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Hedwiggy

A sideways grimace on an eyeless face

About Me

I'm FABULOUS!!! (now)..But growing up Henry Rollins sums it up in this: ~ "I Know You" ~~~~~~~~~ I know you~ you were too short~ you had bad skin~ you couldn't talk to them very well~ words didn't seem to work~ they lied when they came out of your mouth~ you tried so hard to understand them~ you wanted to be part of what was happening~ you saw them having fun~ and it seemed like such a mystery~ almost magic~ made you think that there was something wrong with you~ you'd look in the mirror trying to find it~ you thought that you were ugly~ and that everyone was looking at you~ so you learned to be invisible~ to look down~ to avoid conversation~ the hours~ days~ weekends~ ah the weekend nights, alone~ where were you~ in the basement?~ in the attic?~ in your room?~ working some job?~ just to have something to do~ just to have a place to put yourself~ just to have a way to get away from them~ a chance to get away from the ones that made you feel so strange and ill-at-ease inside yourself~ did you ever get invited to one of their parties~ you sat and wondered if you would go or not~ for hours you imagined the scenarios that might transpire~ they would laugh at you~ if you would know what to do~ if you would have the right things on~ if they would notice that you came from a different planet~ did you get all brave in your thoughts~ like you were going to be able to go in there and deal with it~ and have a great time~ did you think that you might be "the life of the party"~ that all these people were gonna talk to you~ and you would find out that you were wrong~ that you had a lot of friends~ and you weren't so strange after all?~ did you end up going~ did they mess with you~ did they single you out~ did you find out that you were invited~ because they thought you were so weird~ yeah, I think I know you~ you spent a lot of time full of hate~ a hate that was pure as sunshine~ a hate that saw for miles~ a hate that kept you up at night~ a hate that filled your every waking moment~ a hate that carried you for a long time~ yes I think I know you~ you couldn't figure out what they saw and the way they lived~ home was not home~ your room was home~ a corner was home~ the place they weren't- that was home~ I know you~ you're sensitive~ and you hide it, because you fear getting stepped on one more time~ it seems that when you show a part of yourself that is the least bit vulnerable~ someone takes advantage of you~ one of them steps on you~ they mistake kindness for weakness~ but you know the difference~ you've been the brunt of their weakness for years~ and strength is something you know a bit about~ because you had to be strong to keep yourself alive~ you know yourself very well now~ and you don't trust people~ you know them too well~ you try to find that "special person"~ someone you can be with~ someone you can touch~ someone you can talk to~ someone you won't feel so strange around~ and you found that they don't really exist~ you feel closer to people on movie screens~ yeah, I think I know you~ you spend a lot of time daydreaming~ and people have made comment to that effect~ telling you that you're "self-involved" and "self-centered"~ but they don't know, do they~ about the long nightshifts alone~ about the years of keeping yourself company~ all the nights you wrapped your arms around yourself~ so you could imagine someone holding you~ the hours of indecision~ self-doubt~ the intense depression~ the blinding hate~ the rage that made you stagger~ the devastation of rejection~ well~ maybe they do know~ but if they do~ they sure do a good job of hiding it~ it astounds you how they can be so smooth~ how they seem to pass through life as if life itself was some divine gift~ and it infuriates you to watch yourself with your apparent skill,~ and finding every way possible to screw it up~ for you, life is a long trip~ terrifying and wonderful~ birds sing to you at night~ the rain and the sun~ the changing seasons~ are true friends~ solitude is a hard won ally~ faithful and patient~ yeah, I think I know you~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Rollins Poetry from "Now Watch Him Die"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Life happens but, it also builds character. Karma also has a way of laughing/spitting in the face of of the truly evil. (Wendy, Kris & Michelle ~ Hows that Karma working out for you? I saw you @ the class reunion. Karma deserves a standing ovation!!! Click here to view a bigger version of my map!
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My Interests

Reading: Sci Fi is the best.~~~~~~~~I would love to be a writer!~~~~~~~~I have an artistic side: Photography~~~~Art...charcaol, pencil, found creations....~~~~~I design clothes & accessories~~~~~~Bodybuilding~you wouldn't guess lately. I've been missing the gym. LA Fitness sucks!!! Ppl are jerks & don't put their weights away~ That'a a blog for another time!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~Drag Queens!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hair dye & scissors~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Art & Poetry~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Stupid Purses & Vintage Toys~~~~~~~~~~~~~~..Above are some of the pictures I've taken..Above some pictures I took @ local drag venues...LUV YA GIRLS!

