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cynsanity - ghouleh

URIDIM: - - - Khaotick Weirdness of Blood and Illusion...

About Me

"But picture this... choice cut, taken from the ass. Blackened. A little pepper. Served on a bed of lightly salted intestines. Wash it down with a glass of chilled plasma. Maybe a little glazed liver for dessert. Bon Appetit."
-Stash
Yes, I am a freak. A ghoul, even. *toothy smile*

Warning:


I could now whine on and on about myself and my life, re-titling this "The Life and Times of cynsanity"... but I think I'm doing all of us a favour if I don't. Especially since I can summarise the entirety of those un-written words with a much more concise version:
Me iz weird.
I am, besides that, a student of 'Ancient Semitic Philology and Oriental Archaeology'. I'm specialising in Sumerology, and currently working on my Master's thesis (about priesthood in Early Dynastic Sumer...).
I read, write and to some degree speak not only German and English, but also Sumerian, old Akkadian, Assyrian, Babylonian, Ugaritic, Latin, Hittite, Bible Hebrew, Proto-Sinaitic, Ancient Hebrew, Phoenician, Canaanite and Moabite.
I would like to learn Russian, Ancient Greek, Middle Aramaean, Syrian, Arabian, Mandaean and Middle Egyptian as well, but I'm afraid that would be a tad too much for the next 3 or 4 years. Alas, I have a whole life to waste on languages that no one's interested in... *toothy grin*
I'm a sanguinarian (and a Pastafarian).
Oh, did I forget the Discordianism? I am a pope (AS ARE YOU!)! Then again, I am an Episkopos (not really, but hey, who cares - ALL HAIL DISCORDIA!), and you probably aren't.
I believe in a meta-polytheistic worldview (favouring Sumerian panthea). At the same time, I don't believe in anything. Yeah... *shrugs* I'm funny like that.
I love to bother myself with quantum physics, supersymmetric string theory, Bell's theorem, etc.
I read a lot - Sumerian or Akkadian texts (mostly Sumerian stuff though), stuff about comparative religious science, mythologies, Magick, theoretical physics, chemistry, neurology, RAW (the evolution of human consciousness), psychology (especially so-called 'abnormal' behaviour), 'dark matter', energy... and a lot of other things.
Oh, and I am a hopeless horror movie addict. And I mean hopeless...
EVERYTHING IS TRUE, NOTHING IS PERMITTED
...Touched by His Noodly Appendage!
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My Interests



Sumerology, Drinking (read: Hobby-Alcoholism), Horror, Sharp Things With Which I Can Cut People, Comparative Religious Sciences, Cats, Mythologies, SEX, Theoretical Physics, VMApirism (please note the difference!), Ghouls, Cannibalism, Writing, Consciousness, MagicK, Evolution, Language, Writing Systems / Symbolism, - and of course Self-Organisation of Consciousness (and thus "Reality").


I'd like to meet:

Others...? And, of course, interesting people (which, somehow, goes under the heading of 'others', if I'm not mistaken...). Erm. Yes.

I love talking to people that are intelligent and are willing to think, listen and talk. So, if you're interested in ancient history, languages, socio-political developments, the rise of civilisation, evolution, theoretical physics, music, horror movies (everything between Murnau's Nosferatu and the present day), psychology, philosophy and all that stuff... just drop me a line. Nonsense is fine, too *smiles*

Other than that - Argyle Goolsby, TB Monstrosity, Bill Moseley, Rob Zombie, Sid Haig, Rod Usher, George A. Romero, Clive Barker, Gris Grimly, Brad Dourif, Wes Craven, Robert Englund, Christopher Walken, Doug Bradley, Tom Savini, Stuart Gordon, Brian Yuzna and Bruce Campbell. Hail to the king, baby.

