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susan

poverty makes better poetry

About Me

......don't eat too much / don't sleep too much / don't work worry worry too much / what's worse, don't curse / luxury is for those who can afford luxury / remember to write it all down / so you don't forget your reason for coming into the world..........all the stars are gone / the human race has obliterated all the stars in the sky / but tonight, i am illuminating / and still / and the human race cannot wipe me out......as if the sun never set, and the moon is already big and bright, the combination which covers it all in a golden glow, hummingbirds battling in the air for LOVE, all the others i think i'm caught inbetween heaven and earth, my sensibility, my breathing, my holy hopes, invisible and numb, yeah...we watch the sun set on back porches of our minds.....hummingbirds make electric buzzing noises, or maybe the sound of paper in an old fan hitting the blades, and termites build holes, birds feed the birds.....DIFFERENCY......'faces lost in hate' become statue / become reflective / (i cannot see myself in them) / become invisible and lost as they, incandescent, forgiving.....MOODY & INCIDENTAL, I FLOAT UPON THE WAVES TRANSCENDENTAL, TIEMPO Y TIERRA PASSA ENTRE......"we will have a sale on many big things"(an actual message left on my machine, not once, but many times....weird) Macchu Pichu Havana, Cuba the holy River Ganges, India
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My Interests

(inspire me) I AM INVISIBLE ......the never-ending-George-Harrison-singing clip"""""God is not abstract; He has both the impersonal and the personal aspects to His personality which is SUPREME, ETERNAL, BLISSFUL, and full of KNOWLEDGE. As a single drop of water has the same qualities as an ocean of water, so has our consciousness the qualities of GOD'S consciousness... but through our identification and attachment with material energy (physical body, sense pleasures, material possessions, ego, etc.) our true TRANSCENDENTAL CONSCIOUSNESS has been polluted, and like a dirty mirror it is unable to reflect a pure image. With many lives our association with the TEMPORARY has grown. This impermanent body, a bag of bones and flesh, is mistaken for our true self, and we have accepted this temporary condition to be final." GEORGE HARRISON...... "i believe in life and i believe in love, but the world in which i live in keeps trying to prove me wrong" PAUL WELLER ("Running On the Spot")....I cannot teach you violence, as I do not myself believe in it. I can only teach you not to bow your heads before any one even at the cost of your life.Mahatma Gandhi....POETRY IS LAMBS WOOL, poetry is lambs wool.....ITS QUALITY NOT QUANTITY!!!!

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Music:

music is good: THE BEATLES (toppermost of the poppermost), The Cream, oi! the Jam, and the Kinks are genius, I fall in love when I hear The Blur, FLAMING LIPS, George Harrison has taught me much, all love George I miss you, KULA SHAKER KULA SHAKER KULA SHAKER, yeah, Eric Clapton was god, Yusuf Islam formerly Cat Stevens, yo yo yo Blackalicious, Public Enemy (Fear of a Black Planet)wow, The Roots, Mos Def (Black on Both Sides), word, the hardest working man in show business MR James Brown, Curtis Mayfield (puttin' it down right), Bill Withers, Gil Scott-Heron (the revolution is over, stop relying on tv), ladies and gentlemen the queen of soul MS ARETHA FRANKLIN, yoko ono, (yeah, i said yoko ono), PATTI SMITH, and jaazzzzzz JohnColtrane, Alice Coltrane (om shanti my sista), Thelonious Monk, Charles Mingus, easy west coast sound of Dave Brubeck, the rowing of slave ships from Nina Simone, Billie Holiday breaks my heart, Miles Davis is ok although evil, more brit-pop with the Verve, Arctic Monkeys, Modest Mouse (early), Pixies, cocteau twins, oh sexy MF Prince, om shanti shanti Ravi Shankar, geez have you listened, no really listened to UNDERWORLD, the short lived Stone Roses, the thin white duke David Bowie shaped my youth, swingin' Frank Sinatra and drinkin' buddy Dean Martin, ms Peggy Lee, droppin tha funk with Parliament, my oh my so much music, The National (I wake singing the entire Alligator album), Brian Eno (weird wired word), LIARS, Nightmares On Wax, Japan Cakes, Friends of Dean Martinez, the Dirty Three, OHMYGAWD! the SHAGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so what I like Neil Diamond, been getting into opera lately - Maria Callas beautiful, Depeche Mode (early stuff//same with the Cure), Fugazi, minutemen (double nickels on the dime i used to know by heart, driving around Fullerton in my VW) and into Firehose - ragin' FULL on, Sonic Youth, Spiritualized, Tom Waits has become uberkool, speaking of uber...Kraftwerk "the fatherland of electronic music", Sigur Ros, WESLEY WILLIS RIP, Gary Numan (et.al.uber), Bauhaus (that's me drunk yellin')(and sexymusic), AIR because they wear capes and are French, RIDE, London Suede (or Suede for you Brits), CAN(sure they can), Stranglers (esp. Feline)......Jeff Buckley and father Tim Buckley (weird herione songs) HUSKER DU!!!! Okay EXPLOSIONS IN THE SKY is my new favorite bandoohhhhhhh, frank zappaaaaaaa, Harry Nilsson (thanks Nathan), Echo & the Bunnymen, Psychedellic Furs, To Rococo Rot, the Sea and Cake, Leonard Cohen (oh, i pray to see him live), Don McClean's American Pie ("Vincent" makes me weep), my cat Buckwheat doesn't like the Beastie Boys but I do... DUB PISTOLS/////I HAD A DREAM ABOUT THOM YORKE/I WOKE UP SINGING"OPTIMISTIC"??? Daft Punk are robots with laser-red eyes, i get all nerdy/dancing with the English Beat, the Clash (1st album especially), Marlene Dietrich (as they say in Germany - Koooool), Arthur Lyman/Martin Denny for loungin' in the warm california summertime, Esquivel is crazy, BRMC, Duke Ellington, Count Basie swings!,

