END.making nests in down comforters, being a cat, confusion, awkward laughter, contradiction, monty python, cirque du soleil,, energy, vegas, elements, design, psych, philosophy, books, food, communications, bareback riding, dance, film, painting, working on both sides of the camera, pc's, music, snowboarding, skiing, sleeping, dreaming, snow, hot days, sweaty night clubs, bodies pulsating to the beat, big bad lace up boots, screaming kids at their favorite show, awkward tall long hair metal kids throwing their fists up in support, feeding the musician with their energy, role play, llamas, spider monkies, faeries, elves and everything they represent in our far from perfect world, reaching understanding, forces beyond our control, forces within our reach, learning from the past, anticipating the future, fogetting, remembering, love, lust, irrational choices and the consequences we must face, your familiar scent, and how the world stops every time; we can meet at night, over silent water. literature, witty quotes, whimsical art, eccentric artists, beautiful people, a beautiful mind, stream of consciousness.BEGINING
'Far from the madding crowd's ignoble strife,
Their sober wishes never learn'd to stray;
Along the cool sequester'd vale of life
They kept the noiseless tenor of their way.'
-Thomas Gray, "Elegy Written in a Country Churchyard"
"she was the still point of the turning world."
-the virgin suicides
curiosity
innocence
a kodama
the free of spirit
and dark of mind
The Knife, boy is fiction, glass candy, the toxic avenger, crystal castles, milosh, burial, Black Sabbath, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, The Doors, The Beatles, Jimmie Hendirx, Janice Joplin, Yes, The Who, The Police, The Beatles, Jethro Tull, Rush, Marilyn Mason, NIN, Tool, Creedence Clearwater, Deftones, Oingo Boingo, No Doubt, Outkast, Delerium, My Bloody Valentine, Gus Gus, Placebo, Queen, Erlend Oye, Fiona Apple, Fugees, Garbage, Greatful Dead, Hanin Elias, Die Form, Coheed and Cambria, Antibalas, Bach, Massive Attack, Boy George, Bjork, Mr. Bungle, Mike Patton, Miss Kitten, Murcof, Death in Vegas, B.Fleischmann & Ms. John Soda, Herrmann & Kleine, Lali Puna, Cake, ellen allien, apparat, Client, Silent Hill 3 soundtrack, Calexico, Can, Chiodos, Add N to X, Chicks on Speed, Cocteau Twins, P Funk, Aphex Twin, Portishead, Rushjet1, amelie soundtrach, sneakerpimps, red hot chilie peppers, weezer, dj shadow, rage against the machine, radiohead, Incubus, sarah mclachlan, skinny puppy, smashing pumpkins, squarepusher, tori amos, tricky, vive la fete, sublime, the cure, the faint, shakira, salena...Pantara, Slayer, Arch Enemy, Hypocrisy, Iced Earth, In Flames, Sinergy, Therion, Kovenant, Covenant, Tristania, Theater of Tragedy, Children of Bodom, Helloween, Rhapsody, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, Opeth, Dimmu Borger, In Extremo, At the Gates...
john waters, rick heinrich, burton, david lynch, wes anderson, mark romanek, Hayao Miyazaki. donnie darko, amadeus, royal tenenbaums, virgin suicides, pulp fiction, great expectations, christina ricci, johnny depp, christopher walken, and so many more...
kills.
the virgin suicides, fast food nation, catch22, naked lunch, bhagavad gita, civilization and its discontents, elephant house, war talk, ecce homo.
Emo Phillips, Rei Ayanami, Dorothy Wayneright and, my belated kitty.
my silent muse