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shadowed dream

the fastest way to a man's heart is through his ribcage...

About Me

Miscellaneous things about me:
*i live in New Mexico, USA.
*i work online from home and my favorite work clothes are my PJs.
*i love to travel and do so whenever i can.
*i've moved 9 times in the last 8 years.
*i have three cats, all of whom are neurotic and think they are human.
*i collect gargoyles, gothic dolls and vampirella comic books.
*i love to cook, but i know nothing about wine.
*my favorite drink is a shot of jagermeister topped off by a little rockstar or a kamakazi on the rocks or a gin and tonic, if it's made with really good gin.
*coke instead of pepsi whenever possible, jolt over both of those when i can find it.
*tea over coffee.
*i paint (badly).
*i write (better than i paint).
*i like dark, broken things; they inspire me.
*i am at home on the fringes, and i consider myself a traveller, not only of the world, but of my own mind.
*esoterica and mysticism fascinate me.
*things that go bump in the night turn me on.
*i have several tattoos, in varying locations.
*i love inked skin, i think its sensual as hell to be able to lay entwined with a lover and trace the ink in his/her skin with my tongue or a trail of kisses.
*longer hair on a guy is sexy.
*blue or green eyes with dark hair make my knees weak.
*my friends call me "duckie"

The blog entries are a mix of my own fiction, the occasional dear diary type entries, and the overflow of my ungodly addiction to surveys, quizzes and general crappy online tests...
You're as smooth as Tennessee whiskey.
You're as sweet as strawberry wine.
You're as warm as a glass of brandy.
And I stay stoned on your love all the time.
~ Ryan Dunn's tattoo
If you want to know more, drop me a line - i'm not adverse to sharing my email or MSN with someone.
I Don't Care
by: Apocalyptica ft. Adam Gontier
I try to make it through my life
In my way
There is you
I try to make it through these lies
That’s all I do
Just don't deny it
Just don't deny it
And deal with it
Yeah deal with it
You tried to break me
You wanna break me
Bit by bit
That’s just part of you
If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care,
I don't care,
And all the things you left behind,
I don't care,
I don't care
I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But you’re all I see right through
That’s all they do
I'm getting tired of this shit
I got no room when inside this
But if you wanted me just deal with it
So...
If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care,
I don't care,
And all the things you left behind,
I don't care,
I don't care
(I never cared about, I never cared about)
(You won't be there for me; you won't be there for me)
(Piano solo)
If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care,
I don't care,
And all the things you left behind,
I don't care,
I don't care
If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care,
(I never cared about, I never cared about)
I don't care,
And all the things you left behind,
I don't care,
(you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me)
I don't care at all
and just to see if anyone really reads these things:

My Interests



reading/writing/fan fic/painting/spending way WAY too
much time online

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I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet the usual plethora of musicians whose music i like, mostly just to talk lyrics and about the creative process of putting a song together...Anne Rice (whom i did meet briefly at a book signing after party several years back - yay me!)...Gabriel Dante Rossetti (if he was still alive)...
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Music:

totally depends on my mood: anything from HIM to Nickleback to
Rammstein to Motley Crue to the Ramones to Sinatra to 69 Eyes

Movies:

horror flicks - the cheesier the better, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon,
The StormRiders, The Bride with White Hair (seeing a theme here yet?),
some foreign movies (Cinema Paradiso was great)

Television:

BtVS, Firefly, Angel, etc - damn you, joss! Law&Order, in any incarnation,
Jackass/VlB reruns, Supernatural

Books:

anything by Poppy Z. Brite, Anne Rice, Stephen
King, true crime stories

Heroes:





Press at your own risk =)

My Blog

how to waste a sunday evening...

1. What's your favorite ice cream flavor?Baskin Robbins' bubblegum or Cold Stone Creamery's lemon sorbet 2. Cable or Satellite?Cable3. Favorite video game?at the moment, cubis, and its an online PC g...
Posted by shadowed dream on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 09:14:00 PST

erm...

its about 2am, and its warm out - not so much that you need the air/swamp cooler on, but warm enough to have the windows open. i also have new neighbors. havent seen them yet, but the empty apartment ...
Posted by shadowed dream on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 12:55:00 PST

ficlet

(A/N: cross-posted from my LJ)The sun filters through the shades, making me squint as it strikes my eyes. Fuck. I hate mornings, even if they do come at 3pm. My eyes don't want to focus, and I feel li...
Posted by shadowed dream on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 03:30:00 PST

stuff...

if its possible, i think i sunburned the tops of my feet while i was out running errands yesterday. just the tops, where they were exposed in flip-flops. which looks mighty funny, red toes then tan wh...
Posted by shadowed dream on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 07:03:00 PST

oh my god...

"Oh My God" - Pink ...
Posted by shadowed dream on Sat, 31 May 2008 06:37:00 PST

happy cyn

i feel fan-fucking-tastic today. like i've made it through a storm and come out on the other side into the sunshine. i finally got some decent sleep, so i dont feel like a zombie, which is always a pl...
Posted by shadowed dream on Sat, 24 May 2008 03:37:00 PST

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"The Vampire" When I was born, shadow comin' into your life The dark side of your sun coming to Coming to Everyday, sin is deeper in your heart and Screaming souls, deeper and deeper Come into...
Posted by shadowed dream on Fri, 23 May 2008 06:23:00 PST

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"If I Die Tomorrow" - Motley Crue I wake up to find myself After all these years And where all the time has gone Still seems so unclear 'Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so...
Posted by shadowed dream on Thu, 22 May 2008 09:54:00 PST

im tired

"delicate" - damien ricewe might kiss when we are alonewhen nobody's watchingwe might make it homewe might make out when nobody's thereit's not that we're scaredit's just that it's delicateso why do y...
Posted by shadowed dream on Tue, 20 May 2008 11:54:00 PST

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"Cheers Darlin'" - Damien RiceCheers darlin' Here's to you and your lover boy Cheers darlin' I got years to wait around for you Cheers darlin' I've got your wedding bells in my ear Cheers darlin' You ...
Posted by shadowed dream on Mon, 19 May 2008 06:25:00 PST