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Ben's little sister

HOW CAN YOU EMBRACE THE FUTURE, HOLDING ON TO THE PAST!...you can't

About Me

About me...hmmm...about me??? I am a very spiritual and PASSIONATE person, who loves God with every ounce of His being in me! I LOVE THE RELATIONSHIP CONCEPT OF LIFE THEREFORE, I love the institution of Family (it's all I know) and I love the TRUTH, WHICH BRINGS ABOUT REVELATION. IF YOU LIVE LIFE AS A LIAR YOU LIVE IN BONDAGE AND WHAT'S THE USE OF LIVING IF IT YOU CAN'T BE FREE?????? I LOVE TRUE FRIENDSHIP, THE KIND WITH TWO-WAY ACCOUNTABILITY...I love things of quality, like, TRUTH, good air, DID I MENTION THE TRUTH and Versace shoes that will last a lifetime[YOU-as in myself)like nice things]! THIS MAY BE STRANGE TO SOME AND GREAT FOR OTHERS; I LOVE CRYING, which should be differentiated from shedding tears; (tears fall from the eyes and crying comes from the soul)! I love pouring into hurting people and then seeing those same persons walking in healing and deliverance. Details, details, details...gotta have them. It ties into me being a very analytical person and wanting to know the answers and having the ability to connect the dots if I have too (so don't play...please don't play)! WHEN I DO LOVE, I love hard...knowing that IF YOU NEVER LEARN TO LOVE A PERSON FOR THEIR FAULTS, YOU NEVER REALLY LEARN TO LOVE THEM. I also believe that LOYALTY is one of the best words in the english vocabulary, what you do with it can make or break you!Header Banner Made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!

My Interests

BEING HEALED TO THE 100TH POWER AND NOT LETTING ANYTHING BUT DEATH KEEP ME FROM IT!

The Contrell Show-San Franklin-Stancil @ Soul Sanctuary
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=melu62gR9EM

her friend wanted her to win the prize and volunteered her against her will to win it...lolol...the rest is history!

I'd like to meet:

I woke up on the 24th and stared 40 (the new 20) in the face...LOLOL! I'm healing like never before! Living like never before and LOVING LIKE NEVER BEFORE! DID YA HEAR ME SAINTS???? I SAID LOVING LIKE NEVER BEFORE! TRUE LOVE HAS FOUND ME AND KNOCKED THE HELL(don't be deep, I literally mean HELL!) OUTTA ME!....LOLOL...I found myself, underneath all the baggage and I feel soooooooo good...I love me like no other and if you can't love me as much or better than I do myself then you're out like 39!David, (you know the writer of the Psalms)! I can really relate to his passion for God even though he knew that he was a wreck mess!

Music:

How You love Music...all genres...except that rap(only a few). You love your mentor, Bishop Walter Hawkins and you love Tommy Simms...believe it or not I love Patrice Rushen..I been lookin for you, haven't you heard! Stevie Wonder, Lalah Hathaway and her daddy, RIP, Donny! Glenn Jones, Angela Winbush, Norah Jones, Mary J. Anita Baker, Joe, Mario(that lil' boy can sang); Sting, India "Private Party" Arie, Duran-Duran (lol), Chicago, John Mayer, Wynonna Judd, Faith Hill, Martina McBride, Daughtry, and Steven Tyler, NeYo, Jasmine Sullivan, Missy Elliot, CeCe Winans; My friends, Donald Lawrence(your name says it all), Jonathan (your voice clarity)& Jason(man your tone!!)Nelson, Jonathan Dunn(your oil & lyrics), Kirk Franklin(my cousin??..lol), Vashawn Mitchell(your sweetness and chi-town loyalty), Rashaan Patterson(your ability to be my card partner), Donnie McClurkin(your authority), Nat King..oops..Ed Hawkins(the Father), Mark Kibble of TAKE 6(your ability to encourage, validate and make it seem so easy); My co-workers and sistahs(lol)Blanche McAllister-Dykes (my bes farend), Sheri Moffett(my accountability partner), Sha Simpson(my honesty buddy), Natalie Wilson(your innovation), Nakitta Clegg(the pretender..lol.."i can't sing that high"..child please); The Professor James Hall(your dance), Hezekiah Walker(your perserverence), The Carpenters, Manhattan Transfer, The Emotions, TAKE 6, Earth, Wind & Fire, Thomas Whitfield, Phoebe Snow, Aretha Franklin(with clothes on), Fred Hammond, Lee Williams,Harvey Watkins, Joe Ligon...yes I'm a quartet girl!(they are perfect squallers) and props to most of my gospel peeps...alot of you are too carnal for me! Any solo/choir/group/duo or musician from Chitown, yall just got it!I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

San Franklin
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCtUvm-qX3Y

Atlanta, GA

Movies:

My favorite movie of all time is "Pretty Woman", then comes "Imitation of Life"! Also, the ten commandments when Moses is holding the old guy and he says, " I just wanted to behold the deliverer" and he was being held by him already!

