I'm 31 years old, I have 2 daughters: Alexis, 11 and Katerina, 13. I lost my mother from breast cancer when I was a kid. She was 47 years old. I've lost a lot in life, and learned to appreciate what I have while I have it, because life is very fleeting. Shallow people piss me off. Yeah, there's more of me to love, but if you don't like it, don't look at it. I don't care if you think I'm fat. The truth doesn't hurt me. It's people's insecurities that make them ugly.
The older I get, and the more people I meet, the more I become very disappointed in the human race, and the more I love animals. Animals aren't judgmental, egotistical, belittling, controlling, condescending, abusive, or manipulative assholes like 99% of the human race. People like to look down on others that aren't like them...especially those I've met on AOL. AOL must be a magnet for the worst of the human race or something. While I can certainly understand their theory that I'VE gone nutzo, I certainly have NOT. I've simply grown out of spreading rumors about others, talking behind people's backs, being two faced, and judging others based on what they THINK they know about others. Some like to CLAIM they've "been patient" or "tried to help", but I've never once seen a word of advice, a kind/patient word, or an offer of help (even the slightest hand up, not hand out). People like to think awefully big of themselves, when they're no better than a crack whore on the street corner. They speak of others like they themselves have never done anything wrong in their lives. One in particular is so "high and mighty" that she seems to have forgetten that she's had restraining orders put on her because she was a bully in high school, and chose to live on the streets and in shelters because mommy wouldn't give into her bully ways. On top of this all, she SELF ADMITTEDLY doesn't even love her own child. She calls herself a "GOOD PERSON"????? FAR FROM IT, She was a bully in high school, she's a bully now, she will ALWAYS BE A BULLY. STOP WITH YOUR ILLUSIONS OF GRANDEUR MY SAD PATHETIC FORMER "FRIEND". Friends don't judge others, Friends don't assume bad things about their "friends", Friends don't listen to or spread rumors about their "friends". I very regrettingly called this person a friend at one time. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me...I'm no one's fool, tyvm.
There are a very FEW people I can say good things about, and I have to give credit where credit is due. Ginny...You are the best friend anyone could have. You understand, you say things to people whether or not they want to hear it, you are passionate, loving, and very caring. You'd give the shirt off your back for your friends, and that's the kid of person EVERYONE should be. Edie, what a kind, gentile, loving person you are. You'll always have my love and respect. Casey, everyone loves you, and there's a reason for that. You're a very spirited young woman who's never let all of life's cruelties drag you down. Keep it up young woman, you've got so much more going for you than you could ever imagine. Kate, NO WONDER YOU DON'T WANNA MEET THESE IDIOTS! It took me a while to understand, but believe me, I totally understand now. Gawd luv ya hun...this doesn't excuse you from meeting me tho :oP Tracey, even in the face of having an asshole for a boyfriend...on your part AND mine, you've remained a loyal, opinionated person who never lets other's opinions cloud your judgement. Holyoke...whatever your real name is off AOL, you've always remained a positive person, even in the face of other's negativity. You too, don't allow other's opinions to cloud your personal opinion of others. I've NEVER once seen you attack ANYONE else, EVER, even if they're attacking you. Sue, we started out rough way back in the day, but I'm proud to call you a true friend, you listen, you understand, you offer good advice, and you care.
To these people, I say good going, thank you, and keep up being a REAL decent human being that EVERYONE should aspire to be like. To most of the wonderful, understanding people from POGO that I've come to know and love, you know who you are...their are far too many to list.
To the rest...fuck off, grow up, and get over yourselves...you're NO BETTER than anyone else. Some say I'm a "coward" or a "chicken shit" for not staying to fight my battles with them in a chat room...guess what, it takes a bigger person to not fight over your stupid shit, and walk away than it does to sit there and argue like the fools you all are.
Take some time and look at your own faults before going pointing fingers at others...you might learn something about yourself in the process...after all...those who live in glass houses, should never throw stones. I've done MY soul searching, I KNOW who and WHAT I am...YOU DON'T. UNTIL YOU TAKE THE TIME TO KNOW...AGAIN, FUCK OFF.
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