~Wanted Bad Boy w/ Attitude, Tattoo's & A

On Oct 29th, 2007- It will be my 1 yr anniversary since my spinal cord injury. I am still learning new things, but think I have adjusted well to the life of my S.C.I.. I am now able to use my walker and wheelchair. I have gained motion and sensation in my legs. My left leg still lacks sensation but has 60% motion. Considering a yr ago I was told I'd never walk again. I am damn proud of myself for getting where I am today.There are only a few things that I have not yet learned to do on my own, and still need help with. I guess that is why I am so thankful for my boys, and the friends that I've allowed to be a part of my life. Thanks for all who have stuck by my side and dealt with me and my stubborn ass. I truly love y'all and appreciate what you all are doing and have done for me.. Most importantly I've had to remind myself that I am still ME, just because I may not be able to walk well, it does NOT change the person that I am.I have learned how to go out and still have fun. To get over the questions and the embarrassment of being in a chair or using the walker. I have learned the true meaning of friendship. Those who have stuck by my side, and the new peeps in my life that could give a damn less that I am para.I've learned that it is OK to be stubborn, but on the same note, when I ask for help, it is not a sign of weakness and people know I truly need it because I am a stubborn ass. I am the type of person that if I can not do it on my own I will do everything to figure it out until I can.Since this has happened, I've done a ton self reflection and will continue to daily. It has shown me things in my life that I need to reflect on, such as; some life choices, and decisions which has made me a much better person, and will continue too. As much as I have my moments of hating life, realizing that I am the same person which is becoming stronger everyday in everything I do, in all of my choices, and in all of my relationships..I am probably the most open person you will ever meet. I say what I need to say, do what I want to do, and seldom regret anything that I have fun doing. "I'M SELFISH AND IMPATIENT-SOMETIMES, I MAKE MISTAKES, I AM OUT OF CONTROL AND AT TIMES HARD TO HANDLE. BUT IF YOU CAN'T TAKE ME AT MY WORST, THEN YOU SURE AS HELL DON'T DESERVE ME AT MY BEST". This is me in a nutshell. Figured I should update this after almost a year..
I am NOT your typical girl, you'd have to meet me to understand ! I love to have fun, and in anything I do I make it FUN.. Life is damn short to be grumpy, depressed, angry, pissy or sad. Live life like your dying and when life gives ya lemons ~ squirt it in your enemies eye..
My outlook is most always optimistic. I do get pissed-off, but never for too long. I take a bad attitude as a sign of weakness.. Life's supposed to be filled with joy, but only we can make it that way. Its completely up to us. I make it a point to flow with each new situation as it comes, and do my best to make it not only bearable - but fun. So far its worked with a charm! Life is a beautiful thing, and anyone who cannot see that is no friend of mine. But know also that I can spot bullshit from miles away. If you're full of it, I'll know it in seconds. Do you know how many bozo's out there are full of shit? It would make your head spin if I told you.
If I had to speak of my one major character trait, it would be that of Overwhelming Ambition. Nothing stands in the way of me and the truth of things. I stand to master reality and will not be denied the truth of things... Remember what I said about bullshit? Well,I won't stand for any of that!!!!