Slaughter The World
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Music:

Blitzkid, Rezurex, Eisregen, Necromantix, Bloodsucking Zombies from Outer Space, The Spook, Stellar Corpses, Misfits, AFI, Ghoultown, The Crimson Ghosts, The Other, Left For Dead, Long Tall Texans, King Diamond/Mercyful Fate, Dethklok, Behemoth, Mad Sin, Kvikksolvguttene, The Doors, Gorgeous Frankenstein, Forgotten Tomb, Morbid, Calabrese, Windir, Current 93, Nirvana, Rob Zombie / White Zombie, Burzum, Balzac, Dissection, Marduk, Islamic Folk, Dark Throne, Stolen Babies, Johnny Cash, Iron Maiden, Gorgoroth, Katatonia, Demilich, Mayhem, Blind Guardian, Demons and Wizards, The Divine Comedy, Schandmaul, Tiger Lillies, Klingonz, Shadow Reichenstein, Green Day (old), NO Blues, Elend, Sol Invictus, The Pogues, Dirty Pretty Things, Mörk Gryning, Cradle of Filth, Count Nosferatu Kommando, The Who, Hate Squad, Nile, Beherit, Grey Wolves, Choronzon, Dmitry Shostakovich, Corvus Corax, Scary Bitches, Cintecele Diavolui, The Kinks, Microtonner, Absu, Limbonic Art, Arcturus, Isengard, Trollheims Grott, Demented Are Go, Melechesh, Satyricon, Pain, Carpathian Forest, The Kooks, Darkane, Scorngrain, Kitaro, Nargaroth, ...

Movies:

Insanitarium, Cannibal Flesh Riot!, Dellamorte Dellamore, House of 1000 Corpses, The Devil's Rejects,The People Under the Stairs, Hogfather, Candyman, Hellraiser I - IV, No Such Thing, Ravenous, Dagon, Cannibal Apocalypse, old Hammer Horror movies, From Beyond, Re-Animator, Bride of Re-Animator, Beyond Re-Animator, Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2, The Ugly, Shadows of the Dead, Evil Dead, Evil Dead 2: Dead By Dawn, Army of Darkness, Friday the 13th (besides "Jason Goes To Hell", aka The Movie That Shall Not Be Named), Nightmare on Elm Street, Dr. Giggles, 13 Ghosts, Dawn of the Dead, Day of the Dead, Wrong Turn, Wrong Turn: Dead End, Night Junkies, Hide and Creep, The Quick and the Undead, The Addiction, Habit, 28 Days Later, 28 Weeks Later, Ice Age, Ice Age: Meltdown, Castle Freak, Death Machine, The Stink of Flesh, The Boondock Saints, Braindead, Bad Taste, Blood and Donuts, Halloween, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, Martin, The Crazies, Urban Gothic: Vampirology, Suspiria, Shrek, Shrek 2, White Skin, Ghost in a Shell, August Underground, The Hills Have Eyes (REMAKE), Dog Soldiers, Jacob's Ladder, Hellsing, Oh Brother Where Art Thou, Man Bites Dog, Saw I - III, The Prophecy, Subspecies I, Nadja, August Underground Mordum, Borderline Cult, Silence of the Lambs, Trouble Every Day, Nochnoj Dozor, Young Frankenstein, Severance, The Hatchet, The Thing, Cannibal Ferox, Cannibal Holocaust, Ginger Snaps, Ginger Snaps: Unleashed, Ginger Snaps Back, ...

Television:

FARSCAPE, Mystery Science Theater 3000, Freakazoid, Animaniacs, The Simpsons, Thundercats, 'Aaaagh! It's the Mr. Hell Show!', House MD, American Gothic, Deadwood, Black Adder, Time Gentlemen Please, Metalocalypse, American Dad, The Mighty Boosh, Deadwood, Dr. Who, Tales from the Crypt, Masters of Horror, ... although I actually don't own a TV - which leaves me in a dreadful information vacuum about what my government currently thinks I should think. Pity. Considering that I am in this state of information-vacuum for more than ...*thinks*... 8 years now, I am wondering why I still have the right to vote...

