! What have we got to lose in responding to these warnings as if they are completely accurate? There are those who will not believe these reports til the threat jum...
Posted by Fabled Disgrace on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 10:06:00 PST

Colorado Springs

My heart aches for everyone involved in the Utah mall shootings last week, and the Colorado shootings yesterday. I pray that God will ease the sorrow of the families and friends who survive t...
Posted by Fabled Disgrace on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 04:14:00 PST