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A Curse, A Hex and a Goodluck Charm!!!!!!!!!!!

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About Me

I try to live my life based on spiritual principles or as close to spiritual as i can, I have been given a second chance at life and i am grateful for all that i have today. It wasn't long ago that i would wake up everyday angry at the world for helping me survive it. One day i woke up and was sick of the emptiness i felt within myself, i was tired of living the way i had been living, i decided to surrender my will to the universe and let the people who cared about me check me into treatment. I haven't been empty in that way ever since. I owe the Universe Big Favors for sending me in the right direction, i want to give back for all of the things i have today, It feels good to not just be a need for more. I struggle today with living life and doing regular people stuff like laundry, and house cleaning and mommihood, and doing those things i say i will do, but overall i am grateful that those are my problems today! Not how am i going to get fucked up, or pay my rent. I have spent most of my life being fed up and apathetic toward political causes because of this feeling of futility as though nothing i could do could change anything and i had basically given up on the state of things. s few semesters ago i took my first Social Welfare Policy Class and became Angry, in fact alot Angrier than i think i had ever been about politics before. I think i became angry enough to actually care this time. I want to see positive change happen for this country and all the people in it. For the first time in US History we have a Socialist Senator (Bernie Sanders) and people are fed up with the way things have been going for a long time. Liberty should include social justice and equality, including Economic equality we have a growing economy but that economic growth is only seen by those who need it the least, Unbridled Capitalism brings economic slavery to those who work the Hardest! How is that Freedom, Liberty and Justice? (It almost makes me want to become a politician.)Things do change when people work toward change in a positive way, not riots and threats but when people see what they would like to see happen for the world and make steps to help that become reality, it will materialize, but work is required.I have a wide variety of interests and alot that i have yet to discover, I love School!I like Music i like books, i like painting, drawing, beading, sewing,I like making lamps and magnets, and Journals. I am curious about life ane everything in it. I am Mother first and foremost and it has been the most rewarding experience of my life...
You Are Surrealism
Dreamy and idealistic, you've created a world that is all your own.
It's very likely that you've either dabbled in drugs or are naturally trippy.
You are always trying to push beyond the boundaries of your culture and society.
You believe that art, love, and freedom can change the world. What Art Movement Are You?
You scored as III - The Empress. The Empress is a maternal symbol. She is the mother figure who loves, nurtures and protects. She will protect you, she will always be there when you are in trouble. When you fall over and graze your knee, the Empress will kiss it better. Yet she is not a weak figure. Her compassion is strength. If her children are threatened she will stop at nothing to protect them. If well aspected in a Tarot spread, the Empress can symbolise security, protection and unconditional love. If badly aspected it can represent over-protectiveness, fear of risk taking and refusal to face the real world.

III - The Empress


100%

VIII - Strength


88%

XIX: The Sun


75%

II - The High Priestess


75%

XI: Justice


75%

I - Magician


63%

0 - The Fool


63%

XIII: Death


63%

XVI: The Tower


63%

VI: The Lovers


56%

X - Wheel of Fortune


38%

XV: The Devil


31%

IV - The Emperor


25%
Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You?
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My Interests


I love School and learning i like classes that challenge the way i view the world.I am a Social Work Major. I Love Music, and Movies mostly Independant films and foreign films,and the classics.I like Film Noir and Old mobster films as well (i especiallylove the lingo that they used, ecspecially Marlon Brando)I like finding new things to like,such as music.The greatest thing about music is no matter how long you look for new music there will always be more.I Love Astrology, The Tarot, the Qabalah, Tea Leaf readings, palmistry, any kind of divination. I love Goddess and God Worship, Love and Joy Worship! The investigation of that which is sacred. Meditation, playing the guitar it's meditative ecspecially at my skill level which is pretty low, my mind clears when i practice... i love being with my kids on their level and being present in their space, playing chess with my son Julian is actually pretty good. i like having him read to me he enjoys it too. we practice zen often together.

