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T his is one of the hardest pains i have ever felt cut in to my hart. Baby was such a huge part of my life the past 5 years. i have such a love for him, more then i have for most family members. Y something so deadly like cancer has to hit such a warm and loving animal like baby (even tho he wanted to eat my pizza! ) i just dont no. i have not had sleepless nights like this for many many years. BUT I KNOW that inside, baby knew he had us people around him that would stay with him till his last moments on this earth. he in no way could have had any more of a loving family to spend his time here with. i think of the days i would wake up in the summers and get up early with him to go in the front and toss around the ball a bit, before most were awake in the house, at times i would run in to your dad tossing around the ball, then pizza would RUN OUT and have to play right next baby and be part of what his big brother was doing. he has made an dent in my life that will stay. Baby is TRUE proof to the world around us that, YES, u can love an animal just as a family member, and make him one of yours, proof that, in many ways, u can love them more then life it self, that a fat, 4 lag, hairy animal can be so full of love that he had more then enuff to share with us all.
On the night of his last sunset, his last feel of the cold nights air, and the coming of his last few breaths, he had all of his most favorite, loved ones around him to make him feel as warm and safe as he could ever feel. I no he was scared, and my god i was my scared then i have even been, and at the same time, there was more love in that one room that night then i have ever felt in my 28 years on this earth.
Baby, We all love u more then u can ever belive,
P.S. I LOVE YOU BIG BROTHER - PIZZA
HEY, THANKS FOR STOPPING IN TO MY PAGE. Ill be heading out to Hollywood Jan 26th-29th and will be looking to do a few TFCD shoots. Any girls from the Hollywood area email me if interested in working out a TFCD with me.
A BIT ABOUT ME-My Name is Jon. IM 27 years old and I've been in the music world for many year. When i was younger in school, people would tell me that "im slow , cant ready well and will never do anything with myself, WELL FUCK THEM!!! in 2003 I landed a major record deal with wind up records, put out my first CD in 2004, my songs have been heard on The Punisher movie sound track-2004, Wes craven's "CURSED"-2005, Video games Like, MVP baseball 2004 and Nascar Thunder chase for the cup-2005.. right now im working on the bands new CD with guitar player Bill, and i think this new CD WILL BE BETTER THEN THE FIRST in many ways for me. alot has happen in the last 2 years of being away from the music seen, first its the longest i have ever been away from music, people have come and gone, got some new friends, have my own buseness of photography and graphics and life is moving ok. Over this past holiday Im seeing how many chapters i have in my life, I saw some old friends at some holiday parties, people i would hang with all the time, now just the people i see for maybe an hour during a xmas party, and soon, maybe never again. Its amazing to me how life is just a long book, years turn in to chapters, and the people play parts in my life story. We all now enter the new chapter of 2007. Happy New years every one. and best wishes in 2007
Photography has turned in to a very fun thing in my life. I started shooting in high school about 10 years ago. The last 3 years i have put in alot of time in with photographer. I love to shoot landscapes and wild life when i get the time to do so. I found that shooting models can be a great thing when you work with people with the same goal of making a great photo. The outcome of a great photo for me is the same as writing a song that i really like. I love to kill my time at the movies and traveling when i can. Hope to hear from some of you, send me and email when u can.. TALK TO U SOON!!!
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-Portfolio Development Headshots, Fashion, Glamour (FHM / MAXIM STYLE SHOOTS), Comp Cards. email for package deals and info. When emailing please send details on what you are looking to do so that we can send you the best package offer ASAPemail: [email protected] or email right from myspace.- Photo Retouching & Restoration Get rid of blemishes, red eye and other flaws in your photos. pump up the contrast, color and and bring out your main focus. Restore your old photos, fix rips, stains, color, and in some cases, put it back together!-Photo manipulation add effects, sky, background, people
