I happen to be taken by a very wonderful man whom I can tell anything and everything. He treats me amazingly, and I can make an ass out of myself around him and know that we'll both be laughing about it later.
***T R A N S L A T I O N*** ::: I am NOT single
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Pronounced "Feral". Like wild and untamable.As a person, I have an issue with staying focused on just *one* thing. So, needless to say, I keep myself busy, or at least entertained. Multi-tasking keeps my mind stimulated moreso than doing just one task. If I'm emptying the dishwasher, I have the television on, listening to a crime show.
I have a thing for drawing, and have been doing so since my little hands could keep a firm grip on a crayon. After about 18 years, I've developed a few different styles, and generate an audience whenever I whip out my sketchbook and drawing utensils. I have a tendency to separate myself from the world around me.
I've been described as a walking anime character from the way I dress and how act around people. I dont consider that a bad thing, to me it means that people find me entertaining. I'm a bit of a social butterfly but shy when people get to know me. I dont let everybody in at once, and sometimes I dont let people in.
I have a bit of a third eye, and I make it a point to see the stories from all sides. I can see and feel things that others cant, I dont mean that in the Paranormal sense though. I can see a point that nobody thought to make and I can pick up tension in a room at the drop of a hat.
I also multi-task as much as possible. I wouldnt say I have ADD, but there are times when I go from one thing to another to another without realizing it. But, it's all an attempt to keep my mind stimulated. Somewhere in there, I learn something new. A stimulated mind is a good thing. And thinking isnt illegal, so I do stuff that keeps my mind active, be it writing, debating, writing, role-playing, writing, posting on forums or discussing multiple sides to one story and deciding whose side I'll take, if I choose a side at all.
Oh, did I mention I like to write? I have a knack for writing really fast, many people get annoyed with the constant "tippity-tippity-tip-tap-tap-tip" coming from my keyboard. I role-play on one of my favourite forums, and have multiple characters on there, some are known, others are not. Regardless, it gives me a great medium to express my imagnation without people claiming what a big-time weirdo/freak I am. Also, when the inspiration hits me, I bury myself into files filled with text composing a story, even if it's just the history for one of these characters.
One of my more recent hobbies that I found and like to indulge in is Modeling and Photography. Modeling came first and when I reaized that I CAN be the subject of good pictures, it gave me a bit of an esteem boost and urged me to experiment with posing, expressions, posture and looks. I like what I've discovered and now see Modeling as another form of self-expression.
As for Photography, I'm not the best at it and I need to use more models besides the 6 cats I live with, but I'm still practicing. I've managed to capture some really good images. My boyfriend is also well on his way to becoming a good photographer, so he uses me for practice. Believe me when I say we're going to be one amazing duo some day. =)
I am also a proud employee of Hot Topic. I also shop there. And if you dare think any less of me for that, I know that I dont need to be involved with you in any way. I am not a Goth, nor am I a Raver, a Punk, a Juggalette or Emo kid. I wouldnt consider myself "Preppy" either.
I have a thing for bright colours on black, but I also have a thing for the 'Corporate' look. Blazers, fedoras and dress pants, in my opinion, add a feel of class and mystery to a person.
I work in Retail, obviously since I just said I work for Hot Topic. I've enjoyed retail and it's helped me build my identity moreso than people might think. I've gotten new ideas of how to present and conduct myself.
Tying a hobby into fashion, I've created some of my best accessories from whipping out a pair of scissors, mainly armwarmers from knee-high socks mainly. I've attempted to make my own hairfalls but due to my attention span, and the tedious process of making yarn falls is, I get bored quickly and try something different. I have this bad habit of drawing on my pants too, and will proudly wear them when the knees are ripped and shredded and overly-worn. It's a part of my style and my style varies greatly, that's why I dont label myself. I enjoy confusing strangers.
I also love colour. Granted, i wear a lot of black, but I accent it with a different colour somewhere. I enjoy a vibrant painting or drawing, because it catches my attention.
