Check it Out
Keep the noise low.
She doesn't wanna blow it.
Shaking head to toe
while your left hand does "the show me around."
Quickens your heartbeat.
It beats me straight into the ground.You don't recover from a night like this.
A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets
barely whisper, "This is so messed up."Upon arrival the guests had all stared.
Dripping wet and clearly depressed,
he'd headed straight for the stairs.
No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch,
unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships.(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)He keeps his hands low.
He doesn't wanna blow it.
He's wet from head to toe and
his eyes give her the up and the down.
His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up.
But the body on the bed beckons forward
and he starts growing up.The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.She hits the lights.
This doesn't seem quite fair.
Despite everything he learned from his friends,
he doesn't feel so prepared.
She's breathing quiet and smooth.
He's gasping for air.
"This is the first and last time," he says.
She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He's holding back from telling her
exactly what it really feels like.He is the lamb, she is the slaughter.
She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her.
Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect.
He whispers that he loves her,
but she's probably only looking for se-...(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)So much more than he could ever give.
A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He waits for it to end
and for the aching in his guts to subside.The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.[Note: These are the lyrics to the album version of the song.
There is also a different version where chorus goes as:"The people, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to settle.
Die young and save yourself.
They take all the taste out.
It used to be the reason that we're even, now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself."
I'd like to meet:
WANT A BOY:
1.) who will hold and kiss my hand 2.) leave me notes in my room and on my car 3.) think of me 4.) tell me he loves me because he means it 4.) hug me 5.) make and buy me food 6.) take me places 7.) send me flowers at work 8.) wrestle with me 9.) take my crap 10.) love me because he loves me.
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and of course i would love to meet jake gyllenhaal, ryan gosling, johnny resnik, brad pitt, jared leto , james franco, mark ruffalo, david beckham, bruce willis and trey from laguna beach.MySpace Codes
Music:
A Love for Music
I will dig a hole
save my pennies for a rainy day.
I will dig a hole
savin' pennies for a rainy day.
I'm not scared.I will build a wall
sensin' trouble from a mile away.
I will build a wall
saw it comin' from a mile away.
I'm not scared.
I'm not scared.try, wearin' your insides out.
I don't even try.
I know I have seen the best I'll have.
I don't even try.I will just play dumb.
I won't hear a single word that's said
and I will bite my tongue.
never sing another song again.
I'm not scaredI'm not scared.try, wearin' my insides out.
I don't even try.
I know I have seen the best I'll have.
I don't even try.
never been one to take my chances.
I don't even try.clouds are comin',
air gets heavy
looks like trouble on a rainy day.
sun starts sinkin',
can't see my shadow,
looks like trouble on a rainy day.
holes uncovered,
walls will crumble,
all spells trouble on a rainy day.
Movies:
At the Movies
I love so many kinds of different movies, its hard to make a list. I love mostly romantic love stories... simply because i am a hopeless romantic... i love romantic comedies, movies with a good plot that i can follow, good comedies with good humor, movies with drama and movies i can relate too. And if im going to watch a scary movie, i think its cute to watch them a cute boy so he can hold me and make me feel better :] So hey... lemme know if your up for watching a movie with me.
Television:
Television Whore
Jamie Oliver, Dweezil and Lisa, Paula's Home Cookin', 30 Minute Meals with Rachel Ray, How to Boil Water, Date Plate, Tyler's Ultimate, International Cooking, Bobby Flay, Unwrapped, Top Five, Emril, Good Eats, Unwrapped the quiz show, Smallville, Even Stevens, Ed, Edd and Eddie, Judging Amy, ER, Step by Step, Will and Grace, Meet The Barkers, Scrubs, Recess, Made, Meet the Barkers, Law and Order, NYPD Blue, Charmed, Fear Factor, The Littlest Groom, G Phoria, X-Play, Unscrewed, MxC, Next, Laguna Beach, The Assistant, Next, Unscrewed, Pulse, Sweat, Recess, Boy Meets World, Who's Line is it Anyway, Third Rock From The Sun, Anna Nicole Smith, Discovery Channel, Then Inferno, Salute Your Shorts, Travel Channel, King of Queens, Yes Dear, Saved By the Bell, Full House, The Gauntlet, Simpsons, Malcom in the Middle, Degrassi, Ahhhhhh! Real Monsters, Fairly Odd Parents, Rocko's Modern Life, Ren and Stimpy, Angry Beavers, Saulute Your Shorts, Are You Afraid of the Dark?, Snick, Flash Foreward, Clarissa Explains it All, The Babysitters Club, Are You Afraid of the Dark, Pete and Pete, Daria, The Green Tom Show... not The Green Tom Show.
Books:
Reading [A B C's]
I am constantly reading and just like movies, i mostly like to read about romance. Just because i dont have much of it in my life anymore! :[ Nice to read about dreaming about what it could be! It helps me pass the time during breaks at school or at home... right along with my ipod. I dont really like reading anything scary... my mind wonders too much with it just because i cant really cuddle with a fella while im reading something scary. I can just cuddle with him! :]
Heroes:
Susie... need i say more?