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Zen

... all i need to know from you is all i see....

About Me

i have captured so much in photographs over the last year...i want to see the world... the earth, the textures, the cultures, the colors... the things that make us different, the things that connect us all...
writing is an amazing outlet for me
my LiveJournal
i adore words, quotes, lyrics, poetry...ect
"...they call this a muddle puddle tweetle poodle
beetle noodle bottle paddle battle..."
"I am what I am,
i'll do what I want,
but I can't hide..."
i have never been more in love in my entire life...
"The most terrifying thing is to accept oneself completely" Carl Jung.
Zen is the art of seeing into the nature of one's being, of all beings.... calm mind, clarity, connection.....
***I am learning more about myself then ever before in my entire life.***
i am reconnecting with my inner child...
i'm feeling more grateful for everything, all things, everyday...

My Interests

Adventure.Passion. Movement. Dancing. Art. Photography. Words.Nature. Compassion. Sensuality. Music. Dancing. Freedom. Paranormal. Science.Philosophy.Poetry. Yoga. Zen. Cheese. Wine. Curiosity.

"maybe my wish knew
better than i did"...

my Favorite Flower, Lilies

i Love Joshua Tree National Park...

and Giant Ancient Trees...

and Halloween...

and being playful with my man...

and shooting photography...

I'd like to meet:



I go to Goth & Industrial Clubs to dance and enjoy friends.

I go out to nature to relax and renew.

I go to the movies, read books and take slow walks to be inspired.

I write poetry, paint and shoot photography to express myself creatively.

I go to the edge to realize and awaken.

wanna come?

Music:

anything i can dance, sing or flail to

Movies:

Lucas, Silence of the Lambs, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Lover, The Piano, Papillion, The Pianist, My Left Foot, Finding Nemo, The Little Mermaid *heart*, TCM, Dracula, Cujo... must I continue?

Television:

Discovery, Animal Planet, Science, more Animal Planet, The History Channel

Books:

Currently Reading

Eat, Pray, Love

The Intellectual Devotional

The Courage to Heal

Heroes:

inspiration

motivation

dedication
RIP my baby girl, Niko

My Blog

no club mojo

haven’t been to a club in some timehaven’t really wanted tolife has just been filled with other exciting and entertaining things to doand, club life carries with it a certain burdenoftenti...
Posted by Zen on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:48:00 PST

facing fears

so, in just one short hour, i will be facing a lifelong deep seated feari'm going back to schooland taking ... voice lessons... aaaaaaaaaah!i can't sing very well, and this has been a social plague fo...
Posted by Zen on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 05:30:00 PST

i surrender

i am going to get therapy...its been 6 weeks or so of dealing with pretty intense, deep and painful family stuff... (newly exposed stuff that has shaken my foundation of everything i've ever believed)...
Posted by Zen on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 12:35:00 PST

helpful

i'm also realizing and noticing that being helpful can, in small ways, be a little controlling... or at least perceived that way...i need to check the ways i'm being "helpful" and make sure its not ju...
Posted by Zen on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 10:56:00 PST

dissapointment

is a funny thingon the one hand, its a completely selfish emotion... you've built up some ideal in your mind... some hope, some wish that is important or exciting or even necessary, and when the floor...
Posted by Zen on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 09:37:00 PST

Rome, Italy

Rome, ItalyWe spent the next 4 nights in Rome. Our hotel was situated within a few minutes walk from the Colloseum, in between the Tiber River and Palatine Hill. The metro station exit dropped us off ...
Posted by Zen on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 05:45:00 PST

Santorini, Greece

Santorini, GreeceDay four and five brought us to Santorini, a volcanic island. Its actually a supervolcano, with most of the volcano undersea, but there is one very active volcano in the center. The f...
Posted by Zen on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 10:51:00 PST

Athens, Greece

Athens, Greece We began here at thee birthplace of western civilization, spending 3 nights total. I couldn't have imagined starting a European tour any place else. Athens is a modern, urban, concrete ...
Posted by Zen on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 04:16:00 PST

things i learned about myself this past year

i am not an angry personi have moments when i shun responsibility because i'm tired of being responsiblei've been responsible since i was 5i used to think responsibility meant not having any funnow i ...
Posted by Zen on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:33:00 PST

San Francisco ~ August 07

we had such a romantic, fun, playful, adventurous, spontaneous, exploratory time up north...i love that city so darn much...maybe one day, i'll/we'll call it home....but, for now...picturesEnjoy!...
Posted by Zen on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 05:36:00 PST