Lets see about me…
I’m currently a senior in highschool, the 2/3rds-founder and current president of the Gay-Straight Alliance at my school. I’m 18 years old and I’m single and yet all my female friends keep telling me that I’m cute or good looking or a great person and that is no reason why I should be single but yet I want to I want to become a part of their BBW(big beautiful women) clan.
I like to program and code (not use a WYSIWYG what you see is what you get. Program like dream weaver or front page etc.) I’m told I’m fairly good at writing but I’m nowhere compared to my friend Leech.
I think that I’m going to enter on a path of becoming somewhat of an alternate methods healer because I’m into essential oil, gemology, and I think that healing can come from our energy fields and the lay on of hands.
I’m currently looking for a relationship and am having a problem with it because it seems like men’s favorite past time are to try and use me and then turn around and stomp on my heart saying that they’re not ready for a relationship or they just want my friendship after making out with me and trying to play with my genitals through my pants (and I’m not referring to any one specific person here srry)
What I would like from a relationship is companionship, someone I can talk to, cuddle in their arms for hours and not have it go anywhere, the ability to go out and get coffee and talk and hold hands in public. Someone who’d like to sweep me off my feet (mostly figuratively), someone who doesn’t look at a relationship as a means of getting laid or the ultimate goal of a relationship being lots of sex. I want someone who’s there to hold me when I cry and tell me that everything’s going to be ok while they wipe away my tears and run their fingers through my hair.