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LOLLY

You can't keep what you never had and love is friendship on fire

About Me


Get Your Own Voice Player ManageOKK SSSOOO i guess i have to give you the newest update. I'll be working for the police department now, i finally have my own place, I have my license back and yeah im getting a car. dude am i on a roll or what?I was diagnosed with LUPUS january 05'... if you dont know what it is look it up.... lets just say my body is attacking itself and theres no cure.. lolly lost her hair, hence the short um (dont want to say Dikeness) WELL SHORT hahaha it was down to my knees and its gonna get there AGAIN. My hair didnt make me Me, but it was me you know?as if things could get worse on my end i wrecked my car in may 05' right after i wasnt sick, lost my license, and broke my ribs and tore my organs.... DUI here we come can we say ouch.. life sucked for awhile. now i have a scar to prove it if its still posted while youre reading this..take a look scar peepsmoved to santa barbara august 05' from reedley-fresno, ca soooo we'll seeeee how long I can last. Im never one to stay in one place very long unless something or someone is keeping me there. I love to travel but I want to do it with someone not alone.eye surgery feb 06' yes im not cross-eyed anymore.. no one could ever tell bc i wore contacts but it got bad sometimes..i work full time, go to school full time, work out every day unless something is in my way of doing it...yada yada and on the weekends...well Im busy then too. SOooo i like to get all the sleep i can ...Im not one to sleep around and you can judge me all you want but its just you being jealous and judgemental. Sometimes i wished i was a whore, but then again i dont need ten babies floating around with an even bigger ass than i have now. catch my drift. and yeah FYI im not into diseases. i dont care what condoms and birth control protect.... WHATEVER hahahahaIm more of a one timer. looking for the ultimate thing and until i find it, everyone will be a friend. my pictures keep me sane (and it makes me stay in shape as if i wasnt a work out freak enough!) If im not tied down why should I hold back. One day we'll die old and wrinkly and be like fuck i wish i did that.. well do it!!!im very wild partier though when i have the time and im around those i trust who won't try to fuck me. that was a lesson i learned a long time ago.. my personality shines better than my looks because we all know im photshopped people! hahaha the power of airbrush. and yeah im a midget. 4'11 and working towards five feet SOMEDAY.... i strecth everyday in curiosity..

My Interests

running, working out, clubbing when i have someone to go with, partying, camping, drinking, dancing, music listening, writing, traveling.. the normal shit!!!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: lauren meredith W
Birthday: december 20th
Birthplace: santa clara county (san jose)
Current Location: santa barbara
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: brown
Height: 4'11
Right Handed or Left Handed: right unless i need my left hand too, lol
Your Heritage: cherokee indian, irish, german, cracker
The Shoes You Wore Today: havent worn any yet im in my PJ's
Your Weakness: piercings, brown skin, and that v-thing on guys crotch area
Your Fears: niot knowing where ill be in 5 years
Your Perfect Pizza: homemade form trader joes tomatoes, shrroms, feta mozarella cheddar, and brocolli
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: pay off my bills
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: im fucking tired still
Your Best Physical Feature: my ass i think
Your Bedtime: um right now 10pm but when i dont work 2-3am
Your Most Missed Memory: THOSE hands
Pepsi or Coke: neither i dont drink soda its carbonated
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither i dont eat fast food, lol
Single or Group Dates: i like group until im not so shy but if i know you then single prob
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither id otn drink tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: dark chocolate, but i rarely eat sweets -I KNOW IM A FUCKIN LOSER HUH?-
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither SHIT MAN WHERES THE HEALTHY SHIT?
Do you Smoke: uhhhh????? wat kind?
Do you Swear: yeah
Do you Sing: not loud like some people i know in the shower
Do you Shower Daily: eww yes
Have you Been in Love: yea
Do you want to go to College: already been there
Do you want to get Married: still thinking, i might be single for life now
Do you belive in yourself: to a point, sometimes i need a booster seat to get higher
Do you get Motion Sickness: yeah used to
Do you think you are Attractive: um yeah, not holy shit hot but im average
Are you a Health Freak: haha its about time!!! Yes
Do you get along with your Parents: somewhat
Do you like Thunderstorms: when i know it wont hurt me
Do you play an Instrument: theres lots of instuments, a musical one?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: uh yea, lol
In the past month have you Smoked: i dont remember
In the past month have you been on Drugs: what kind? perscribed or non?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: hell no, i dont believe in dating waste of time
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no way, snappeas from trader joes yeah, lol like 12 bags
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope, i like costco cali rolls
In the past month have you been on Stage: no, too shy
In the past month have you been Dumped: would never date anyoen to begin with
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no that was like last year
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: oh yeah, i go through wild phases in my life
Ever been called a Tease: i think every time
Ever been Beaten up: nope, im the violent one
Ever Shoplifted: yeah, me and my bro were partners in crime
How do you want to Die: instantly or in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: thats the scary part
What country would you most like to Visit: i want to live in mexico i miss it there

