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J.R

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About Me

name is JUAN...if u want im me at....DRpride87, i just try n live my life with no regrets, i'll always be the first to say wattup cuz i'm a nice guy at heart,......these are my words that discribe me.........ONE DAY:One day I wish to touch the sky, to hold mine own soul so so high, no longer to need to climb, so my limbs could rise, so don't die, because you need no lies, lying everyday for a new surprise, so don't hide, because I can see you, oh so bright, shinning your new light, so hold me tight, because everything is alright, so don't cry, because my river is already overflowing, with too many tears, that reared me to rage, but now its a new age, because I'm not caged, so do smile, because the mileage in this heart is not expired, no longer tired for a new love, so do walk with me, because this path I'm taking seems so lonely, without you you you, so I can open my eyes, because I'm alive, diving into this pool of good hope, so I hope, you open your heart, no longer to dart away from me, because I'm here to stay, so I'm open, but now i feel like a total dick the backstabing and lying is now streaming threw my veins, can you help now, i feel so cold oh no everything is crumbling in front of me, can you hear me now, so you can show me the way to the light, i'm crying out to you GOD, broken I am now , nothing can hold this devilish man together, repenting everyday, asking for a new life to begin, because this crippled soul has had enough, tough complex is assumed , but a shattered life is persumed, because I'm consumed with regret, I'm drowning in my own pool of sorrow, narrow was my thinking, cowardess was my escape, but I rise now inch by inch to breathe a new life, one day.PS ; I LOVE MY LIL SISTER MILLY =]

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone, does not matter, good or bad because every1 in this world is filled with both. THIS IS FOR MY CLOSEST FRIENDS.....BREATHE COME ON:You deserve to be alive, but I see you bleeding to your death, if those tears don't stop rolling down your cheeks, falling to the deepest part of hell, yes I have seen love fail way too many times, but you deserve to be alive, your heart is way too percious, it hurts to see you slipping away, this love will not fail, take my heart instead, send me straight to heaven, you deserve to be alive, those tears are drowning you, take my breathe, for you i'll hold for eternity, my lungs can not collapse, gasp and breathe, because you are alive, I'm here next to you, holding you in my heart, WE WILL NOT BREAK!!!!!!!

Music:

I AM A PEACE LOVING HIPPIE THAT IS INTRANCED BY THAT HARDCORE DEATH METAL GANGSTA SHIT DOUBLE BASS BEATDOWNa cold day in hell

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Movies:

Sports movies, especially football ones. I love comedies. I have 5 sisters so I watch love movies, chick flicks in other words.

Television:

ESPN!!!!!!MTV, Fuse, Comdey central.

Books:

Anything by shakespeare. I mostly like reading poetry, langston huges. Anything that is good.

Heroes:

GOD, JESUS CHRIST.My mother, my sisters and brothers, my father god rest his soul.

My Blog

GOODBYE

I'm sorry I've committed murder ripping your heart out leaving death himself to come and take such a weakened soul away I left you with nothing but a bitter end to this world screaming echoing m...
Posted by J.R on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 04:55:00 PST

CAN’T SAY I’M DEAD

I've been told from day one that nothing could ever be possible that I'm full of complete emptiness a canvas that will never be finished light won't shine upon my dislit weary eyes my heart bursted an...
Posted by J.R on Fri, 30 May 2008 08:40:00 PST