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Mh. Z

I do what I Will.

About Me

Ask me no questions.
INFJ
4w5
I am morose, gloomy, proud and haughty, and of late - and perhaps for a long time before - I have been suspicious and fanciful. I have a noble nature and a kind heart. I do not like showing my feelings and would rather do a cruel thing than open my heart freely.
Sometimes, though, I am not at all morbid, but simply cold and inhumanly callous; it's as though I were alternating between two distinct characters. Sometimes I am fearfully reserved! I say I'm so busy that everything is a hindrance, and yet I lie in bed doing nothing. I don't jeer at things, not because I haven't the wit, but as though I hadn't the time to waste on such trifles.
I never listen to what is said to me. I only hear the intention behind the words. I am never interested in what interests other people at any given moment. I think very highly of myself and perhaps I am right. Well, what more? I believe in DISCIPLINE.
Hobbies: Too proud, I disdain calls for assistance. Too sure, I rarely keep anything in reserve. Too forward, I forget to cover my rear and flanks. Too upright, I refuse to lie or compromise.
Latest News: I'm egotistical, eccentric, dogmatic, whimsical, terribly demanding and unreasonable. Still, I'm not without my band of admirers.
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Love under Will,
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My Interests

Music, ritualistic dancing, self-mutilation/assessment/destruction, trading fluids, reading extreme propaganda, searching, finding, discarding, devouring, deflowering, dodging, runnin', funnin', spinnin', and winnin'....., but yeah.

I'd like to meet:

I like people who understand the importance of silence and the seduction of noise. I would really love to meet those of you who are forever misunderstood, those of you who have found your TRUE WILL.

Music:



Ant-Zen, Puertorican folk, apocalyptic folk, Punjabi folk, JAZZ, industrial, jungle, underground-abstract-alternative-trip hip hop, tribal house, indie rock, goth, IDM, EBM, metal, blues and rhythm, classic everything, Synapscape, Hypnoskull, P.A.L., Noisex, Imminent, Urawa, Torsion, Morgenstern, Ars Moriendi, H.P.P., Borstal, Orphx, Einsterzende Neubauten, Esplendor Geometrico, Wu-Tang Clan, I, Parasite, Tunnel, Beef, Ah-Cama Sotz, Midnight Oil, Rahkim, Velvet Acid Christ, Covenant, Suicide Commando, Numb, Wumpscut(old), Nosferatu, Lords of Acid, KMFDM (old), Pig, Ministry, Chemlab, Revolting Cocks, Lee Harvey Oswald Band, Primus, Tool(old), David Bowie, My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult, Controlled Fusion, Electric Hellfire Club, Buckethead, Shinjuku Filth, Noizguild, Navicon Torture Technologies, Abfall, Sex Object, Killer Bug, The Implicit Order, The End, Armenia, Acerimamente,Dangermouse, Die Warsau, Download, Aphex Twin, Skinny Puppy, Ritalin, Pigface, PCP, Sona Eact, Reset, Winterkalte, NKVD, Silk Saw, Jardin D'Usure, Bjork, Axiome, Venetian Snares, Squaremeter, Xingu Hill, Black Lung, Somatic Responses, Needle Sharing, Scorn, Jocelyn Pook, Teebee, Angelo Badalamenti, Dee Lite, Public Enemy, Big Daddy Kane, Eric B and Rakim, MF Doom, MF Grimm, Ill Bill, Necro, Non Phixion, Count Bass D, Mos Def, Talib Kweli, Sun Ra, Ice Cube, Gangstarr, Brand Nubian, Tupac Shakur, Coil, Biggie Smalls, The Rapture, Daft Punk, Masters At Work, The Melvins, Isan, Mutabaruka, Celia Cruz, Ruben Blades, Willie Colon, Angel Canales, Doormouse, Enduser, Ceniq, Brothomstates, Felix da Housecat, D.I.T.C., Killah Priest, Talking Heads, Gravediggaz, Madlib-Quasimoto-Astroblack,dj Rolando, C-Drik, Datach'i, Roger Rotor, 5f_55, Rollins Band, Little Brother, 9th Wonder, Asche, Djembe, Sarouba, Sabar, Raga Sangeet,Vedic hymns, Chango, Nil By Mouth Rec., Haus Arafna, etc... for starters

Movies:

William Friedkin. David Lynch. Alejandro Jodorowsky. Abel Ferrara. Brian De Palma. Martin Scorsese. Catherine Breillat. Alfonso Cuaron. Guillermo Del Toro. Tinto Brass. Takashi Miike. Stanley Kubrick. Yoshiaki Kawajiri . Katsuhiro ?tomo. The Coen Bros.

Television:

Peep the muxtape!

MyTube

Solipsistic Perspectives

Wanna see my Twits?

Books:

The Bible, The Qur'an, The Torah, Dostoevsky, Tolstoy, Gogol, Turgenev, Faulkner, J.D. Salinger, Ambrose Bierce, Neil Gaiman, Terry Pratchett, Poppy Z. Brite, Nancy A. Collins, Gherbod Fleming, Barbara Ehrenreich, George Orwell, Aleister Crowley, Frank Miller, Nathaniel Hawthorne, Edgar Allen Poe, Herman Melville, Harriet Beecher Stowe, Mark Twain, Ernest Hemingway, F. Scott Fitzgerald, William Shakespeare, many more...

Heroes:

Listen, you fuckers, you screwheads. Here is A Man who would not take it anymore. A Man who stood up against the scum, the cunts, the dogs, the filth, the shit.

Here is A Man who stood up.

My Blog

NRUA

...and never will.
Posted by Mh. Z on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 08:32:00 PST

Religion is bullshit.

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Posted by Mh. Z on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 09:42:00 PST

The Master.

"There are 400,000 words in the English language, and there are seven of them that you can't say on television. What a ratio that is. 399,993 to seven. They must really be bad. You know the seven don'...
Posted by Mh. Z on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 09:08:00 PST

Here, frenzy reigns.

From every direction rise the ecstatic screams of the Damned. Lights flicker on and off as the shadows leap about, wildly flinging themselves from wall to wall. In the midst of intoxicated revelry, so...
Posted by Mh. Z on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 08:40:00 PST

7

Seven Songs.
Posted by Mh. Z on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 09:05:00 PST

Edward Teach

I tread a lurching timber world,a reeking salt-caked hell;and yet, perhaps, no worse a world than yours,where bishops stroll through charnel yards with pomanders to smell;where vile men thrive and lov...
Posted by Mh. Z on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 04:24:00 PST

Honestly speaking...

Is honesty always the best policy?
Posted by Mh. Z on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 11:05:00 PST

The Tension Shows!

The Tension Shows!
Posted by Mh. Z on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 09:16:00 PST

Creepy Social Networking Sites

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Posted by Mh. Z on Mon, 19 May 2008 02:46:00 PST

The Ever-Nagging Remnant of Tribalism.

I must be the idiot.
Posted by Mh. Z on Sun, 11 May 2008 10:56:00 PST