Hello Friends...My name is Cookie. I currently live in TX by way of St. Louis MO. I moved here in October 2007 to start a new life with my fiance, Eyeused2b. He's the spirit behind the smile these days and I love him with everything I have.I grew up mostly in St. Louis. I had a JERRY CURL! Yeah, follow the drip...right. I suffered much torment from guys and gals. My father didn't understand that my hair SUCKED. I was one of those kids who didn't really physically develop until MUCH later than all the other girls so my flat ass chest and lack of booty was the brunt of many-a-joke. So it is safe to say, my childhood wasn't great. Kids can be sooo mean man. Anyway, I grew up bowling, something which I happen to be good at. Then I played softball. Another sport in which I excelled. Then basketball and track. I was very sports inclined. A huge tomboy to the core. I didn't really do the womanhood thing til 18 or so. I had an awkward transitioning phase but boy, when I finally did...I hit the ground running.I used to model in St. Louis and have a few shows & photo shoots under my belt to show for it. I like quirky fashion, sharp lines, and lots of color. I think if I were 10 years younger I would delve into the field of fashion design. I love changing clothes of my own to better suite my style. I love heels with EVERYTHING. A persons fashion tells a lot about them. It tells what kind of person they are. If they're warm, cold, or just boring. Sometimes my outfits work, sometimes they don't. Fashion 101 needs to be a required course in high school. Anyway, I digress.Music. It is the ultimate fabric of life. It's the unspoken universal language that everyone understands. That's why people in China STILL love and support Michael Jackson. Music is my salvation. It's a place to go when you wanna feel. It's a place to go when you don't wanna feel. Music and the cords behind it encompasses so many emotions it's unbelievable. You really get what the artist is feeling. I like everything but country. Some is ok, but for the most part, I'm good. I love house and disco. I like groove music like Jamiroquai and DJ Heather. That usually sets the tone for the day. Then after work, depending on my mood, I'll put in some harder House or something that'll make me dance. I love car-dancing. I think it should be a sport. I'd so win. I like car-sining. We all know that car-singing makes the singer sound better than they really are. But they look stupid as hell though. You know when you're at a light and you see someone singing to their favorite song...you laugh. Then they see you laughing at them and they try to downplay their profuse love for the song...that's me. I'm always caught singing n' ridin. Oh well. lol I wish I could sing.I will be going to school for a degree in Business to further my chance for opportunity. These days, you gotta have that piece of paper. My plan is to get my degree, move back to St. Louis with my family as a Robinson, and be comfortable with a career, not just a job. I want the cute little ranch style house with a fenced in back yard. Sounds do-able.I have two kids, 9 & 4. My 4yr old has REALLY long hair that I braid but he wants it cut low like my 9yr old. My 9yr old is a Sonic fiend! But it's cool. I love my boys and smile at the progress they've made since their living under one roof. See, Eyeused2b and I both have a child of our own and it's been a blast having two boys instead of one. Their both so different, polar opposites.Lately, I've been working out like a maniac. I've been jogging, doing sprints, even jumping jacks. *lol* My main source of exercise comes from many many different abdominal workouts to hopefully target every muscle underneath my "mommy-fat". Since moving to TX, I've gained a whopping...you ready...20lbs!! That's not cool for me. That may work for some, but I'm used to my size 4s. It's crazy. Since moving here, I cook almost everyday...like full meals!!! I never cooked a full meal really. Just kinda threw something together for myself, but I always made sure my son ate. I feel like a black Rachel Ray now. lol Eyeused2b doesn't mind a little extra weight but I'm not feeling all that healthy. I'm changing my eating habits; not stuffing myself to sleep. I have that "itis" like a mug.I stare at people. Anyone and everyone. I will stare at you if you're absolutely beautiful or fuckin ugly. I stare at babies, toddlers, middle aged and old people. White, Black, Yellow, Brown - anyone. If I stare at you, it's because your eyes are too far apart, or your piercing is cool, or your mouth is really small, or your hairline is strange, or your cheeks are really high. "Normal looking" people don't get the stare. Just people in MY eyes who have a certain feature, whether it be good or bad, that jumps out at me and draws my attention. Am I the only person who does this?I have Monk-ism. I have a tendency to walk into a room and find that one single object that isn't straight and STRAIGHTEN IT before I do anything else. Picture frames, lamps, table & chair sets, hangers in a closet. Now I don't do this all the time to each and every thing I see. Just when I'm alone or when it's painful to look at. lol((whew)) If you read all of this, thanks! You really took the time to know a lil more about me. That's cool. Most people don't read down this far. lol But obviously YOU did. Read some other stuff like TV Shows I like and What I Would Do If I Won The Lottery.
~hugs & deuces~