Movies:

IT'S A WONDERFUL LIFE is a wonderful movie, Motorcylcle Diaries (beautiful), Chappaqua, To Kill a Mockingbird (bless you Gregory Peck), An American In Paris, singing in the Rain (Gene Kelly is dreamy), Roman Holiday (again shout out to Mr Peck), Gofather I & II (3 sucked), Dog Day Afternoon (attica! attica! brilliant), Rear Window, Napoleon Dynamite, Confessions of a Dangerous Mind & Goodnight and Good Luck (cheers Mr Clooney), Enter the Dragon, CQ, Hustle & Flow, Unbreakable, all the AUSTIN POWERS movies (we want more), MASH, the Outsiders, Rumblefish, Schindler's List, Bubble Boy (laughed till my sides hurt), Philadelphia Story (c'mon, both Katherine Hepburn and Carey Grant, you can't lose), CONTACT, almost all SPIKE LEE joints (School Daze? Jungle Fever? nah), FORREST GUMP, Monty Python and the Holy Grail/Life of Brian, Brazil, Dancer in the Dark (tough), Steal This Movie/Happy Accidents/the Whole Wide World (oh, Vincent DiNofrio), Woody Allen's Manhattan/Annie Hall/Zelig/Love and Death/Take the Money and Run...Little Miss Sunshine (re: Neitzsche re:), Science of Sleep ummmmmmm, Frida ))))dreams)))))), The World According To Garp / What Dreams May Come, I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY "BREAKFAST AT TIFFANY'S" IS AWFUL although much respect to Audrey Hepburn (the "other" Hepburn, no relation) for all her humane work......just saw Pan's Labyrinth, Borat -ew!..Idlewild (the opening sequence of the camera diving into the record grooves is brilliant, and it keeps going good throughout)..Last King of Scotland, 16 Blocks, Down By Law, Mystery Train, Slingblade, Slaughterhouse-Five, Inherit the Wind, You Can't Take It With You, Whale Rider, The Secret Window....if FAST FOOD NATION doesn't make you want to be vegetarian, you have no soul!!!!!!totally! Tenacious D in the Pick Of Destiny!!...the Illusionist, the Company of Wolves, Dead Man, Amelie, Cinema Paradiso, Akira Kurwasawa's "Dreams", Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence, the Beatles - Hard Day's Night (i used to recite the first half of the movie by heart)/Help (Intermission)/Yellow Submarine (because i've got a hole in my pocket too)/Magical Mystery Tour (a drunk dream), Straight To Hell,

