(STILL TRYING FOR YOU BABY GIRLS)

Online petition - Release Erica's dogs: Nyla and Ginger from custody MySpace Layouts MySpace Codes MySpace Backgrounds SELF AWAKINING We only learn the hard way. We will take advantage and fear the unknown. Every thing seems predictable. The same lesson but always a different story. It just seems to be getting a little more harder than before, the lessons that is. Fondling with our souls. Pushing as far as we can go. Either in procrastination or determination. We learn when we succeed or fail, in our good or bad. I've been told this twice that God would put you in repeated events until you learn the lesson. Some just stuck in vicious cycle seem to be asking themselves why me. Some say I analyze things too much. I just rather think things through and figure out what leads me to the situation. I don't want someone to just love me. I want them to love themselves. Their love is no good, no worth when they are oblivious to their own. Naturally we then question if it's worth staying with them and tolerating with their insecurities. We only want what we can't have. Will there ever be the day for me that love would be mutual. Not a game or a lesson or to gain some self awakening.Live Like You Were Dying This year I have come to the realization that life is too short to bitch about long lines, traffic, rude or ignorant people, bad weather, technical difficulties, or paying bills. I have realized that life is precious and that we have to spend more time with the people we love and that love us. We should be appreciative of the things we have. We shouldn’t complain of traffic because we should be happy to have a car, we should be happy that we have perfectly working limbs to do the things we love, we should be happy that the sun rises everyday, we should be happy that we have a home to go to at night after work and a bed to lay in every night. I have noticed that money and having nice things (Gucci) won’t make me a better person. I can’t take those things with me when I die…only the wonderful memories. I hope that the people who read this realize this as well. SO LIVE EVERYDAY AS IF IT WERE YOUR LAST!