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About Me

My true love...----------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ - I've been through some strange days indeed lately...what doesn't kill you makes you stronger?? My sweet ass. Makes you crazier. Experienced heavy trauma, gained some lifelong scars and enlightenment. I'm still kinda disturbed, bitter, angry, but more tolerant, mellow, grateful for the people I have in my life that make it all worth it. I love them... -----------------------------------------------------
zSIFT.comAbout me...I'm all about 5 dollar hookers. Indulging in sarcasm. I'm turning into the cat lady and I don't mind. I like beer. I have a golden twat, (as informed by a girl doc, no less!! See, "E.R. Poledance") but the rest of me is falling apart. I wish I was rich enough to be eccentric rather than just crazy. I want to be a hearse-driving chauffeur. I wish I could play the drums. I'd like to whack somebody with a Louisville Slugger. I hate going into Walmart sober. My friends are dorks and I love them fiercely. I don't think my tattoos will ever be done. I used to think 34 was REALLY old. I've discovered that I drive myself fuckin' crazy. I have developed my first phobia. I'm refuckin'diculous. I like makeup and cars. I'm impatient. I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I want hacker lessons. And my own island full of all my filthy pirate hooker friends. YAR!!! I want to get married again. Maybe I've also lost my mind... -----------------------------------------------------------
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My Interests

I fucking love these people! Havasu Crew! ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ----------------------------------------- ----Mark Little, rest in peace..12-20-63~3-7-07..not long enough. I will ALWAYS love you. Fuck I miss you...
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Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures -----------------------------------------------------------

..Backrubs, swing dancing, senseless violence, old Caddies, booze, gangster flicks, brushes with death in the Hualapais, beating up tall boys, red shorts, and caffeine. Johnny Bravo. Hoo HUH! People named Buckley. Smart people with ink. Dollar PBRs. Revenge. Hair dye. Bleach. Pink fingernail polish. Teatime with Michele. Oh, and movie night with Bailey's and coffee. (Wanna share my fuzzy, Michele??) Abusing Steve. Talking shit. Punk shows at the Underground. Getting greasy. Balcony sex. Roleplaying. Beer pong. My new friend Kim. She's neat-o. Public displays of affection. Retaining something resembling sanity. People who can be themselves, and know who they are. Faithful relationships. Great friends...

I'd like to meet:

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zSIFT.com No one. I hate you all. No, I really don't. Hate is u-u-u-ugly. So see, I'm a liar too.

..--------------------------------------------------------- Funny, but not...who SEZ boys are badder?? Girl pirates shall rule the earth. Yar!

Music:

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Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures Raghead nookie tunes, ( I'm half, I can call myself that, so SHUDDUP ) 311, Robbie Robertson, Static X, Maroon 5, Stray Cats, Stiff Jimy & The Viagras, Irie Soundz & The Half-Witz, Joe Bonamassa, Skatenigs, Agent Orange, Slapshot, James Brown, the Police, Etta James, Norah Jones, PEACHES, Lonesome Dick, Crystal Method, Danzig, Caddy Tramps, Boomkat, Submarine, ATTACK OF THE MOTHERFUCKERS! Jane's Addiction, DK, Social D., Dance Hall Crashers,Taj Mahal, Aquabats, Mojo Nixon, Common Sense, 5+, Elvis, 18 Pac Pros, the Dusk till' Dawn soundtrack, yes, ALL of it, and(of course) any rockabilly/psychobilly on the planet, oo, and just discovered The Maxies, Rainman Suite and Three Bad Jacks, freakin' awesome...Riverboat Gamblers, unbelieveable, (thank you Jared!), KNOCKOUT! L7, Kittie, Queens of the Stoneage, Velvet Revolver, Johnny Cash, Kentucky Headhunters, Deftones, Beck, The Blasters, NOFX, All, Helmet, Greg Kinn, Joan Jett, Chili Peppers,...

