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CLEARED

My name's Denver Max, I eat heart attacks.

About Me

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My Interests

Everything but me

I'd like to meet:

"sHE JUST STARES AT ME, RIGHT LEG KICKED OUT WITH WEIGHT ON HER LEFT SIDE PURSE SLUNG OVER HER SHOULDER, SHAKING HER HEAD IN A "YOU-SILLY-FUCKER" KIND OF MANNER AND TELLS ME TO GET UP, WE ARE GOING OUT. i SCRAMBLE, SLIDE, FALL AS I RUSH TO MY BEDROOM, CHANGING AS FAST AS I CAN, KNOCKING THINGS OVER, DROPPING CLOTHES EVERYWHERE. i AM LIFTED. SOURING. CATCHING MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND BRIEFLY WASHING MY FACE, STOPPING, SMIRKING AT MY IDIOCY AT MY NOW KNOWING WHAT A PATHETIC MESS OF MAN, I WAS TO HAVE BEATEN MYSELF SENSLESS OVER NOTHING BUT MY WANDERING RIDICULOUS THOUGHTS, TO HAVE GIVEN WAY TO THE MOOD OF THE SKY.""VISITED BY A CHILD WHO DOES NOT UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN HE IS OLDER AND WHEN HE REALIZES IT ALL COMES TO AN END, WHEN THE ANCIENT ONE HE OR SHE HAS JUST VISITED VANISHES AND IS SPREAD ALONG THE SEA LIKE EMPTYING AN ASHTRAY, OR SHELVED IN A METAL JAR AMONG THE MEMORIES OF NOTHING AND SLOWLY LEFT TO A WHISPER OF THOUGHT AND EVENTUALLY PUT IN THE ATTIC, UP ON A SHELF, AND PERHAPS FURTHER PUT UP FOR SALE ON THE LAWN ONE SILENT SPRING MORNING OR DISPOSED OF OUTRIGHT. WHAT WILL HE THINK? WILL IT HAVE BEEN AN UTTER WASTE? WILL HE HAVE LEFT A MARK AND DONE GREAT THINGS? OR WILL HE SHRUG AND ACQUIESCE TO THE FACT HE WASTED IT ALL ON NOTHING? iT'S ALL A METHOD OF DISPOSAL REALLY. bABY STEPS TO DISPOSAL, BABY STEPS TO THE ULTIMATE CURSE, TO BE FORGOTTEN, TO BE UN-REMEMBERED.""EVERYONE HAS RATS IN THEIR CELLAR, EVEN THE POPE. I AM WELL & THOUGH IT GETS UNREASONABLY COLD UP HERE YOUR LETTERS KEEP ME WARM."

Music:

rage against the machine

Movies:



Television:

simpsons

Books:

The odyssey, Blood in my eye, soul on ice

Heroes:



My Blog

How to kill a saint

i have a feeling that feeling is temporaryfor my feeling of not feeling is contemporaryi know change is good and imminentbut thats harder to swallow when your innocenttell a lover to love for wrong re...
Posted by CLEARED on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 11:50:00 PST

THIS IS AN OLD LOVE POEM I WROTE HAHA <3 too bad she never read it

Looking back on all the memoriesAll the people that befriended meAll the days you defended meAnd held me together mending meThe messages you were sending meThe help you were lending meThe times you we...
Posted by CLEARED on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 02:36:00 PST

blank

It's Been 7 days with out you and my stomach feels like 7 days with out food im doubtful scratching my head laying in this bed that never seems comfortable one more dream with you and i promise i'll n...
Posted by CLEARED on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 12:55:00 PST

la fumar

There are two ways you can look at women.But both are represented in the form of a CigaretteFirst way to live with them is to enjoy what they have as fast as possible and when you can't smoke any more...
Posted by CLEARED on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:07:00 PST

!

your jealous is smellishi can see you through the fireone desirego west like kanye through the wiredont wait to take your fateyou'll burn out like a tire
Posted by CLEARED on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 11:25:00 PST

today

how ironic that your tonic is cliche todayi caught all your thinks and thoughts in a wave todaytsunami mami, i feel your presence behind mefollow me and i'll lead you blindlyyou think your lost wait t...
Posted by CLEARED on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 04:10:00 PST

SO FUCKING COLD!

..>From: Hertz Gonif Date: Mar 5, 2007 12:38 AM ...
Posted by CLEARED on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 09:47:00 PST

away

Before I met you I dreamed of just dreaming of days like we've had. How can a man expect a reality as such.I feel you've forgotten me, but I tell myself otherwise. My friends say you've forgotten me, ...
Posted by CLEARED on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 06:58:00 PST

dirty new york subway

dance little monkey danceclap your hands and laugh todaycause tomorrow is herein the form of yesterdaydance little monkey danceyou'll never make enoughlive on moments and wet ideasblame it on life bei...
Posted by CLEARED on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 12:39:00 PST

i kind of liked this that much to put it up

..>From: My name is Denver Max, and i eat heart attacks Date: Feb 24, 20...
Posted by CLEARED on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 05:23:00 PST