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To be a liar, you've got to have a great memory, and I don't have a memory.

About Me

Ok, the first thing you should know about me is that I'm bipolar. Bipolar1 to be exact, if you don't know what that is, look it up. I've had it up to my eyebrows explaining it over and over again. It doesn't make me crazy, well...ok but just sometimes if I have any manic episodes. The medication helps some. I just have things that bother me and it's hard to talk about them so if we ever get to a hard subject, don't push it. I'm a simple girl, not stupid simple, uncomplicated mostly. I'd like to meet others like me. I'm not very loud and sometimes shy even until you get me out of my shell. My favorite thing to do is ride around in the woods with my dog on my time off or go fishing. I suffer from seasonal depression also. At my age, I've been through a lot of loss, heartbreak and very critical advice. I don't have much to do with my family because I think most of them are freaks that think there is nothing wrong with them...well gee, where did the bipolar come from? I didn't pick it up like a virus. I've found many people like that. I don't tell my secrets or my life story to hardly anyone, I keep things locked up inside because I trust nobody enough to depend on them. I'm not ALL a down in the dumps person though, I love life and all that comes with it. MY INTERESTS ARE: I love riding around old mountain roads and finding new roads every time I go. I like a lot of things on and off, depends on my mood. Ask me and maybe we have some things in common. I have NO interest in meeting anyone to 'hook up' so forget that. I only want to meet like minded people. I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

My Interests

LYRICS TO THE SONG ABOVE: 'MARY' Sometimes when I open my eyes I see the things that I can't hide Emptiness hanging from the shadows on the wall Sometimes when I open my ears Hear all the things I don't want to hear 4AM, faith is lost, shes screaming out againCHORUS: And I say Mary, Mary Mother full of light When you gonna come down And save us Save us from this night Oh, I say Mary, Mary When you gonna hear When you gonna come down And take away This bucket full This bucket full of tears?I tried to compromise Saw the world through others eyes In the end, the battle came and left me on the ground So many ways to fall We seem to find them all Tripping through the rubble as we fight within ourselvesCHORUS: And I say Mary, Mary...Impossible, impossible All the things that we make implausible Implausible, implausible All the things we call impossible We risk it all, we pay the toll To a place we've never been before I won't be going back nowMary, Mary when you gonna fly When you gonna come down And say the words To hush this endless cry Oh, I say Mary, Mary When you gonna hear When you gonna come down And take away This bucket full This bucket full of tears?Oooooh Mary

I'd like to meet:

Anyone that can understand why I feel the way I do and not pressure me to spill my guts 'cause that ain't happ'n'. You may get tidbits but the whole ball of wax ain't meltin' honey, so don't even try. If you're familiar with bipolar and know how it effects people I don't mind adding you because you know what it does to people.

Music:

I like country and a little more than that...some blues, raggae, r'n'b, oldies, out of the box music and classical.A CRAZY GIRL IS HARD TO FIND...JOHN HIATT

Movies:

I don't watch too much television but do enjoy a movie or two once in a while.

Television:

Again, not much television except for Discovery Channel, medical shows and Animals Planet except for the gross stuff on there.

Books:

I'm not into reading a lot. I like to people watch, enjoy the night sky and spend time on my computer instead.

Heroes:

Anyone that can teach me something new. Anyone that understands what it's like to live with the torment of loss and bipolar and of course my Dad for not giving up on me and loving me enough so I know how to treat people the way I'd like to be treated.

My Blog

FEAR

I've had a couple of people want to add me without really reading what I'm all about.  I fear people like that because I'm afraid of getting hurt by their words and/or actions.  Being bipola...
Posted by Anna on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 08:17:00 PST

Conversation

I had an interesting conversation with a young man tonight.  It was nice to talk with someone else that understands me as I am without me having to pretend to be someone else.  It's amazing ...
Posted by Anna on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 10:01:00 PST

Truth

The truth is out.  I'm bipolar and whoever reads this will know now.  Take me or leave me but that's just me.  You can deal with me or ignore me, whatever you want.
Posted by Anna on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 01:38:00 PST