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About Me

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TennayaLayoutsi suppose we all write here how we want other people to see us....not what we really are... Or maybe we are all painting perfect reflections of who we are at this stage in our life.. Whichever way you look at it... if we think too deeply when writing a blog... our heads may well implode. So in fear of my head imploding... i will write the first thing that comes to my mind when trying to describe me. I live my life with my heart and my instincts. And considering my instincts are always one step ahead, I never feel settled or content. I never follow a path unless it feel right... and at this point in my life... this path feels great! ( n.b. It is actually possible to walk a tragic path that feels right. Thats lifes way of making us stronger and if we run away, we miss the point ) I am nearing 30 and can't wait. I will have enough youth to run wild, and enough life experience to know where all the fullfilling fun is at. I love coffee, wine and nibbly food. I am confident, yet get nervous around tall, loud people. I am fine entertaining hundreds of people, but stick me in a crowded room or club... and I shut down. I love old buildings, stenciled street art and quirky individualists, yet I live on the gold coast. I have faith, that with the rapid population growth of this area... that culture will soon arrive on gold coast shores. Having fun searching for it anyway. I am a closet artist and still treat it as if it is a 'sometimes food'. I am always thinking about it like pre-menstural woman does chocolate. Pulling out the paints feels naughty and indulgent. That wont last long. I get inspired by passionate people, Toms good moods in the morning, great design and culture magazines and coffee never fails to flick the 'inspire me' switch. Sometimes I see a picture or reflection of myself and don't feel real. What could this mean? Maybe I am so much of a dreamer I think I am someone else. I wish I had more energy to party and create... but commuting sucks me dry. Not long to go and work will be close to home. I love my job so it is worth a bit of pain. Life is sweet when you leave in the pickles.Tim Burton Vidjo

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My Interests

Makeup, Art , Film, claymation, other peoples philosophy on life, funny home videos, Shoes, Tommy (awww), anything that makes me laugh... farts make me laugh unfortunately.

I'd like to meet:

People who inspire, and people who want to play with cameras and create wonderful pictures ......Anyone who decides to do something big... and then actually does it....... and the kid on t.v. on the midday movie who said.." Yeah, well, what are you going to do for a face when King Kong wants his butt back?!".

Music:

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

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Movies:

I am in love with Tim Burton....The Machinist affected me in a weird way... seeing Christian Bale like that makes me feel dehydrated, Amelie I loved, Brokeback Mountain made me cry, Chicken Run made me proud to see my Aardman heros on the big screen, Lord of The Rings reminds me of my time in N.Z., Dumb and Dumber is an all time favourite, Moulin Rouge is visually my favourite but the story is too much like a time in my past, Whale Rider was amazing, Phenomenom made me dream I had super powers, E.T. gave me nightmares as a kid, The Matrix was great, Life Is Beautiful made me bawl, Talk to Her still wierds me out.... Movies are my favourite past time...

Television:

tv rots your brain

Books:

The Artists Way

Heroes:

Anyone who has courage to do the things which scare/challenge them the most. Anyone who utalises all of their talents and lives outside the perception of who they ought to be. And anyone without the wank factor. Bill Gates.