Green happens to be my favourite colour, Hunter green being the specific shade. My love for that colour ends up tying into enjoying Burgundy red and Navy blue, which makes me think of Victorian-style houses or colour schemes for decorating. And then I think of the garb and how I like Victorian-style gothic attire.... I find myself drooling. I sometime find myself looking into the technicalities of things, like stories, music, my surroundings or even artwork by someone else. If I look at it long enough, I find myself asking "What the hell is that made out of?"
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I call myself a "Cyber Geisha" and one of these days, I WILL have the Kimono to prove it! The Geisha are entertainers, there to keep customers amused, and make sure that they are enjoying themselves. Also, Geisha are well-versed in music and dance. I may not have the feet of a dancer, but I love to move them anyway.
Ravers are associated with bright and obnoxious colours, sometimes matching.... and sometimes not. I love bright colours, and am usually a very upbeat and chipper person.
The music I listen to varies greatly but it mostly revolves around Electronic goodness. If it's got a bouncy beat, usually I'm at least tapping my foot to it. If I'm in open space, I'm stomping, bouncing, jumping and twirling to the beat. I have fun with it and dont care if I look stupid. Sometimes, people join in.
[ Dancing = Active Life ] [ Music = Charmed Life ] [ Art = Eternal Life ]
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Tying in with music and entertainment... if I ever became a DJ, or at least a beat-matcher of music, you'll know me as this handle. Where "Terrorist" came from, ask my family. They'll tell you how much of a "Terror" I was when I was a kid. =)
I'm always up for a good "oontz-stomp-stomp-oontz" on the dancefloor.
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Back in 2005, the handle "Sweet Divinity" randomly hit me in my subconscious. It hasnt left. This side of me pertains to the personality you might come across, as well as a possible origin to where the name may have come from. I am usually a very kind and compassionate person. I'm there to listen to people when they need a person to talk to or a shoulder to lean on.
People come to me for advice, they rant and vent to me, things of that nature. And we sometimes add a comedic outcome to the conversation, something funny to recall for years to come.
However, I'm not always nice. And it depends on what you've done versus how you are now that determines how I might treat you.
I dont judge people on where they've been, I tell them it's what they've learned that matters. And if they've learned nothing, I will not be there to help them up from the dirt when they've fallen due to their own mistakes. If I respect someone, I usually take their side. But if they've done something stupid, I wont hesitate to tell them.
As for where "Sweet Divinity" might come from, I love Mythology and go totally nuts when I see a book about Monsters or Deities that I dont own... this means I must have it. Anyway, in most Mythologies, female Deities were the worst. Crossed them once, they cursed your bloodline for generations. Flattered them, they granted you immortality. I wont give you eternal life, but if you piss me off once..... let's just say I hold grudges.
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I have a thing for animals and, depending on what they are, I get all giddy and "AAAWWWW" over them. Types of animals that reside under this category are Cats. And rodents. My boyfriend has an albino rat that he's lovingly named Chloe and I adore her. She's adorable, sweet, and also doesnt bite. She does leave scratch marks if you let her scurry under your hoodie, but it tickles like crazy.
I live with 6 cats, Cleo, Mogen, KC, Dakota, Ripley and Peyton. The order of their names is also the order we received them, and also the order of their ages from oldest to the youngest. I was raised around felines and rodents ever since I was a kid, so dont be surprised if I meow or peep when I'm surprised. Believe me, animalistic habits have rubbed off on me slightly.
But dont be surprised if I oggle snakes and lizards like I've never seen them before. I love snakes, especially the bigger ones. If I could own a Python, you know it would be living in my bathtub.
I'm still getting over my slight fear of Spiders. If I see one and it's bigger than a dime, someone else has to kill it. Yet, I bet I could hold a tarantula without problems. As for other such creepy crawlers, holding a fully-grown Millipede is a chilling experience, but it's SO COOL!
Another thing, I am usually the default Designated Driver when I'm out with friends and know they'll be drinking a few. I drink, but on very rare occasions and I have never once been drunk
I tend to fall asleep before I get to that point, and I dont drink enough to get me there either. The taste of alcohol doesnt excite me, and neither does cigarette smoke. My lungs are crappy enough from having a scary experience with water at 7 years old, and then Bronchities 5 times over the years.
I dont need cigarettes to make my lungs any worse.
