Becca [Candy Queen]

Fact.
I may as well start by letting you all know that I love my friends more than I love myself.
To those of you that I do love should know that I am devoted to you. You are a major part of my life and the main sanity in my being. Dont ever forget that. If you ever feel you need a show to prove this just give me a nudge in the right direction?
However I would be lying if I were to say I didnt take a certain amount of pride in myself. I want everything and more in both life and body but dont have enough longing to get me there. I appreciate what I have an am working to get myself further and with a little help (or maybe a lot) I may just get my goal.
Or maybe not.
But isnt it worth a try?
A small realization has hit me recently and I am now conscious that I am not quite all I want to be. So close yet so far.
Oh but read what has been written and it seems I am self-obsessed and crying out for attention. Well there is nothing wrong with a little attention from time to time right? No I didnt think so. If any person tries to argue this point, you will soon be proven inprecise.
You dont have to wear the most expensive garments, or brightly coloured make-up to look good. It may just do the opposite.
An orange face doesnt make you healthy. A happy person is a healthy person after all.
Lets all do what the famous one says, does, wants, and is. The infamous one says to be you. So why are you lying?
Eating less and eating healthy is easier said than done. Really? Now this is a working progress.
Porcelain, classic, metal and bright. Slender, small, bold and over the top. Changing, different, blonde or black. With an edge, a love, a figure and some bite. Eyes, lips, jaw line and back. I could go on but it wouldn't be right.
Paranoia gets to the best of us and in my case it will hit hard. If you think I look at you the wrong way, am not myself or generally am against you then do a double take. It may not be all it seems. Just think, I could be thinking the same of you.
Love me or hate me but whatever you want with me, remember one thing. Please be honest with me.
Porcelain sugar makes porcelain candy but too much sugar and sweetness can become sickly.
Not so long ago a friend quoted Oscar Wilde to me.
"I've never sewn any wild oats, but I've planted some fantastic exotic orchids".
I am those fantastic exotic orchids and I am still blossoming. Always have been and always will be.
I want too see it all, be my all and do my best to achieve my all. Life is here for the taking and I am going to grab it with both hands. After all isnt that what life is for?
Fact.
PLEASE DON'T ADD ME WITHOUT LEAVING A MESSAGE UNLESS I ACTUALLY KNOW YOU!