Books:

it all starts with Jack Kerouac's On the Road although Desolation Angels is my favorite but all his work is a beautiful thing, Richard Brautigan, Kurt Vonnegut (glad to see him still writing) (OOPS! RIP, mr vonnegut), Norman Mailer, Henry Miller's Air Conditioned Nightmare, WALT WHITMAN, Sartre, William S Burroughs takes my mind where it shouldn't go, Harper Lee, the Bhagavad Gita (read re-read re-read), Gregory Corso (a beautiful angel gregorio), Hunter Thompson (not so much the political work), Hemmingway yeah (Old Man & the Sea brilliant), how much do I love to read John Steinbeck....WHAT? R Buckminster Fuller (I named my cat after him) I SEEM TO BE A VERB, Herman Hesse (German engineering of writing), Orwell warned us / we're living in it, Norton Juster PHANTOM TOLLBOTH, Reinaldo Arenas FAREWELL TO THE SEA (beyond dreaming, hallucinating!),Ken Kesey, Rimbaud, Baudelaire, Ezra Pound,,,,,,,Federica Garcia Lorca y muy fantastico, si Pablo Neruda...i've read one Raymond Carver with the saddest short story ever written, trying to read COSMOS by Carl Sagan (it's a lot of information), reNeitzsche (yeah, i spelled that right)......

Heroes:

Katherine Hepburn • "Everyone thought I was bold and fearless and even arrogant, but inside I was always quaking."Yoko Ono * "LINE PIECE: Draw a line with yourself, Go on drawing until you disappear."•" Revolution is a serious thing, the most serious thing about a revolutionary's life. When one commits oneself to the struggle, it must be for a lifetime." Angela DavisTHE WORLD IS FUCKED UP. WE KNOW THE WORLD IS FUCKED UP. THAT DOESN'T MEAN WE CAN'T HAVE JOY!Elizabeth Cady Stanton • "Self-development is a higher duty than self-sacrifice."Susan B. Anthony • "The rank and file are not philosophers, they are not educated to think for themselves, but simply to accept, unquestioned, whatever comes."

My Blog

...and so,

...and so, once again i was denied by an old friend, a good one i thought. one of those things where a phone call/email/letter is ignored and tossed aside. that's okay. our lives are a million years a...
Posted by susan on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 08:39:00 PST

random thinking / three days off

*just three more days@ various days (M/W/M)last times to wake by alarm *what is sleep?*fix brakes, brakes don't work, fix-breaksi love my carit's got it's own theme song.....*some thing worse than thr...
Posted by susan on Mon, 14 May 2007 09:50:00 PST

(drawn)withdrawn(in)

how green green greenthe mouth that swallowed the sunso that the eyes blurit is hummingbirds puncturing the air erasing the air erasing my memoryi c...
Posted by susan on Tue, 08 May 2007 04:11:00 PST

today....whew

finally,browsed throughall your posts/blogs/poems/rants/raves/loves/loststime is a battle with meso much, too muchi have to be somewhere always somewhere elseno time to sit/write/daydream/sleep/eatlot...
Posted by susan on Fri, 04 May 2007 08:33:00 PST

bless you, mr vonnegut

I TRIED, UNSUCCESSFULLY, TO POST THIS (TWICE) A A BULLETIN FOR ALL YOU. BUT FOR WHATEVER REASON IT WOULDN'T TAKE. "WE ARE HERE ON EARTH TO FART AROUND.DON'T LET ANYBODY TELL YOU ANY DIFFERENT"Influent...
Posted by susan on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 08:03:00 PST

FUCKING BRILLIANT!

so i just finished listening to the new (remix) YOKO ONOalbum (thanx tex), and i am completely FLOORED! it is (asthe heading proclaims) FUCKING BRILLIANT! where do ibegin?freakin' PEACHES : Kiss kiss ...
Posted by susan on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 04:11:00 PST

vast and silent (the earth knows secrets)

vast and silent(the earth knows secrets)rocks form mountains form shapes form imaginationsdinosaurs sleeping, maybeDali, too, saw form in rocksto me, hand-picked and placed by heavy hands.sand is soft...
Posted by susan on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 11:03:00 PST

what we will do today

so, pack up the carpick up some film for the camera (yeah, i still use film)fill a cooler with Corona'sof course, take the ipod,and off we go to joshua tree for the day.yay!preview:spring break suckas...
Posted by susan on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 08:22:00 PST

metal like

what makes my mouth taste like metal?i spit lightning, pennies, forks and nails, batteries, cans, wires wiresclothes hangers, bells, chimes, a little song in the night.and then i swallow the moon,fill...
Posted by susan on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 09:01:00 PST

banana memory

because i tilt my head, all the alcohol is buried beneath a smile,please whistle and cat-call, i have worked hard for this moment.the sun lasts too long,gets under my skin,under my blood, under my bon...
Posted by susan on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 08:58:00 PST