I'd like to meet:

People with goals and ambitions and a deep love for music!, People who want to see positive change happen. Positive people "; I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

Music:

Sonic Youth, Sonic Youth, Sonic Youth and did i mention my favorite band of all time,Sonic Youth?P.J Harvey, Nick Cave and the bad seeds,The Birthday Party, Can, wire, Chrome, The Fall, 45 Grave, Bauhaus, Sonic Youth, The Dead Boys,The Gun Club,Crime,Big Black, Shellac,The Virgin Prunes, The Sex Gang Children,Beat Happening,Tones on Tail, Love and Rocket,Daniel Ash, David J., Jim O'Rourke, Simply Saucer,Free Kitten,The red house painters,this mortal coil,The modern Lovers,Syd Barret,Pink Floyd,modest mouse,built to spill,The Brian Jonestown massacre,The John Spencer blues explosion, the folk implosion,T.Rex,The Buzzcocks,The New York Dolls,Animal Collective,the germs,the legendary pink dots,Dr.Octagon,Digable planets,A Tribe Called Quest,The mother of invention,the violent femmes,silver apples,The stranglers,ween, the eels,The High beames,The Tolchock trio, The Red Bennies,the wolfs, ether,form of rocket,The black keys,the black lips, lush, Cocteau Twins,Siouxsie, Xene,Lisa Gerard,Blondie, The subhumans(english),Peter and the test tube babies,the plasmatics,mission of burma,the heaters, the decemberists,the descendants,the raveonettes,MC5,The Dresden Dolls,The clash,TSOL,GBH,throbbing gristle,psychic TV,The Avatars,Helios Creed,Bad Brains,Beck,Bob Dylan,The cosmic psychos,Fat Possum,Flipper,the Fugs,Gang of four,Ghetto Pony,Arcade Fire,Deerhoof,the prids,the earaches,+/-,Ghost stories,low,Born ruffians,Iceage cobra,The golden shoulders,The rosebuds,the frogs,Daniel Johnston,the modern lovers,Xray specs,the slits,the necros,sorry, Liars, Oneida,The Coral,the kinks,Gene Loves Jezabel, Chris and Cozy,Strawberry Switchblade,Rose McDowell,Sinead O'Connor,Alien Sex Fiend,,Massive attack,motorhead,unrest,the white stripes,Kraftwerk,the vaselines, Deadbolt, Poison Idea,The minutemen, Joy Division, The Pixies, The Breeders, The Slits,The Frogs, Thinking fellers union Local 282, BLONDE Redhead,The Sonora Pine, June of 44, Joan of Arc, Trans Am,The Sea And Cake,The Velvet Underground,Lou Reed, Frank Black and the Catholics,Simply Saucer, Sebadoh,Louis Barlow solo,Superchunk,The Folk implosion,Faust,Einsterzende Neubeuten,Thurston Moore solo,Free Kitten, The Flaming Lips,The Magnetic Fields,Sleater kinney,Bratmobile,Bikini Kill,C- Average,Unwound,Uilab,Stereo Lab,Neutral Milk Hotel,Yo La Tengo,The spells,Portishead,Cat Power,The Dandy Warhols,Morcheeba,The Talking Heads,The B- 52's,The Cure,Pavement,Girls Against Boys,Pere Ubu,The Minutemen, The Angry Samoans,GBH,Unsane,Flipper,The Misfits,The Butthole Surfers,The Dead milkmen,The Cramps,Patti Smith,Janis joplin,Led Zepplin,The Rolling Stones,Weezer,Squeeze, Madness,Dead