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I'd like to meet:

why would I tell you what i want? hahaha wouldnt that allow you to fake it until i saw the realyou and wouldn't it just be a complete waste of time? here's what i will tell you: if youre a fake person and only basing people on looks, dont even bother me. Fuck yeah i can post my pictures and you can be all perverted but I do delete your shit. theres no reason why i can't post a picture of my ass because in 10 or 20 years from now it might be saggy... Might as well give you a good look at something you'll never get right? im not conceited at all, actually very shy until you know me and even then i veer off into Lolly land and hide out sometimes. i like down to earth people big or small, ugly or fine. if you knew me you'd know im not a bitch or a hoe (my pictures dont express who i am, only what i look like as an image-hard to explain)im a fun caring (ugh some pictures wink wink) person who likes to have a good time. ive learned to appreciate life and I take in the little moments everyday even if no one is there to watch or feel them with me. I've been alone for awhile so it won't bother me if noone wants to include themselves now. I don't ever judge a book by its cover and you shouldn't either. Im one of those ones who does have a brain and I do use it. ive been a nerd all my life. can u tell? Im very independent, know what i want and dont want anyone coming along and trying to control what i do unless ur mine so to speak. maybe give me boundries but fuck I make my own rules. im not into games, never was, i dont lie and i wont play them back. i want someone who doesnt hit on every girl they see or try to sleep with any hole they find. if you do thats cool because some of my homies are like that.. i guess ill always support it, just don't ever try to do that to me. this hole is actually in hibernation, lol SAD I KNOW BUT TRUE... I grew up on a ranch so you can never take the country out of this girl. I live by that life not the one i have now. I was taught to admire those in my life and learn by those around me. I love my family and am VERY family oriented. I want to be loved, not admired and one day I hope to find that.table align=center border=1 bordercolor=black cellspacing=0 cellpadding=4 width=200px
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3 parts silliness
5 parts energy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of lovability and enjoy!
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Music:

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You're an Passionate Kisser
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You?
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Movies:

im into whatever. hmm i cant think of a good movie tear jerkers i like and im very interested right now in bisexual film festival movies for some reason- like the comin out era hahahha i love exploring different characteristics of other poeple and how their emotions affect their outcome. how people react to their decision and how awful it is because we're so subjected to what we were born with. i like sitting alone in my room sometimes and watching a good romance movie because one day I wish to have the same thing. you know let go what you love and see if it comes back? I'm the ultimate romantic but I'll never show it unless I know what I have is true.
Your Birthdate: December 20
You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride.
Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing.
When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it.
It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.
Your strength: Your warm heart
Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions
Your power color: Black
Your power symbol: Musical note
Your power month: February What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Television:

i was stuck on sex and the city and um the "L" word what else ??? i like reality shows, something i can stick myself in for an hour and feel like im involved.. we all do it weirdos come on!

Books:

i like natural food books and immunity boster books..... what else??? arts and crafts booklets and how to's are cool i love art so anything that has to do with my health and staying fit and projects that people love to show off. im very into nude art and I dont think anything is wrong with the naked body-USA is so blindsided yeah so i like sex books too... sorry i know but im very into the human body
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Heroes:

no one has ever portrayed a hero in my eyes.. only people i look up to. i might have one in mind but only that person truely knows who they are and if he doesn't I'm still watching over him everyday with thanks.
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... delicious
Your hugs are... to die for
Your eyes... burn into my heart
Your touch is... irresistable
Your smell is... beautiful
Your smile is... entrancing
Your love is... one of a kind

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My Blog

Now a single woman

Ive decided its better and more healthier to be single but to keep the man who means the world to me in my life as a very close friend. We may not see eye to eye right now but maybe one day when we're...
Posted by LOLLY on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 08:15:00 PST

Listen to My voice on MYSPACE

Send me a voice comment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *2316033. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com go look at my front page under about me and hear my voice this ...
Posted by LOLLY on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 10:57:00 PST

LOLLY was in another car accident

IM so fucking pissed my car is totalled as far as im concerned bc i ave no money to fix the damn thing.  I loved that car and saved all my money just to buy it....    i was involve...
Posted by LOLLY on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 06:47:00 PST

frustrated

I think it sucks when you can spend the whole night having fun with all your guy friends but at the same time knowing they want to keep you in some sort of way you might not want to be. You know in t...
Posted by LOLLY on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 07:18:00 PST

Free Bead Kit..Please Help

  I know what it feels like to suffer and I want to help as much as I can.  I already ordered mine.  It isn't one of those bracelets that are rubber, its a beaded kit that you make your...
Posted by LOLLY on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 12:49:00 PST

OH MY GOD THIS IS HILAROUS IM A PERVERT I KNOW

This is a long read, but worth it.Lizard Birthing StoryIf you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndromeincluding toilet-flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below wil...
Posted by LOLLY on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 12:42:00 PST