Television:

You love...Law & Order, SUV...I mean SVU(lol), Criminal Intent and plain ole Law & Order...oh and CSI too! And I can't forget that anointed, Super Nanny; and since I am a mother of a two year old, some of my other favorites have become, the backyardigans(those lil'thangs ain't no joke), Jack's Big Music Show(the Schwartzmen quartet are take 6 in 4 puppet form)and Wow Wow Wubzy....what the heck is a wubzy and why is he wowed?...lololol

Books:

The B.I.B.L.E; Co-Dependent No More; Exploring Worship, Bob Sorge, The Four Agreements, The Five Love Languages, Every Woman's Battle...so many books, so little time,

Heroes:

ME! I'M BECOMING MY OWN HERO!! I'M REALIZING THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH DEATH, HELL AND THE GRAVE AND I'M STILL HERE TO TYPE ABOUT IT ON MYSPACE!!.....TRUE LOVE IS MY HERO!!...IT HAS THE ABILITY TO BE GIVEN, TAKEN, USED, MISUSED, LOST, FOUND, NOT SOLD OR BOUGHT, BUT STILL REMAINS TRUE IN THE END! I REALLY LOOK UP TO LOVE!.....NIKKO JERSAN STANCIL, MY ONLY CHILD, WHO WILL BE A WOMAN'S DREAM, BECAUSE HE'S SENSITIVE TO EVERY TEAR HIS MOMMA CRIES AND SHARES EVERY PRAISE HE HEARS HER SPEAK! HE EMBODIES ALL THE LOVE THAT GOD HAS FOR ME AND SHOWS IT IN HIS SMILE EVERY MORNING THAT HE ARISES AND HUGS ME, WHICH HELPS ME WANT TO MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY!.....EVERY BELIEVER WHO IS STILL HERE FIGHTING THE GOOD FIGHT OF FAITH, KNOWING THAT THE THINGS YOU'VE SURVIVED SHOULD HAVE LANDED YOU IN A ROOM WITH PADDED WALLS!!!! Gotta go and dance for ya!MY TRUTHS AND MY CONSTANTS...FOR IT IS YOU WHO GOD SENT TO ME TO HELP ME LIVE....

My Blog

CHANGE...

AT THIS POINT RIGHT NOW I AM SOOOO ANGRY, CUZ I WORKED SO HARD ON THE BLOG BEFORE AND IT SOMEHOW GOT DELETED AND IT WAS FULL OF GOOD CONTENT AND DELIVERANCE FOR ME AND THE READER, SO I'M JUST PRAYING ...
Posted by Ben's little sister on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 08:08:00 PST

I’m fine...God is doing the crushing...

 FIRST OF ALL, LET ME SAY THANK YOU TO SO MANY OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS AND SPACE FRIENDS WHO WHEN SAW THAT MY MOOD IS "CRUSHED", IMMEDIATELY WANTED TO GO TO BLOWS ON MY BEHALF...LOL!  TRUS...
Posted by Ben's little sister on Wed, 21 May 2008 12:33:00 PST

Reapin time (I finished the blog)!

Okay, here we go. Over the past few months I have sat and watched a number of things happen to people that I love and care for.  Many of those things have been damaging not only to persons charac...
Posted by Ben's little sister on Tue, 06 May 2008 07:06:00 PST

BE NOT DECEIVED, GOD IS NOT MOCKED, WHATSOEVER A MAN SOWETH, THAT SHALL HE ALSO REAP

The law of reciprocity isn't just a spiritual law it is a law of nature...give me a lil time and i'll finish...lol.
Posted by Ben's little sister on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 06:41:00 PST

The Fifth Season is Here!!!!

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY!  To be honest, any day above ground is a terrific Day..lol. I know many of you have probably read my profile and realize that in the past year i have a number of occurrences ...
Posted by Ben's little sister on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 11:11:00 PST

What are you talking about?

Many of my my-space friends have asked me to blog on what the 5th season is...it's very simple and I promise I will blog in a week or so, in the meantime, just pray that you are on your way into the ...
Posted by Ben's little sister on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 08:22:00 PST