I'd like to meet:

Jesus, Carl Sagan, Vincent Van Gogh, John Varley, Larry Niven, Dennis Hopper, Christopher Walken, Lyle Lovett, Jimmy Carter, Robert Altman, Peter O'Toole, Tyler Durden, Stephen Trask, John Cameron Mithchell, Stephen Hawking, Katherine & Audrey Hepburn, Sid & Marty Krofft, Peter Paige.....Above are some of my favorite people

Music:

In no particular order:~~~~~~~~~~~~~Eclectic |i'klektik| adjective 1 deriving ideas, style, or taste from a broad and diverse range of sources : her musical tastes are eclectic.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hedwig & the Angry Inch sountracks, Everything by Lyle Lovett, Henry Rollins, Meatwhistle (always a crowd pleaser & sexy mustache moves), Red Elvises, Guy Clark, Scritti Politti, Anything that Fish (Pillip Fisher) touches sticks to, English Beat, Clash, Joe Strummer, Boy George, Ru Paul, Fishbone, T.S. Monk & his DaddyThelonious Monk, John Coltrane, Miles Davis, Ramones, Sex Pistols, Brahms, GBH, Exploited, Limpopo, The Busted Hearts (AKA The Revenants & The suicide Kings), Adam Ant, Santana, Marvin Gaye, Doors, The Swans, Big Audio Dynamite, The Boomtown Rats, The Psycedelic Furs, Culture Club, Crucified, Pearl Jam, Led Zeppelin, The Queers, The Ramones, Dead Kennedys, Corey Hart, Ice T, Barry White, Vin Fizz, George Benson, Stolen Babies, Violent Femmes, Dead Milkmen, Beasty Boys, Third Day....growing daily

Movies:

In no particular order:~~~~~~~~~~~~Anything directed by Robert Altman.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hedwig and the Angry Inch, True Romance, The Professional, Gone with the Wind, Tank Girl, Fight Club, Camelot, Babe, Blue Velvet, Red Rock West, Legend, Willow, Taxi Driver, A Clockwork Orange, Night of the Living Dead (original), Lust in the Dust, Valley Girl, Alien (all), Earth Girls are Easy, Lady & the Tramp, Sleeping Beauty, Wizard of Oz, Singing in the Rain, Gigi, Breakfast @ Tiffany's, The Usual Suspects, Something About Mary, Killer Clowns from Outerspace, Dudes, Nightmare Before Christmas, Excalibur, My Fair Lady, Blade Runner, Regarding Henery, The African Queen, Sid & Nancy, Repo man, Things to do in Denver Before You Die, Pricilla Queen of the Desert, Breakfast on Pluto, Heavenly Creatures, Silent Running ...growing dailyTalking Cats
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Television:

The office, family guy, malcom in the middle, queer as folk, Lizzie McGuire, Antiques Road Show, As time goes by, Monty Python, Benny Hill...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~When I was a kiddie:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The Bugaloos, Gilligan's Island, H.R. Puff n' Stuff, Lidsville, The Banana Splits, Snaggle Puss, Klondike Kat, Real cartoons not that Animie crap, Sigmund & the Seamonsters, Land of the Lost, The Hair Bear Bunch, Brady Bunch, Donny & Marie (who are getting back together to do TV show again), The Osmonds Cartoon, Go Go Gophers...

Books:

Anything by: John Varley, Larry Niven & Carl sagan.~~~~~~~~ David Brin, William Gibson, Robert Silverberg & Robert Forward are just a few Sci Fi favorites.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Poetry: Henry Rollins, Edgar Allen Poe, John Keats, Percy Bysshe Shelley, Lord Byron & Edgar Lee Masters...

Heroes:

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My Blog

Hal Spacejock

Well...I finished reading the first in a series of 3. Simon Haynes has started a new addiction for me. He better keep writing because, he left me hungry for more. The first in the series "Hal Spacejoc...
Posted by Hedwiggy on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 11:49:00 PST

Little Miss Sunshine

OMG!!!!!I have not laughed this much in a long time!!! From start to finish this movie was fantastic!! It was so well written & acted...Olive will melt your heart & make you laugh until you cry!! The ...
Posted by Hedwiggy on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 09:00:00 PST

Query...

What would a very obese man...wearing gym shorts & no shirt...standing in the middle of a dirt lot...with a hand trolly (dollie) & a milk crate...putting on a weight belt...with a chain attached to it...
Posted by Hedwiggy on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 08:40:00 PST

I am no longer being pressured into who is in my to 24 list...

It seems to be of great importance to many as to who is in your top 4, 8, 16 & 24. I will not be held accountable for the order with which I accepted people as friends. I will also not be forced to pl...
Posted by Hedwiggy on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 11:59:00 PST

If you got a friend request and you don't know me...

...I had this idea to collect at least one friend from each country. I am interested in what the culture is like in other countries. I would like a wide range of acquaintances. This has been a very ha...
Posted by Hedwiggy on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 05:14:00 PST

well.....

...here I am trying to figure out "MySpace" . She says as she types. Light streaming from the low watt bulb, dancing across her striking red hair. She looks up quizzically, pondering her next thought....
Posted by Hedwiggy on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 10:19:00 PST