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SOULstice

.a.blind.man.called.me.beautiful.

About Me

+*+IF YOU HAVE NOTHING NICE TO SAY -- GO F-CK YOURSELF.+*+ ================================================ i am all i know how to be. ================================================ I find it difficult to describe myself without feeling bound by titles and categories.. I write, but don't consider myself a writer; am artistic, but don't consider myself an artist; act and model, but consider myself neither; I am free-spirited, but no one is free. I try to maintain an honest and conscious life, void of expectations, inhibitions and regret. By honest, I mean both truthful and open with myself and with others (yes, leaving out information/distorting reality DOES count as a lie). I do not ask much from others: merely said honesty and respect. Grant me this, and I will be the best friend you've ever had. Deny me, and you will cease to exist in my mind.I like people-watching and talking to strangers, but prefer small crowds, if any. I try to explore as many areas of life as possible, but sometimes wonder, if in doing so, I will be truly successful in nothing. I appreciate self-expression of any kind. I'm a workaholic and an insomniac, but neither are the cause/effect of the other. I like to talk, but rarely look at the person I'm talking to. I love to listen, and can't take my eyes off the person who's speaking. I enjoy comfortable silences. I am not religious, but I try to lead as stoic a life as possible, according to my own beliefs, virtues and vices. I see moral standards as basic self-respect. I do not push any of my own values or life choices on anyone, nor do I appreciate it in return, but I love to debate. Heavy drinking and drugs were high school for me. I don't "party", nor do I want to. That said..I do not consider nicotine, caffeine, or weed "drugs".(lol)I drink occasionally (a beer or glass of red wine after a long day), smoke often, and curse casually.. but NONE of the above in the presence of children.I am not looking for drama or games; I am not looking to judge, change, or be changed; if people can't accept eachother for who they are, they are not meant to be friends.Sometimes I think I'm a sarcastic old man trapped in a chick's body.I have been called "a walking contradiction"...Oh. And I'm a vegetarian with a dog and 2 cats, so if you're not "animal-friendly"..(enough said)========================== PERSONAL QUOTES OF CLARITY: "desire is the greatest aspect of satisfaction""the distance between insanity and genius is measured only by a society's definition of success" ==================== LITERARY INSPIRATION: "there's man all over for you-blaming on his boots, the faults of his feet"-Didi, Waiting for Godot (samuel beckett) ============================================

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My Interests

creation.and.destruction:

Heroes:


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

My Blog

sometimes i think in haiku...

Life: Death's Pretty Smile. ...the colorful Leaves Falling... ...the Silver Lining...
Posted by SOULstice on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 08:00:00 PST

sex.drugs.desire.fantasy.obsession.murder.depression.wound.U NWOUND.

..another boring night planned?..Get out of the house and come on over to the North Haven Barnes & Noble for an exclusive showing/signing by Gorman Bechard!!Tonight at 7pm: We will be showing the ...
Posted by SOULstice on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 08:02:00 PST

"COMING SOON......" - a shameless self-promotion

PROMO VIDEO: Unwound a novel, by Jonathan Baine - view the teaser ((and soon, the video!!)) here: www.jonathanbaine.com   MUSIC VIDEO: Misundercould - by Matthew Ryan - listen to it ((2nd track)...
Posted by SOULstice on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 07:55:00 PST

infinite.infringement

sincerity lies beyond your eyes.and i wonder what other lies are hidden back there.pretending as though id recognize a genuine soul, if it were mine.pretending as though ive felt love from anotherbut ...
Posted by SOULstice on Fri, 19 May 2006 10:50:00 PST

to all that i've abandoned.

to all that i've abandoned: my body; my mind - my reality. those i've claimed, nearest to me. my hopes; my dreams; my fantasies. my fears; depression: released from me.   now, i sit, an empty she...
Posted by SOULstice on Thu, 11 May 2006 12:47:00 PST

sometimes i feel i shouldnt be left alone.as though ive trouble discerning reality on my own.

.close.my.eyes.           -for a better view.           mind renders vision, skewed.    colors turni...
Posted by SOULstice on Thu, 11 May 2006 12:42:00 PST

.c.a.t.a.l.y.s.t.

where did you come from? this unanticipated catalyst.. initiating chain reactions, without being consumed, yet consuming me in the process... swallow me whole.where did you go? ive been looking at you...
Posted by SOULstice on Tue, 02 May 2006 02:33:00 PST

old is new.

staring blankly into the depths of my empty coffee cup. the odor of burning filter climbs inside my nose. the know of my mind              &n...
Posted by SOULstice on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 09:51:00 PST

its never enough.

apologize for trying to adapt my fingerprints. (your mapped-out blueprints, in hand)          but, somehow, its not enough.   apologize for ripping my eyes...
Posted by SOULstice on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 09:39:00 PST

i spend too much time alone in the woods.

the eruption is building. thoughts-neverending. a mission, completed. a woman, retreating into her mind. the confining walls of reminiscence. the quiet desire for retired vengeance. contemplation of p...
Posted by SOULstice on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 10:48:00 PST