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About Me

A black eye heals, but cowardice has an unlimited shelf life
It might not be the right time.
I might not be the right one.
But there is something about us I want to say.
Because there is something between us anyway.
But there is something about us Ive got to do.
Some kind of secret I will share with you.
I need you more than anything in my life.
I want you more than anything in my life.
Ill miss you more than anyone in my life.
Ill love you more than anyone in my life.
I'm cookie dough... I'm not done baking... I'm not finished becoming... whoever the hell it is I'm gonna turn out to be... If make it through this and the next thing... and the next...Maybe one day I turn around and realize I'm ready.. I'm cookies... And then, you know, if I want someone to enjoy, warm delicious cookie me... then... thats fine... That'll be then... When I'm done...
I believe that things happen for a reason... The people you meet, the places you see, the things you do... Its all part of something bigger...
Are You Real?

My Interests

Photography, Fashion Design, the Beach, Nature, Animals... And a lot of other stuff... but if I list it it leaves me with no essence of mystery..... So ask......

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is down to earth and interesting... Meeting people is always fun........View Blog | View Pics | Add Comment

Music:

If it has a beat I will listen... I've become very open to all styles of music lately. ...

Movies:

Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Sleeping Beauty, 300, Pan's Labyrinth, Brokeback Mountain, Donnie Darko, Devil Wears Prada, Wrong Turn, The Ghost and The Darkness, Devil's Backbone, Kill Bill 1, To Wong Foo, White Chicks, Party Monster, Suicide Club, Tale of Two Sisters, all the Margaret Cho films, Not Another Gay Movie, Chronicles of Narnia, Aeon Flux, Latter Days,

Television:

Buffy the Vampire Slayer (Even though its over, at our house we have random Buffy nights) and Charmed. Those were my shows.... but now I hardly have time to sit here and watch TV... ...

Books:

Books... well I read random stuff... sometimes its stuff with sustenence... sometimes its just stuff for fun... It depends on my mood at the time.

Heroes:

I think there are a lot of people who influence me and are each in their own ways my heroes, but that list would take too long to write down.

My Blog

For my peeps!

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? ...
Posted by Xanz on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 08:52:00 PST

Daniel Radcliffe

So these are promo images for the play "Equus" that he will be starring in... Sadly its only playing in London... LOL... Anyway so here you guys go.. Enjoy... LOLI think is is hella hot!...
Posted by Xanz on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 12:22:00 PST

Line Dancing...

So for the passed 2 Sundays I have been going to this place called Wagon Whell in El Cajon with Bethany. Its a country bar/club where they line dance. I have to admit I been having a lot of fun. I did...
Posted by Xanz on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 10:27:00 PST

Birthday

Id post about my birthday on here but if you want to know what went on go look at my Xanga.
Posted by Xanz on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 09:32:00 PST

Can't Sleep

Can't sleep clowns will eat me.... Man I wish I had someone here to talk to right now... I hate nightmares where I can't get back to sleep afterwards because I'm too freaked out... ...
Posted by Xanz on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 01:17:00 PST

All things new....

Its been a while since I went on a real date... emphasis on real.... I got up today to my phone ringing.... It was Amy... she asked me if I could come in to work today for a few hours... So I said yes...
Posted by Xanz on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 01:38:00 PST

Halloween Passed

Ita Halloween... or at least it was 40minutes ago... LOL... I had a good time... I went to work at the Picture People... but I had to go in uniform cause I couldn't wear my costume... Phantom of the O...
Posted by Xanz on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 12:48:00 PST

Updates

Wow time flies... I should get on myself for not updating more often... Well here I am now...Its been a month since Brax and I split up... He and I are just starting to talk again... I've kept myself ...
Posted by Xanz on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 12:39:00 PST

For That Someone

Just So You Know I shouldn't love you, but I want toI just can't turn awayI shouldn't see you, but I can't moveI can't look awayI shouldn't love you, but I want toI just can't turn awayI shouldn't see...
Posted by Xanz on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 09:12:00 PST

Sad

I'm sad... I'm homeless so to speak... nice to know some people care enough to let me crash on their couches
Posted by Xanz on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 10:58:00 PST