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About Me

If I hide... will you seek me? I lost myself hiding from you. Too busy making lists of who I want to be. Can't remember who I am, when I'm not bad... just distracted. I AM: A DAY DREAMER. It can be scary when my imagination gets the better of me. SENSITIVE. Leads to embarasing "feel sorry for my self" moments. We all have them. Any one who claims they never have is a liar... so I'm sick of dwelling on mine. I often hear remarks: "You take people too seriously." "Don't take things to heart." For as terrible as I have felt about myself over hearing such remarks I have to say that honestly I believe this mentality is the biggest contributor to the ugliness of this world. People NEED to be taken more seriously!! I'm not a joke, are you? You should take things to heart!! Why have one, if you can't use it?

My Interests

Family and friendship. Getting dressed up, going out, dancing, talking to people, listening to people. Learning things by accident. Makeup, photography (being in it and doing it). Listening to, dreaming about and dazing off to music. Have written some, but I am not real ambitious.

I'd like to meet:

Myspace Editor
Pimp MySpace

Music:

Noise... whatever gets my attention at the moment... Jazz mostly with female vocalists... Blues/Jazz mostly with female vocalists... anything with a scratchy-vintage-creepy feel to it... Death Rock by some people's standards, but not others... Many, many songs that I may not be able to tell you the name, the artist or the album, but they send chills up my spine.

Movies:

Pig, 8mm, Silence of the Lambs, Breakfast at Tiffany's, My Fair Lady, Roman Holiday, That Touch of Mink, Anything based on Peter Pan, cheesy comedy movies I refuse to list on here, I am terrified of any alien film but I cannot resist watching them...

Television:

I don't own one, and I try my best to avoid it. I like watching movies.

Books:

Books by Anne Rice. Books about herbs, the human body, strange/dark trivial topics. Comic Books (Lady Death, Batman, Sin City, etc.)

My Blog

Detach

Easier said then done Easier thought then said Circumstance hits Conclusion lost it's substanceDesire reigns Dream lost it's sweetnessIt's a lesson I just won't learnThoughts muffled by a scared mi...
Posted by Allison on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 02:19:00 PST

End

Dear Lord you've blest me with "the end." You will not end with me, but you'll remember me when it's over!
Posted by Allison on Mon, 21 May 2007 02:38:00 PST

Be With Out a Reason

Wrote this in '99Let's go somewhereBecause somewhere's thereLet's celebrateBecause we canLet's live with out a reasonLive with out a causeLet's be with out a purposeand see what nothing doesLet's brak...
Posted by Allison on Sat, 19 May 2007 12:05:00 PST

Lyrics someday... maybe?

My pages are empty with fearshiding what beauty can put into songMy eyes become blinded by mirrorsfighting a will that I loved all alongToo long have I strolled down "Coward's Way"I really don't want ...
Posted by Allison on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 12:33:00 PST

Life's been good, but...

I need to get off my ass and start working on some things that have been on my mind. Less talking more doing... as I am sitting here talking more. (Boy do I need help!!) It has felt so good to be ...
Posted by Allison on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 09:51:00 PST

How did I get so lucky?

I have never been with a man before who cares so much about my all around happiness. Obviously anyone I've been with before wanted me to be happy, but it was more out of not wanting to deal with me i...
Posted by Allison on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST