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!!!Hello Everybody!!!
I am 5'9 and 240lbs. For some reason all my pics make me look small. If you look at the pic of me standing next to the disposal door should give you a better idea how big I actually am.
I write about alot of things that really piss me off or how much my life sucks. Sometimes I just write about things that intrigue me. If you are easily offended be mature enough to go away or just don't read my blogs. That's part of what draws people to my MySpace. They are entertained by what I have to say. Be forewarned though, some of it can be downright nastey! No one is immune to my WRATH!
People have asked me why I write about how much my life sucks and all the bad things that happen to me. I just happen to be someone who is unfortunate. But doesn't it make you feel better to read my blogs and see how fortunate you are to not be me? Nothing good or fortunate comes to me.
It's also very frustrating that a long string of people keep doing terrible things to me; there doesn't seem to be anything I can do about it. This is how I deal with it, I write about it and share my misfortune with any who will listen.
You think your life sucks? Read my blogs and think again about how fortunate you are to not be me.
I think I should also warn you.... I tend to be very random in case you haven't noticed.
I come from a family that encourages having an interest in music and playing musical instruments. I also used to work in a drum shop building, repairing and customising drums.
I walk really funny sometimes because I have a back problem, usually this can be noticed if I get up from sitting for a bit. I try not to fight guys several times my size anymore...
I feel I should warn you that I tend to be hyperactive, I also tend to be very random. I also love to play drum and percussion instruments. I have an assortment/arsenal of other instruments that I like playing or torturing people with. I have a Fender Stratocaster that I beat with mallets etc. whenever I get an audience that loves guitars. I have absolutely no idea how to play guitar. I also have a hell of a time expressing myself verbally! ACK!
I also like to paint, draw and write whenever space and time allows for it. Anythings good, paper, drums, cars, people sleeping...
The reason my eyeliner doesn't smudge when I rub my eyes is because I had it tattood on by Gwan Soon at Moonshin Tattoos. I have a number of other tattoos, try and guess where they all are. ;D
I really like cuddling, ALOT. I also have a weakness for having my hair played with, sometimes it makes me sleepy.
I am also a pink hat member of the Ajax Chapter of The Red Hat Society. You have to be 50+ to wear the red and purple. LOL!
Other Weaknesses:
All you can eat snow crab legs.
Men with long hair.
Men with blond, red, or light brown hair.
Men who are chubby.
Men who are musicians or otherwise creative, the weirder the better. ;D
Weird naked men with long hair who are chubby and musicians as well as creative.
What I Wanted Most
Written By: Janet M. ForresterMy lot in life, so very unfair. But never once did I even care.
I prevailed and survived each near perilous end, coming back from the dead again and again.
I was poor, I was violated, I was injured, I was sick, I was victimized, and I suffered great losses.
I endured, I overcame each time when I suffered.
An example to all I was to become.
I would not allow myself to succumb.
I bloomed late in life, yet knew what I wanted most.
Years went by and one by one the people I knew became two and two and two.
A simple thing really, what I wanted most.
I did not want wealth, nor did I want things, nothing much really did I want at all.
I was the one that always did care, always giving to others what little I could spare.
My time, my words, money or even just a hand. I gave of these freely without worry for myself.
Couples so happy wherever I looked, even the nastiest of them had someone to call their own.
I was just someone growing old all alone.
I tried and I cried, then tried again.
Why do I have to be so alone while everyone else, even the meanest who never did give, have the very thing that I want most?
I met my equal, a friend, someone I felt could make me two to the end.
So I opened myself up and tried once again.
I tried even harder then ever before.
He made me so happy for one short while.
He was so much like me I could not resist.
It's not his fault, it never was.
I was the one that tried ever so hard, so very hard that he drifted away.
I should not have tried, I know this now, deep inside.
What did I do so long ago that cursed me to make this mistake again and again?
What have I done to earn me this fate, the sorrow of learning when it's far too late?
I'll never have what I want most, someone to love me and hold me so close.
Each time I've tried I've hurt myself deeply, deep down inside.
I cried and I cried, until inside I died.
Three times I've tried and three times I've cried.
Never again will it happen to me, I will no longer try to get what I wanted most.
It hurts too much, deep down inside...All I have ever wanted was for someone to love me.
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