Books:

Throne of Bones, Sick, Lautréamont's Les Chants de Maldoror, The Dark Descent, The Book of All Flesh, The Book of More Flesh, The Book of Last Flesh, Prometheus Rising, Richard Dawkins, Illuminatus!, Schroedinger's Cat, E.M. Cioran, Friedrich Nietzsche, Cosmic Trigger, Elric, Von Bek, Sailing To Utopia, The Dancers at the End of Time, Legends from the End of Time, everything by HPL, Psybermagick, Liber Kaos, Liber Null, Neuromancer, Mona Lisa Overdrive, Biochips, Prime Chaos, Condensed Chaos, Pseudonomicon, Steppenwolf, Siddharta, Untersuchungen zur Goetterwelt des altsumerischen Stadtstaates von Lagash, The Dark Tower I - IV, Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell, Grundriss der Akkadischen Grammatik, Rekonstruktion des Pantheons von Nippur im 3. Jahrtausend, The Image of the Netherworld in Sumerian Sources, eMail to the universe, Earliest Land Tenure Systems in the Near East: Ancient Kudurrus, Gudea and his Dynasty, the Otherland series, Proverbs of Ancient Sumer: The World's Earliest Proverb Collections, Desire, Discord and Death, A Cognitive Theory of Magic, The Neolithic, The Invention of Cuneiform, Meine Psychose, mein Fahrrad und ich, Faust, Paradise Lost, ...

Heroes:

Undead things that eat humans.
The Eternal Champion
And Serge the Seal of Death. And Scorpius - because Scorpius fucking RULEZ!
And, of course, Richard the Warlock.

My Blog

Frank Zappa - Cheepnis (Roxy & Elsewhere)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ciP0fo3_F8A Because I watched "It Conquered The World" (1956) - a Roger Corman jewel. Enjoy....
Posted by cynsanity - ghouleh on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 10:14:00 PST

Motto? Mantra?

Somehow, the ghoul-story seems to have developed its own motto... on its own. Not now.Not anymore.I can't remember how often I already used that combination (I COULD count, but I don't feel like doin...
Posted by cynsanity - ghouleh on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 04:08:00 PST

@ a certain person

Let me start this blog by saying the following: You are a hypocrite. Then again, most people are hypocrites. But there's a special kind of hypocrite that I can't stand at all, and you just managed to ...
Posted by cynsanity - ghouleh on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 03:52:00 PST

n’Abend, Herr Akademiker

Freut mich richtig, dich hier zu sehen... ...und was heißt da "offensichtlich" (nur, um mich selbst zu wiederholen)?! ...
Posted by cynsanity - ghouleh on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 12:58:00 PST

Flying Spaghetti Monster

I SHOULD be watching a horror movie and review it. Instead, I am consuming beer and reading up on the newest stuff about ID, also known as "Intelligent Design" (aka "God made all of this! Can't you s...
Posted by cynsanity - ghouleh on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 12:18:00 PST

Its not a tumor!

I knew that that would get your attention.It's official. I don't have a brain tumor, or any blood clots in my brain, or any sort of lesions etc. According to the CT and the MRI, my brain is (I take t...
Posted by cynsanity - ghouleh on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 12:12:00 PST

One of the best things I’ve ever read

I am a Sanguinarian. I need blood. I am not here to prove it, or make you believe. I have more important things to worry about like supporting those who also share in this condition. Physical, psychol...
Posted by cynsanity - ghouleh on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 02:13:00 PST

Health problems and ridiculous hospitals

Ok, so I've been to the hospital twice since yesterday. Advanced Carpal Tunnel Syndrome (yay! I can hardly move my hand, let alone my fingers! Hooray!), and something weird happening to the right half...
Posted by cynsanity - ghouleh on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 01:33:00 PST

Fire, fire, burning bright...

***Screams echoed through the night - screams of pain, screams of death. He could hear the howling despair and necrophilous joys of the dying as they gave voice to the flames that ate their bodies, l...
Posted by cynsanity - ghouleh on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 11:22:00 PST

Why Ubuntu 8.04 is better than whatever OS you run.

AMAROK! Terminal! VLC! Mahjongg (okay, that's rather lame...)! Pidgin! File Browser! Transmission! aMule! And it works without problems!Because it is so much better than windows. ...and I WILL figure...
Posted by cynsanity - ghouleh on Sat, 17 May 2008 03:35:00 PST