animal behavior, human behavior, love, trying to be light, thinking, remembering to breathe, attempting to be free, finding my balance, having "conversations" with people that arent there, having conversations with people that are there, pretending to run until it turns out im running, trying to not ask why, singing, trying to be open despite the often devastating consequences, coloring my hair, dreaming of new zealand, wood.and these otters. i love these otters.
my maker.
aphex twin, fiona apple, bjork, bright eyes, richard buckner, cat power, nick cave, the clash, leonard cohen, elvis costello, devotchka, the distillers, elliot, marianne faithful, the flaming lips, marvin gaye, beth gibbons, goldfrapp, mick harvey, pj harvey, jolie holland, iron and wine, joy division, lambchop, ray lamontagne, massive attack, willie nelson, neutral milk hotel, joanna newsom, nirvana, oasis, will oldham, piekoz, the pixies, portishead, the pogues, the pretenders, prince, queen, radiohead, damien rice, roxy music, nina simone, elliott smith, sugar, tool, U.N.K.L.E., the velvet underground, tom waits, m. ward, jim white, white stripes, wilco.
being john malkovich, breaking the waves, city of lost children, closer, dancer in the dark, dogville, donnie darko, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, fight club, leon (the professional), mad monster party, the man who wasn't there, memento, morvern callar, mulholland dr., pi, the princess bride, punch drunk love, rosencrantz and gildenstern are dead, songs from the second floor, your friends and neighbors
"What television does is rent us friends and relatives who are quite satisfactory." - kurt vonnegut
catch-22, catcher in the rye, the crying of lot 49, the dot and the line: a romance in lower mathematics, fear and loathing in las vegas: a savage journey to the heart of the american dream, foucault's pendulum, god knows, hitchhikers guide to the galaxy, the little prince, more spaghetti i say, a perfect day for banana fish, sirens of titan, the sneeches and other stories, the strange case of dr. jekyll and mr. hyde,
i guess i dont have heroes. sometimes im inspired. often by: thom yorke, banksy, trent reznor, bill drummond, my friends. we are the music makers and we are the dreamers of dreams.