SOULstice

+*+IF YOU HAVE NOTHING NICE TO SAY -- GO F-CK YOURSELF.+*+ ================================================ i am all i know how to be. ================================================ I find it difficult to describe myself without feeling bound by titles and categories.. I write, but don't consider myself a writer; am artistic, but don't consider myself an artist; act and model, but consider myself neither; I am free-spirited, but no one is free. I try to maintain an honest and conscious life, void of expectations, inhibitions and regret. By honest, I mean both truthful and open with myself and with others (yes, leaving out information/distorting reality DOES count as a lie). I do not ask much from others: merely said honesty and respect. Grant me this, and I will be the best friend you've ever had. Deny me, and you will cease to exist in my mind.I like people-watching and talking to strangers, but prefer small crowds, if any. I try to explore as many areas of life as possible, but sometimes wonder, if in doing so, I will be truly successful in nothing. I appreciate self-expression of any kind. I'm a workaholic and an insomniac, but neither are the cause/effect of the other. I like to talk, but rarely look at the person I'm talking to. I love to listen, and can't take my eyes off the person who's speaking. I enjoy comfortable silences. I am not religious, but I try to lead as stoic a life as possible, according to my own beliefs, virtues and vices. I see moral standards as basic self-respect. I do not push any of my own values or life choices on anyone, nor do I appreciate it in return, but I love to debate. Heavy drinking and drugs were high school for me. I don't "party", nor do I want to. That said..I do not consider nicotine, caffeine, or weed "drugs".(lol)I drink occasionally (a beer or glass of red wine after a long day), smoke often, and curse casually.. but NONE of the above in the presence of children.I am not looking for drama or games; I am not looking to judge, change, or be changed; if people can't accept eachother for who they are, they are not meant to be friends.Sometimes I think I'm a sarcastic old man trapped in a chick's body.I have been called "a walking contradiction"...Oh. And I'm a vegetarian with a dog and 2 cats, so if you're not "animal-friendly"..(enough said)========================== PERSONAL QUOTES OF CLARITY: "desire is the greatest aspect of satisfaction""the distance between insanity and genius is measured only by a society's definition of success" ==================== LITERARY INSPIRATION: "there's man all over for you-blaming on his boots, the faults of his feet"-Didi, Waiting for Godot (samuel beckett) ============================================

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