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About Me

...and would it have been worth it, after all, would it have been worth while, after the sunsets and the backyards and the sprinkled streets, after the novels, after the teacups, after the skirts that trail along the floor -- and this and so much more?--it is impossible to say what i mean! but as if a magic lantern threw the nerves into patterns on a screen: would it have been worth while if one, throwing off a shawl and turning toward the window, should say: "that is not it at all, that is not what i meant at all."...."I like nons,;6ense, it wakes up the brain cells. fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities". --------------------"the first step - especially for young people with energy and drive and talent, but not money - the first step to controlling your world is to control your culture. to model and demonstrate the kind of world you demand to live in...so write your books, make your music, shoot your films and paint your art."-Chuck Palahniuk "; I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!
MySpace Layouts Click on the map to zoom in & make your own!"When one sees eternity in things that pass away, then one has pure knowledge." --BHAGAVAD GITA

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Member Since: 9/18/2006
Band Members: In the grey area between night and day, in the transition between awake and asleep, lies the world of dreams, a world of strange juxtapositions, of fears and loves, of the subconscious desires of the soul. This state, living on the edge between order and chaos, echoes the phase transition between solid and gas, between predictable, fixed structure and fluid, indeterminate freedom. Here, in all complex systems, resides the magical world of life, that state in which nature transcends mere being and erupts into a kaleidoscope of dynamic changes, a dance of delight in the beauty of creation.The simultaneous pain of parting and pleasurable anticipation of their next meeting drives the lovers towards their fate.
Influences: "The most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious. It is the fundamental emotion that stands at the cradle of true art and true science. Whoever does not know it and can no longer wonder, no longer marvel, is as good as dead, and his eyes are dimmed. It was the experience of mystery -- even if mixed with fear -- that engendered religion. A knowledge of the existence of something we cannot penetrate, our perceptions of the profoundest reason and the most radiant beauty, which only in their most primitive forms are accessible to our minds: it is this knowledge and this emotion that constitute true religiosity. In this sense, and only this sense, I am a deeply religious man... I am satisfied with the mystery of life's eternity and with a knowledge, a sense, of the marvelous structure of existence -- as well as the humble attempt to understand even a tiny portion of the Reason that manifests itself in nature." (A. EinsteinTo be governed is to be watched, inspected, spied upon, directed, law-driven, numbered, regulated, enrolled, indoctrinated, preached at, controlled, checked, estimated, valued, censured, commanded, by creatures who have neither the right nor the wisdom nor the virtue to do so. To be governed is to be at every operation, at every transaction noted, registered, counted, taxed, stamped, measured, numbered, assessed, licensed, authorised, admonished, prevented, forbidden, reformed, corrected, punished. It is, under pretext of public utility, and in the name of the public interest, to be placed under contribution, drilled, fleeced, exploited, monopolised, extorted from, squeezed, hoaxed, robbed; then, at the slightest resistance, the first word of complaint, to be repressed, fined, vilified, harassed, hunted down, abused, clubbed, disarmed, bound, choked, imprisoned, judged, condemned, shot, deported, sacrificed, sold, betrayed; and to crown all, mocked, ridiculed, derided, outraged, dishonoured. That is government; that is its justice; that is its morality.Pierre Joseph Proudhon, General Idea of the Revolution in the Nineteenth CenturyBeauty is unbearable, drives us to despair, offering us for a minute the glimpse of an eternity that we should like to stretch out over the whole of time. ~albert camus"...for shaking up the status quo and stepping on the wrong toes at the right time, strange things begin to happen. when these things occur you know you're beginning to hit home and the foundation is starting to split. i was here before and will be here after. the more it's put down, the stronger it gets. the moons and the finks and the rest of you deadbeats will always be washed up because you're nothing and you stand for less and there are a few of us left who know who you are." ~mickey "da cat" dora
Sounds Like: watercolor paintings from an open vein Life is but a brief moment. The years go by quickly and old age arrives suddenly before we have an inkling. People desire so many things and waste their days in vain. Some yearn for gold, others for power, yet others for glory and a higher station. But when death's moment nears and they look back at their lives they've lived, they realise they've been happy only during those moments when they've loved." - vahamaki"yeah-yuh" ~christine kuster
Record Label: n/f profit
Type of Label: Indie

My Blog

pulling teeth

I am, and have always been just another human being out to extract relative peace of mind and happiness from life. I reject the view that the state of our lives and the world as a whole...
Posted by black ajax on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 02:21:00 PST

suicides

Suicides     Let me try and draw a picture for you. I'd been downtown at the Berne facility for the Mentally Questionable for about ten years, always carrying a load of about 15 teenag...
Posted by black ajax on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 10:49:00 PST

cutting teeth

a sweet whispered secret i of the sun scrawl hieroglyphs shifting i-ching shapes and sands and glass and stands of trees the fallen leavesdiktat time flawed-logic faded seasons summerissumm...
Posted by black ajax on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 10:31:00 PST

sweet amen

a boy and a girl and absurd romance. "wouldn't it be nice to feel completely aliveinstead of halfway to death?"   
Posted by black ajax on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 11:27:00 PST

about: cusp of beauty

a love song for an angel. 
Posted by black ajax on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 11:23:00 PST

christine marie kuster

 the catalyst song7eventh Sign MVperception of this character most neededa quick talent to size up a situation and back a decision with sound logic logic the Cusp of Beautyforty-twocrossroadscolo...
Posted by black ajax on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 02:37:00 PST

please don't hate me...

    I'm loath to admit that it's all my fault  these problems of war and famine, genocide, dead babies, incendiary bombs and bunker busters. I'm the smoking gun, the catalyst for Bush's ...
Posted by black ajax on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 11:35:00 PST

satellite radio seeking unsigned artists

Pulse Now is North America's leading Satellite Internet radio station playing only the very best New Music from new, unsigned and emerging artists, worldwide. Broadcasting on the web at www.pulsenow.c...
Posted by black ajax on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 11:36:00 PST

the story of amazing grace

"Amazing Grace" has been a favorite, particularly in our Southern churches and no convention, especially a Baptist convention, is complete unless it has been sung at least once. John Newton was born i...
Posted by black ajax on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 02:01:00 PST

same circle

everyone knows they know sight unseen carrion carnival masks find the strength to take a breath re-memories torrents and tidal-waves synapse repeat ad infititum days of smiles  played on m...
Posted by black ajax on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 02:12:00 PST