About Me
I don't want to define myself very much, i'm afraid to exceed or the opposite. Curiosities: I have fear.
However, i can say that:
I looove fashion, music is also part of my world, i love everything different but good; i like trying to make a difference, by my acts, and i am as a person, not only because the feeling of being/do the socially acceptable reveals lack of courage and determination, but because the difference carry to the evolution as well; i'm frivolous but i know there are some other things more important in life; i like the night, it's beautiful and misterious. Maybe i'm boring but i know my value and others value.
I can't with fanatic people for what is socially acceptable. I hate: new-rich and those (new rich) who believe they are "chic", they cause me nausea; provincial and rudeness people; no attitude people; prejudiced people and even those who are proud to be like that. Shame on you!; and other things...
I think i'm curious because of my being way, i think i'm relative 'cause everyone has a different opinion about me, maybe just 3 or 4 persons in the world know me well, but not totally, neither me, and i hope i never think i do, i believe people should try to know the others but mainly themselves 'till our last days.
I'm not gonna say i'm nice, funny and all those things, i'm not saying i'm not, i don't know, i am for those who deserve it, or at least i try, so each one draw your own conclusions, i just don't want to please anybody, i am what i am and for what i see sometimes i feel happy for being like this.
I don't want to seem like i'm the best, i just got the minimum self-value and i'm honest.
I don't care about what the others think about me, i hate when someone tries to cut into my life and mainly (trying to) tell me how i should live it, i'm adult and i know what i do; i don't cut into anybody's life so i appreciated a lot if everybody did the same with me. I only care about 3 or 4 persons opinion, as i've already said, no matter the names, not because (at least all of them and in all the aspects) they seem like me and/or they interfere in my decisions but because they get me and they can, on this way, carry to any evolution of me as a person (this is what it matters to me).
I'm crazy and lucid at the same time, i do believe in my being way, my lifestyle and in my choices and i don't let anybody to interfere on it (mainly if they're trying to stop me of being happy), anyone, that's why i only like to live with things and persons who make me happy.
That's enough of mexican novel.. :p
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