Miss Sunshine

Im Ashley a.k.a. Smash. I am a sweet Georgia girl / the true definition of a Bo$$ chick. Im a sophmore in college (Deans List and Presidents List this year), I work on the weekends, and I have a gorgeous daughter, Dadrianna. I love my life and my 300 and think that I am really blessed. I am indecisive, high maitenance, goofy, and bossy .sometimes. . I have also been said to be a bad driver but this is not the case..Just because my parking skills suck does NOT mean that I am a bad driver. And the wrecks dont either. --I FIRMLY BELIEVE THAT YOU SHOULD NOT JUDGE ANYONE UNTIL YOU HAVE BEEN IN THEIR SHOES!! --I love people but they frustrate me. I am the girl who wants to be a sweetheart and do favors for people but also the girl that wants the ultimate revenge when crossed (workin on that too). I also think every person comes in your life to teach you something and that life is too short to call off friendships... just because u have problems isn't a good enough reason. God puts friends in your life for a reason and amidst all the drama usually the reasons you became friends in the first place is still there. That being said I am especially sorry to some1 that was my friend for a long time that I pushed away. U kno who u r. I am also overly critical of myself and everyone else. Sometimes I think I have unrealistic expectations but I am beginning to accept certain imperfections. I am just trying to find more balance in my life and bang out my next 6 years of school. I also dont fit in anywhere, with anyone. I fit people to me...------------------------------------------------------- ----"To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.”----------------------------------------------- ------------I love: my family and friends, 575 and Adriano Goldchmeid Jeans, Varsity chilli dogs, 2 o'clock sunshine, 700 thread count sheets, when people open doors for me, going to the gym, watching south park and family guy re-runs, grass, girl scout cookies, stargazer lillies, tanning beds, walking barefoot, Magens Bay, Columbian accents, MAC, Spa Sydell, Strawberries and Creme frappucinos from Starbucks with a shot of toffee nut syrup, neck kisses, when a guy orders for me, that there are actually a few honest people left in the world, deep fried creme brulee cheescake (It's Delicious-I've BeenAgain to Bennigan's),vaporizers, shout, listerine, dogs, that my daughter loves to get her nails done *so proud*, to take pictures, peruvian skin, my first love like a brother/best friend/downassmf*er and adore his girlfriend, being in control, alpaca rugs, Van Micheal's dry hairspray, the back-combing technique, and when my car is clean. ------------------------------------------------------------ ------ I Hate: green peppers and onions, hair gel, people who have no manners, law of gravity, apostrophes, tribal tattoos, cowards, liars, people who beat aroud the bush, people who are only friends with you to benefit themselves (hangers on), that i am such a spoiled brat, concrete, ford focus cars guhross, covergirl foundation,when your pants get baggy after you've worn them a few hours, when they play lame music at the gym, when everybody and their mama calls u but the person you want to, diet coke, traffic jams, marborlo reds, making mistakes, wasting time, mosquito bites, taking bad pictures, when people mistake my kindness for weakness, that I have 262 people in my phone and in case of emergency i could count on maybe 5 of those people. maybe. , that it takes so long to get ready, when people tell me I look mean. I am not mean. I just dont walk around with a pasted smile. I am happy just in deep thought sometimes...is that okay?, doing laundry, being wrong, that I need 40 hrs in a day but wish i was somewhere close to being out of school, cheap band-aids, being un prepared, and the fact that I am not perfect.---------------------------------------------------- ------- Things aren't always what they look like. Today is the tomorrow you were waiting for yesterday. Say what you mean and mean what you say. Plan your work and work your plan. Happiness is the way! Succes is a journey, not a destination. Obstacles are what you see when you take your eyes off the road. There is always an opportunity in any disaster. The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. The only tyrant I accept in this world is the still voice within. We must be the change we wish to see I got my MySpace Layout at HerMyspaceLayouts.com.A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesnt believe, and leaves before she is left.