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spiralsays

I'd rather be a bitch than an ordinary broken heart...

About Me


I am an enigma wrapped in a mystery... then rewrapped in bubble rap and vinyl... and fed lots of pills, papers, liquids and manic tendancies... then trapped in the shell of a girl. MmmKay? I am a degenerate... with class.

I am a free spirit and am often misread or misjudged by those who don't really know me or get me. I prefer openness and honesty in all things in my life, but am often too truthful and find myself into trouble because of it. Life just never slows down for me but sometimes I wish it would. Half introvert, half extrovert, and definitely a bit half deaf. I like dancing, performing, promoting, modeling, playing dress up, big amazon hair, being a party, starting a party, stealing your girlfriends, shock value, watching cute boys eat bugs for my amusement, smacking my loved ones, rolling in bushes, laughing until I cry, having my toes loved on, wrestling... sometimes with stun guns, choking my lover, toothbrushes that vibrate, playing with power tools, needles and hooks, hanging from hooks, hanging off mailboxes, entrancing minions, being adored, climbing rafters, hanging off rafter, contorting, midnight gymnastics, writing, playing with music, learning to dj, self accupunture, playing with makeup, putting together talent, networking, big lashes and glitter... and I absolutely adore all of my wonderful friends who get me, who love and accept me for the freak I am. My tribe is my family. Then the introvert in me just wants low key nights with music and friends, dinner, movies, and quiet time with myself. Sometimes it is hard to tell the difference between me and my club persona, but don't worry, all my personalities have a good heart... mostly.
I'm lucky to have a lot of outlets for my creative interest, like playing dress up professionally, networking talent for club events, helping put together play parties with Agoraphobia Productions, promoter/manager/booking/muse with Self Destrukt Productions, playing with needles and hooks with Pyschotic Body Suspensions, playing, singing, and dancing with/for bands, and I'm sure there's more I can't think of.. and even more to come... watch for it.

I dislike dishonesty and unhonorable people, overly pretentious people, people that be hatin' just for the sake of hatin', and all their angsty bullshit. I'm not saying that everyone should hold hands and sing kumbaya, god knows I have my moments that I hate people in general, but damn it people, find a way to deal and peacefully coexist. Life is not
a soap opera... although it does sometimes make for a popular reality show. Passive aggressive behavior is confusing and perception can be so deceiving, the combination can get downright silly in the arms of paranoia. Stuff, stuff, and more stuff...
My partner in crime and I in action...
Don't be offended if you contact me looking for a date and I tell you to fuck off...I'm good right now with my 4 boyfriends who gang bang me on a daily basis, besides, my satanic body gaurds will kick your ass if you get out of line... and I'm gayish... but if you wanna just get out of the house and hang out... then there's plenty of trouble to get into around town and I am often somewhere out there on the weekend. Twinkledome at Starbar, sometimes Wednesdays at MJQ's or Thursdays at Masquerade, The Space for Assult, Spring 4th Center often for HexXt, Allen Allert events, any rave I can find, PHOBIA, and every Mainline Monday at MJQ for awesome hardcore electronics...
Random pics anyone? Okay...
This one is in a Skin2 Mag...

My Interests


Cool stuff, fun stuff... Playing with music, playing with makeup, reading, cooking, health food, working out, fashion, CBE, fire play, needle play, playing dress up, learning new things, getting shit done so I can rule my own world, yada yada yada... there's like 3 personalities here and they all like a wide aray of things.

I'd like to meet:

My twisted Prince Charming... then there's you... and your girlfriend. Other fun peoples to network, talk, and brainstorm with... models, go go dancers, photographers, other performance artist, promoters, DJs, musicians, voice over talent, people who like playing dress up, minions to do my bidding, people with a brain, people with a sense of humor, people with heart, people with a soul, people with a life... and other degenerate amazons like me.

Music:

Yes... ALL... very eclectic taste. From Ella F. to Pantera to Eminem, I can appreciate almost any type of music as long as it catches me in the right zone. Electronica, Industrial, D'n'B, Gabber, Powernoise, IDM, Alternative, Female Vocalist, Hip-hop, Reggeaton, Ambient, Folk, Jazz, Classical, Blues, anything that makes me want to either move or sing... It freaks some people out that I can go from listening to Bonnie Rait to Ice Cube to Massive Attack to Deisel Boy, but oh well, I can't help myself. *shrugs* It just is what it be.
Vidal is the fuckin' man and will be a household name in the twinkle of an eye. Snake River Conspiracy, Anders Manga, Skabdriver, Combichrist, Android Lust, The Dresden Dolls, Pitfiend, Imagean Heap, Benny Benassi, AndOne, Helium, Die Form, Gorillaz, A Perfect Circle, The Genitorturers, Concrete Blonde, Goldfrapp, The Cure, Ludacris, Big Boi, Outcast, Peaches, Danzig, Miss Kitten, System of a Down, Avenue D, Snog, Wu Tang, Folk Implosion, Helium Vola, Deisel Boy, Billie Holiday, My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult, Front 242, Cece Winans, Daft Punk, Al Green, Razed in Black, DJ Shadow, KMFDM, Basement Jaxx, Beastie Boys, DMX, Velvet Acid Christ, Pigface, Ministry, Jurassic 5, The Pixies, Skinny Puppy, Joannie Mitchell, NIN, Aesopp Rock, Tool, Thirsty Merc, A23, Jem, Rufas Wainwright, Tinfed, Lords of Acid, Armand Van Helden, Wumpscut, Le Tigre, The Ying Yang Twins, Sonic Youth, Lil Kim, Sneaker Pimps, Pig, Sow, Ella Fitzgerald, Aphrodite, Portishead, M.I.A., Collide, Nina Simone, Helltrash, Sex Crime Superstars, the sound of my own voice in the shower (and through machines), on and on...and that barely scratches the surface...

