billie holiday said... |
"Dope never helped anybody sing better or play music better or do anything better. All dope can do for you is kill you - and kill you the long, slow, hard way." i was the kid that won the DARE essay...
Posted by ash on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 02:31:00 PST |
i heard firewords |
and i had a dream we were on a train somewhere, like we were captured in a silent movie about a train robbery. i remember when i was a little kid riding back from school, i would look in all the...
Posted by ash on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 11:34:00 PST |
we all long to blow up and leave the past behind us |
sometimes i think i shouldn't have come back. i told myself it was because i didn't want to wait till i got the call and had to sit on a plane for five hours only to have her die ...
Posted by ash on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 11:56:00 PST |
scarlet jaw |
walking down the ave a few days ago i made myself remember a couple of things i saw.
a sad looking, stuffed puppy dog strapped to a suitcase. the way the bungees were tied around his neck it loo...
Posted by ash on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 02:23:00 PST |
i don't ever wanna feel like i did that day |
self destruction leads to breakdown but it also breeds creation.
Posted by ash on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 09:05:00 PST |
guide to getting it wrong |
i can't remember the last time i've seen those trees. I remember the trees best. Short and stubby like agent orange infants. There are a few brief, very clear sequences from that per...
Posted by ash on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 08:40:00 PST |
haven't seen you around in a while |
didn't go to work for a month
didn't leave my bed for eight days straight
haven't hung out with anyone
if i did, i'd have nothing to say
didn't feel angry or depressed
didn't feel anything at al...
Posted by ash on Sun, 21 May 2006 11:13:00 PST |
fluff |
Sometimes the sun is too hot here and I have to find a slice of shade in between the buildingsyou know the two-foot angle of dark that juts out from the corner.
&n...
Posted by ash on Tue, 16 May 2006 02:30:00 PST |
i can't help it |
i don't think i've ever done anything that awful in my whole life. That fucking box is what killed me. It took me so long--throwing clothes everywhere cause i couldn't remember what was yo...
Posted by ash on Sat, 13 May 2006 11:57:00 PST |
you got to get up, get out and get somethin. don't let the days of your life pass you by |
i lock my door and resist the urge to sprint down the stairs and out the front door (it's way too late to be racing around the hotel in my army boots) but i am lusting after a cigarette. tha...
Posted by ash on Sun, 07 May 2006 05:28:00 PST |