Can Dance,Belle and Sebastion, A Minor Forest,Trans Am, The Misfits,The Dead Kennedy's, The Silver Jew's, Simply Saucer,Devo, The 13the Floor Elevators, Beck,Bjorn Ollsen, Boss Hog,Bob Neugan, Bratmobile, Helium, comet gain, Danny Elfman, Dead Can Dance,Erase Errata,Felt,Fo-trk-Ho,Emerson Lake and Palmer, Frank Sinatra, Johnny Cash, Hank Williams, Patsy Cline, Goxxip, Gravy Train, Harvey Milk,Jimi Hendrix, Patty Smith, Janis Joplin,love, magnet, Captain Beefheart, Men's Recovery Project, Porch Ghouls, The psychedelic furs, Quintron& Miss Pussy cat,The Ramones, Roky Erickson,Sarah Sharp, Shonen knife, Slumber party, stereo total, stereolab,uilab,The Stooges, Superchunk,Television,unrest, unwound,webelos,Yo la Tengo, Windy &Carl,The zombies, Radiohead,Bjork,Elliot Smith,Nick Drake,Luscious Jackson,The Melvins,Miles Davis,Brian Torff, George Shearing,Charles Mingus,(Any traditional Jazz with the stand up bass and any abstract Jazz),Astrud Gilberto,Billie Holliday,Ella Fitzgerald,Dave Brubeck,Duke Ellington,Elvis Costello, Queen,The Who,David bowie,Television,Blue oyster Cult,King Crimson,Motorhead,The Damned,Mike Watt,The Stooges, Coil,Current 93,Death in June,The Swans,Neptune Towers, Devo,Dick Dale,The Residents,Caroliner Rainbow,The spells,Supersuckers, merzbow, athlete's butt, wasatchsasquatch, scrummy, crash worship, nopagodas, arcaine device,controlled bleeding,Lee Ronaldo solo, Roger Miller, Nurse with Wound, Jobo Hilly, The Volts, Bjork, Daniel Johnston,Two Shirley's, the winks, buzzcocks, HEAD OF GANESH!, Ancient Pistol, Stilleto, the V-Area, Chubby Bunny, The Dreadful Yawns, Melt Banana, Tampoffs, swervedriver,The Queers, The Machines, The Ravens,Deadbolt, The boogaloo Swami's, Wolf Eyes, Astro Pink robot burrito, The Coma's, Owl's, Dinosaur Jr, Guided by Voices, Yeah Yeah Yeah's, Infidels, The dreadful Yawns,The Red Crayola,Group Home,Corrosion of conformity, Black flag,the sex pistols,DEVO, Adam Ant,COIL,The Modern Lovers,Queens of the stone age,The fucking ChAMPS,The Gurus,Richard Hell and the voivods,Sun Kil Moon,Blues goblins,the boredoms,The circus devils,comets on fire,cursive,Dead Kennedys,the electric prunes,gomez,the halo benders,husker du, jad fair,libraness,liliput,love, the lurkers,mazzy star,negativland,ONEIDA,smegma,the ruts,seachange,spoon, Steven Malkmus,the vexations,ween,wilco,X,primus, The Diableros, Birds of Delay, The Colour, The Thieves, NED, Distance Research,The TransChamps, The fucking Champs, The Same, The Party of Helicopters, Windy and Carl, dreamend, Loftus, Maju,The Cankers, nopagodas,Ursula Tree, In Gowan Ring, Elsewhere, Erosion, Fumamos, The Downers, The Creatures,Psychedelic Furs,Crass,Tom Waits,Man or Astroman?, Sigur Os,The Blackheart Procession,The Lounge Lizards,John Coltrane,Sun Ra,Charlie Parker,Thelonius Monk,Frank Zappa, Emerson Lake and Palmer,and much much more...

Movies:

Sunset Boulevard, Casa Blanca, At the Waterfront, The Un Chien Andoile, Far away so Close, Wings of Desire, Until the end of the World, Suzanna, Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind, Babette's Feast, One flew over the Cuckoo's Nest, Cabaret, Santa Sangre, Italia, The Godfather movies, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Corpse Bride, Harry potter 1-4, The Usual Suspects, American Beauty, Small Time Crooks, Manhatten, Strangers on a train, Dead Man Walking, Seven, 8mm, Wild at Heart, etc.....I could go on and on... My Favorite Director's; John Waters, David Lynch, Luis Bunuel,Kenneth Anger,Hitchcock, Wim Wenders, Ingmar Bergman, Woody Allen, Fellini, Wes Anderson, Francis Lord Coppola, Sophia Coppola,Kathryn Bigelow, Tim Burton,etc...etc....Ad Infinitum.

Television:

Myspace is just as bad as television! It sucks away hours of your life. But there has to be a purpose for it or it wouldn't exist right?

Books:

The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz, The Power of Now by Eckhart Tollie also A New Earth, Marianne Williamsons Illuminata, Conversations with God by Neal Donald Walsh, Walden One By Henry David Thoreau, Walden Two, A Brave New World By Aldous Huxley, The Grapes of Wrath and Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck, Jitterbug Perfume,Still life with woodpecker, half asleep in frog pajamas, another roadside attraction, even cowgirls get the blues, by Tom Robbins, The Chronicles of Narnia by C.S. Lewis, The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings by J.R.R.Tolkien, Dandelion Wine by Ray Bradbury, Bloodcurdling Tales of Horror and the Macabre by H.P. Lovecraft, The Acid House By Irvine Welsh, The Girl with Curious Hair by John Foster Wallace, The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath, Lord Jim by Joseph Conrad,Harry Potter 1-6 by J.K Rowling, Book 4, The Book of the Law, Diary of a Drug Fiend, Moon Child by Aleister Crowley, Freedom is a two-edged sword by Jack Parsons, Battlefield Earth By L.Ron Hubbard,Other Authors include Edgar Cayce, Sylvia Brown.


You're Siddhartha!
by Hermann Hesse
You simply don't know what to believe, but you're willing to try anything once. Western values, Eastern values, hedonism and minimalism, you've spent some time in every camp. But you still don't have any idea what camp you belong in. This makes you an individualist of the highest order, but also really lonely. It's time to chill out under a tree. And realize that at least you believe in ferries.
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Heroes:

My Aunt Pat, whose battling Cancer., My Cousin Leann, and all the 19 others who shaved their heads for my sweet Aunt! Mahatma Gandhi, The 14th Dalai Lama, Madame H.P. Blavatsky, Jane Addams, Dion Fortune, Israel Regardie, Aryeh Caplan, Sylvia Plath, W.B. Yeats, Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg, C.S.Lewis, J.K. Rowling, Nelson Mandela, Martin Luther King Jr., Malcolm X, Ram Dass, Migene Wipler Gonzales, Cesar Chavez, Rosa Parks; Anyone who at anytime challenged authority on the basis of equality, be it for race,sex,religion, social class or for free thought!

My Blog

My Aunt Pat’s Newspaper Article

Nearly clean shaven Pat Garrard smiles at friends and family while her husband Jim looks on from behind. Pat has been diagnosed with breast cancer for the second time and will start chemotherapy this ...
Posted by A Curse, A Hex and a Goodluck Charm!!!!!!!!!!! on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 11:31:00 PST

Ralph Nader Sues Democratic Party!!!

Here is a little something i like to call justice! I am Glad Ralph Nader isn't going to standfor being pushed around by people who will bend their virtues to get elected such as; Hillary, Barack,and ...
Posted by A Curse, A Hex and a Goodluck Charm!!!!!!!!!!! on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 08:02:00 PST

I’m going to shave my head!

So i just heard that my Aunt Pat who has been one of my favorite Aunts since i was small,has a cancerous tumor on her brain. This isn't the first time she has battled with cancer or the first time she...
Posted by A Curse, A Hex and a Goodluck Charm!!!!!!!!!!! on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 03:13:00 PST

Diogenes and the world of cynicism

Diogenes of Sinope(412-323 B.C.) was perhaps one of the most eccentric and interesting of philosophers. There is a story about Diogenes carrying around a lantern in broad daylight claiming to be in se...
Posted by A Curse, A Hex and a Goodluck Charm!!!!!!!!!!! on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 12:54:00 PST

Call to Action

Please forward this to as many ppl and groups/listserves that you may be a part of. Let's make sure the pressure on Jena, the LA state govn't, and Fed. govn't continues and this burgeoning mvmnt conti...
Posted by A Curse, A Hex and a Goodluck Charm!!!!!!!!!!! on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 10:04:00 PST

Ron Paul. Not my President!

There is a lot of Hype lately about Ron Paul,people are so easily swayed by advertising. my advicewould be to do some research go to Ron Pauls homepage and look up what his main objectives are,http://...
Posted by A Curse, A Hex and a Goodluck Charm!!!!!!!!!!! on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 03:01:00 PST

Consciousness Inspection

cONSCIOUSNESS iNSPECTIONDreamtime the tide went outslipped up the stairs, falling upThe TV screen is flashing Yellow Brightthe battery's stopped working.the toilet is backed up,It's raining in here an...
Posted by A Curse, A Hex and a Goodluck Charm!!!!!!!!!!! on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 11:58:00 PST