Movies:

zSIFT.com Natural Born Killers, Goodfellas, Casino, Dusk Till Dawn, 9 and 1/2 Weeks, Green Mile, Kill Bill, 4 Rooms, Trainspotting, Tank Girl, Golden Child, My Life as a Dog, Chocolat, Reservoir Dogs, Shaun of the Dead, Gummo, vampire and slasher flicks, Snatch, Jackie Brown, Undercover Brother, Fight Club, Devil's Advocate, Jacob's Ladder, High Tension, 3000 Miles to Graceland, Labyrinth, Dark Crystal, any and all Tim Burton, ditto fer Tarantino, heist flicks, oh, and donkey porn

Television:

Hate it, except for Robot Chicken

Books:

Too many to list. Like you f*ckers read ANYWAY

Heroes:

My kids, (Avery n' Ethan you are my idols!!) 'Cause they're so much better than me. Michele n' Steve. Brandi n' Rich! Mom and Dad-being a parent has helped me understand you better. My bro Lee-I love you, dude. Steve Camp-only one as crazy as me! Joe Pesci. The Sapranos. Mark Little, for showing me what I should never take for granted. Rest in Peace. I love you always. The father of the Cadillac. B-Rad, for giving me mine. Anyone who can be truly open-minded...no, really! Anti-haters. People who can go through bad shit and not let it jade them for life. (Let me know how it's done??) Folks who know how to laugh and do it OFTEN.

My Blog

Fer real

At the risk of totally jinx-ing myself...I think it's all gonna be okay...holy shit.First time in my life I've experienced complete and utter calm, I wonder if enough miles finally flipped on my odome...
Posted by Constructo Girl!! on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 08:38:00 PST

DAMN it anyway

Fed fucking UP. Wi-i-i-i-i-th... ...myself, mainly. Bad choices. Bad luck. Bad attitude. Bad things happening. Unavailable, un-emotional men. Friends who LIE. The truck loan place--fuckin' VAMPIRES. ...
Posted by Constructo Girl!! on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 09:29:00 PST

Bitterness

Is highly overrated. Sanity Fairy, please come visit tonite! I will leave all my angst under my pillow, and you can take it away and leave serenity in it's place, yes??
Posted by Constructo Girl!! on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 10:42:00 PST

Buttons!!!

So I just succumbed to yet another bout of complete immaturity...godammit I'd really, REALLY like to think that I'm more together than that, you know, impervious-like! What the HELLLLLLL dude???...
Posted by Constructo Girl!! on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 10:06:00 PST

Fer Fuck’s Sake

Sooo, another chapter in the black little drama that's my life. Closed, poof! And I say again, what doesn't kill you makes you crazier. Fer serious. I'm at a bit of loss, tryin' to stretch the ol' wit...
Posted by Constructo Girl!! on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 03:42:00 PST

The flow

I'm thinking that there should be some of the going-with-the-flow happening here...but I just seem to be drowning. I am the ugliest of trainwrecks, the worst of my life, as of yet. I keep getting aske...
Posted by Constructo Girl!! on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 12:23:00 PST

No way

I can't write as I'd like right now, it's so much pain and anger and guilt and disbelief. Mark was my friend, lover, partner in dork-ness, one of the most generous people I've ever met. He loved ...
Posted by Constructo Girl!! on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 12:03:00 PST

The identity crisis

...is officially over. For those of you who don't know, I've been separated for over a year from Satan himself. (See prior blog, I do believe it's titled, "Whatev") This clown has gotten away with be...
Posted by Constructo Girl!! on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 09:31:00 PST

Epiphany!

Eureka! Let it be written--I will fucking OWN IT. Can I get a "Hell Yes"?
Posted by Constructo Girl!! on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 11:03:00 PST

what the fuck...

...could I possibly have been thinking this past year. I'm just exhausted. What makes a person repeat stupid STUPID mistakes when the outcome has proven to be devastating...jesus, how many times do I ...
Posted by Constructo Girl!! on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 08:48:00 PST