Movies:

Why thank you, I would love to. When are you taking me? Be forwarned, I have been know to attack the employees at certain locations. It's alright though, they seem to enjoy it... beg for it even. Please don't bring your kids to R rated movies, it pisses me off that parents are ok with tramatizing their babies like that.

Television:

If it weren't for Adult Swim and movies I would love to blow up my tv. TV is a household alter, a morden day false idol... enslaving the masses and turning thinking mindsinto mush. I gravitate towards PBS when I do have tv. History, Discover, stuff I can learn or stuff that makes me laugh until I cry.

Books:

Yes, when I have the time. Last books I read were "Good Omen" (OMG that was good), some Poppy Z. Brite book, and a cute lil silly kid's book called "How To Be A Pirate" that my kids keep making me read to them... finished Stephen King's "Dark Tower" series. Reading up on the evolution of atoms right now. I love horror, mystery, drama, fantasy, spiritual, parenting books. Fiction, nonfiction, science, philosophy, whatever moves me, makes me think and allows me to learn.

Heroes:

Strong women, unconformist, my beautiful children who's minds are the most amazing things I have seen, and everyday people that live by their own code of ethics. I may be a freak but I have high principles and I love people of the same spirit... they are my real life heroes. My friends are my heros...

My Blog

MainLine your Music - Monday @ MJQ!

New promotion to get you guys in cheap... Bring a friend and get in free with password! Password: Pop Art Propaganda Now everyone can afford to get hooked... so come mainLine your music! ...
Posted by spiralsays on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 10:51:00 PST

Almost time for med school!

I'm so excited. On top of that I'm starting a full time job working 8am to 4pm. You guys will be seeing very little of me after Dragon Con. I must focus on the important things right now. After school...
Posted by spiralsays on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 01:56:00 PST

PHOBIA Friday, June 2nd

I'll be there! :)
Posted by spiralsays on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 10:23:00 PST

"Mud" Wrestling Mondays in Charlotte

This is what my Monday nights consist of now... *Cover - $10 *Drinks - $2 Domestic $4 SoCo *Watching hot strippers wrestle each other in pudding - $Priceless I have mental masterbation material to la...
Posted by spiralsays on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 06:30:00 PST

NEW Agoraphobia Productions website is up!

Go check it out... www.agoraphobiaproductions.com
Posted by spiralsays on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 03:39:00 PST

Spent

The more you put me throughThe more it makes me wanna come back to youYou say you hate me, I just love you moreYou don't want me, I just want you moreI buy you flowers, you throw 'em at meI know it's ...
Posted by spiralsays on Sat, 18 Feb 2006 12:02:00 PST

Updated Harlot From Hell site... and I'm on it!

Harlot from Hell's Shiela X has updated her web site. Go check it out. Perish is the first pic from the fashion show here in ATL. Then go to Galleries and check out the Skin Two Atlanta link. The...
Posted by spiralsays on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 12:10:00 PST

HeXxt December Tribute to Tim Burton!! Dec. 17th

When:Saturday Dec 17, 2005at 10:00 PM Where:Spring 4th Center (corner of spring st and 4th st)726 spring streetAtlanta, GA 30301US HeXxt is a monthly multimedia art show based in a club atmosphere wi...
Posted by spiralsays on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 04:45:00 PST

Dusk Til Dawn's Drunken Dance Dance Revolution! Dec. 16th

Drunken Dance Dance Revolution at Dusk Til Dawn Friday Dec 16th Come out this Friday and socialize and party at Dusk Til Dawn! Lounge around and enjoy drink specials, play pool or air hokey, or dance ...
Posted by spiralsays on Fri, 16 Dec 2005 08:46:00 PST

Dusk til Dawn Pictures...

http://www.snackbag.biz/Photo/DuskTilDawn.html Enjoy! Had a blast last night after being shut in all week... even if I was mostly working. Got to meet some new faces and get better aquainted with the ...
Posted by spiralsays on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 12:11:00 PST