I dont call myself Straight-Edge or XXX. Nor will I scold someone else for not being so.
I may not indulge in smoking or drinking like they do, but that doesnt give me any right to tell them to live like I do.
I also have a tattoo that I am very proud of, and that is my Ohm. I'm not Hindu, but this symbol is very special to me. And when there are more pictures on my skin to join my Ohm, those images will be very special to me as well.
I also am the proud owner of 9 piercings.... and before your perverts out there start thinking dirty things, you're going to sad to find out all my piercings are in my ears. And I have one piercing that makes people cringe and cover their mouths in surprise, and that's my Conch piercing, as it was pierced at a 10gauge.
I'm no masochist, but I would like to find out my pain threshold... I've yet to get there.
As for other people who are modified, I tend to be a little curious about their mods, especially if it's one I dont have. I dont pass judgement on people who have facial piercings or tattoos or, by societies standards, are *different*. I know that in a perfect world, everyone would get along and understand where everyone else came from, but that isnt how this world works. Regardless, I support Body Modification, even if I dont agree with it. To each their own.
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This is my art label. Everything I do, usually visually, is placed under this name. Instead of "Divinity Inc" as in Divinity Incorporated, I love tattoos, I love designing tattoos, and I'm an illustrator by trade.
I am an artist, and so I replaced "inc" with "Ink". Plus that, I enjoy working with pen and pencil, instead of graphic work ont he computer. Granted, I dont limit myself to just Traditional artwork. Occassionally, I do take the risk and pounce into Graphic Design, doing everything via Wacom tablet.
I've created a bunch of banners and other graphics, but I wouldnt mind doing it for other people if the situation called for it. Anything that goes under Fantasy, Horror and Gore, Monsters, Original Characters, Graphics, Portrait and Caricatures, Tattoos and personal commissions like pantings or large, frame able Illustration.
If you have any questions pertaining to my artwork, want to see samples or are curious about my pricing, dont hesitate to ask. If it means bringing your Dream to Reality and being able to do what I love, I'm there in a heartbeat.
:< "DINK" >:
I will also be the first person to admit I'm a few Aces short of a pack of cards. In other words, I can be a major ditz. And I am guilty of conversation tangents.... but I claim those are there just to catch your attention.
Also, if "FarrIL" is too hard to pronounce (( yeah, right )), "Dink" works.... it shortens "DivinityINK" and also plays well with the personality. =P
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I am almost always available for Commissions, be them paintings, illustration, graphic work, or anything already listed above. My prices are pretty negotiable, as long as we're both gaining something from the transaction.
I'm also available for modeling, but I WILL NOT pose Nude or do Implied Nudity or Glamour. I'm not interested in anything nude, sexual or glamour/lingerie type of shoots.
I work mainly TFCD < meaning I get all my images on a CD >, but if you want to pay me gas money prior to our shoot, that would be awesome. If you have any questions, dont hesitate to ask. Also, my boyfriend and I are just dying to get a couples' shoot done, so if you're game to shoot two people at once, send me a holler!
HEY DESIGNERS!! If you are looking for models to show off your work, be it dreads, accessories or a clothing line, I'm more than happy to help! I can provide you with clear photos of your work if you can provide the garb. I'm always willing to help promote new designers and always looking for more TFCD or Trade modeling work. =3
I am also available for writing reviews, articles and short stories for any internet publication. I can write a music review for your band or your live show, as long as you're close to the area. Unless you're offering gas money to get me to the venue < this includes admission >, I cant afford traveling farther than Flint or Saginaw right now. If you're not going to be performing anytime soon, I can easily do a write-up for your music and help network and promote your music. Dont hesitate to send a message!
If you have any questions that I may not have answered here, send me a message via Myspace or my business email address below. Any messages including, but not limited to, "Wassup", "U so sxy" and "Cn I txt u smtm" will not be replied to. I'm pretty busy with work, school and my artwork, but I try to answer my messages pretty promptly!
Business Email:
[email protected]
By the way, I'm always busy with artwork, writing reviews, or anything that involves the creative process. Dont get mad at me if I tell you "I'm busy right now". My FRIENDS understand this, so I dont see any reason why you cant either. =)